I literally cannot say whether I think we got a hot john moment at any point in the book without having to block myself. Listen I knew there was a 50/50 chance he was Like That since day one I decided to live my life on the edge and I don’t regret it!! Rip to the thirstposting era and flowers will die on its grave etc etc snap back to reality whoops there goes gravity etc
When he killed 500 police officers and pretended it was an accident… extremely hot apocalypse cult shit
I thought he was at his sexiest when he smashed his own ribs.