thinking about how Nona thought that her eyes were so beautiful and it’s probably because they’re Johns eyes
thinking about how Nona said that she hates red heads and it’s probably because John had a baby with a red head
thinking about how Alecto and John are mutually in love with each other and while it’s messy and fucked up it’s not a one sided thing and that love effects Nona’s feelings even without any memory of having been Alecto at all