It’s not missing Harrowhark that makes Kiriona the saddest girl in the world. Or at least, it’s not just the lack of Harrow.
She fought all her life to escape the Ninth, fueled by the conviction that there was a better world waiting for her if she could just get out. As a kid, that was the fantasy of a super cool and important parent who could rescue her and punish the people who hurt her. Later, it was believing that as soon as she rescued herself, she would prove to everyone how awesome she was. She would make herself a hero, and she would be so valued and useful even Harrow would have to admit it.
Now she has every status symbol she ever yearned for, and none of it means anything. None of it feels good. She’s escaped, and it turns out there was no better world waiting for her. Kindness is rare, and the people who show it die meaningless violent deaths. The rest of the universe has proved itself to be almost as cold and dark and isolating as the Ninth, filled with horrors she’d never imagined.
Kiriona Gaia is the saddest girl in the world because she’s lost hope. She has everything she ever wanted, and it all sucks. So what is there left to want? What is there left to fight for? What is there left to live for?
[Image Description: A parody album cover of MCR’s “Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge” with Harrowhark and Gideon from The Locked Tomb series.
Harrow and Gideon are facing each other from a side profile view. Harrow has a buzzcut, a small band of teeth around her head, and detailed skull makeup painted on her face. Gideon has vibrant orange hair, a crooked nose, and is also wearing skull makeup, but hers is more smudged and less intricate. Blood is splattered around the two of them, with Gideon’s face being the most covered. / End ID]
