Pondering the fact that Harrow spent her life looking after a corpse that she loved, and was willing to do that forever to see if she would ever wake up.
Pondering the fact that her biggest act of devotion to Gideon was preserving her in a corner of her mind she couldn’t access, and was willing to live like that forever just to keep her somehow.
Pondering how to Magnus, her plan to keep Gideon is seen as somewhat selfish and childish.
Pondering how to Harrow, a tombkeeper, making her own body a mausoleum is probably the closest thing she could ever think of to a monumental act of love.
Pondering…