2023-04-19 18:26:50 ¶ ● ⬈

butchdykeorpheus:

> sorry to still be mentally ill over the locked tomb but for all that i keep seeing people emphasise alecto’s apocalyptic rage, alecto as an eldritch horror shackled into the body of a barbie doll, etc etc i feel like it cannot be overlooked that Nona Is Still In There. she may not remember it, but alecto is still nona. nona was still alecto. alecto’s rage and nona’s love come from the same depths. the nona who laughed at pyrrha’s stupid jokes and wore goofy t-shirts to make little children laugh and got excited for her birthday is the same nona who broke her hands and feet in a blind bloody screaming rage when she woke up to find herself (once again) in chains. i did not spend 480 pages watching nona love recklessly and wholly and extend that love to every small thing, every person and creature she connected with, loving a life lived with her little found family in borderline poverty in a warzone, to believe that alecto is the monster the lyctors described her to be or to believe that alecto won’t still love just as recklessly