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> Okay but what’s it like to be Cam or Pal right now? You know Harrow, and you care about her. You don’t love her, not really, but she’s a friend, and you’ve fought by her side, and maybe you feel like you owe her.

> And you know Gideon. You like Gideon, it’s hard not to. You don’t accept her death, that’s why you don’t leave her body behind at canaan house. you rejoice over her survival. But you don’t love her either.

> Then you meet Nona. In Harrow’s body, with Gideon’s eyes. I imagine at first you pray this resolves itself soon, that she gets her memories back and reveals herself to be Gideon, or Harrow, or both. But she doesn’t. And she becomes a part of your family. And she loves you. And you love her.

> What happens then? Do you still pray one day you wake up and Harrow/Gideon are back? Or do you start dreading that day? Maybe you hope it’s amnesia, and that when her memory comes back she still gets to keep all of Nona. Do you try not to think about it?

> What’s it like to be Pyrrha? You barely brushed past Gideon Nav, and at most you caught some glimpses of Harrowhark. You don’t love them. You love Nona.

> What must that feel like?