welcome to my twisted mind

2023-01-15 10:27:03 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

tamsyn i am in ur walls. 🥲

#the locked tomb #fuck. fuck i love john gaius so much #he did a lot of fucked up shit today but god. when this all went down #he loved alecto so so so so fucking much and he is so understandably angry about what was done to her #and god. it hurts. she doesn't remember. and you'd think that would be cathartic #but he can't forget. he can't forget what they did to her and he will never be able to let go of that anger #it would have been so easy to save her with all the money they had and they didn't #they just /left/ her. she can't remember and because of it she can't be angry #but he will always be so fucking angry #he has been for ten thousand years and i doubt he's gotten any less angry #i feel you john. anger is probably my greatest vice too. i'm so fucking angry at the lack of compassion others have #all the goddamn fucking time #if i had been in his situation i probably would have reacted the same way #'but john you could have made a new society on earth you could have built it out of love' #but it's not fair. it's not fucking fair that they got to leave. and leave her. and hurt all those people #john and i are very much the same in that our hatred at peoples' apathy towards others blinds us #if i was in his situation i would have been seeing red as much as he was #i wouldn't have been able to think other than 'i need to find a way to punish them. they can't get away with this' #AUUGHGHHHH having therapy in the tags of a locked tomb post what else is new 160 notes