thinking about characters who think they have no greater way to be worth something than to suffer and die
like you are not the savior you are not the hero you are not anyone in the story but you love the savior and you love the hero and your love will never be enough. you cannot stand on your own next to the ones you love but you can give the only thing you have, you can give it and you can love them and you can hope it means your name will be placed next to theirs. you hope it means you were worth enough in the end.