forever going to be emotional over the tenderness in gideon’s narration at the end of htn. telling harrow she’s proud of her for the calluses on her hands, telling her how bad it hurt to be there and not hear her voice, telling her it’s okay and that she’ll keep the home fires burning…. gideon telling harrow it was easy to die because at least it meant she wouldn’t need to watch harrow do the same…. i’m unwell