the progression from “but i don’t even remember about you most of the time” to “i must no longer accept being a stranger to you” to “you are my only friend. i am undone without you” to “i cannot conceive of a universe without you in it” is never going to leave my brain. i’m gonna be 80 years old in a retirement home staring out the window reminiscing about griddlehark like they were a long lost love of mine