gideon nav who has been abused all her life for simply existing. gideon nav who was so lonely and ignored that harrowhark hating her meant more than anything. gideon nav who thinks that harrowhark doesn’t love her. and that’s okay, she still wants to be her cavalier, still wants to give her everything to the reverend daughter, it’s okay if she doesn’t love gideon. gideon loves her regardless. gideon nav who gives harrowhark everything without expecting anything in return because serving harrow is the reward she needs. gideon nav who wants to be torn apart and used and consumed by her beloved. gideon nav who has golden eyes. gideon nav thinking that harrow’s desperate attempt to save her was a rejection. gideon nav who thinks that harrowhark wasted her when harrowhark wanted to preserve her. gideon nav who was brought back by god, made invincible by god, renamed by god, claimed by god. gideon nav who doesn’t quite remember that when people say kiriona they’re referring to her. gidon nav—prince kiriona gaia, who realized her dream of being in the cohort, and yet she is sad, so sad, the saddest girl in the whole universe. gideon nav who simply looks like she wants to be kissed. gideon–kiriona who lives in her corpse that doesn’t bruise, doesn’t bleed, doesn’t feel like a body anymore. gideon nav
obsessed with whatever corona and camilla have going on in ntn btw. ‘she hates it when i use millie now.’ 'my soul’s mine. you give yourself away to anyone who doesn’t want you.’ 'i’ve kept your secrets before…you know that.’ 'come back with me. leave the facility. before the negotiator arrives, come back with us.’ the way corona introduces herself as cam’s partner because she knows it would make her furious. ‘maybe you could be the one to melt her icy heart.’ the exes vibes are off the CHARTS but then when nona analyses the shit out of corona she says that actually all corona wants is for camilla to cuddle her ‘but not in a sexy way’ which has me poking them with a stick even MORE. i need to study them like bugs
