Listen. listen. i cant get screenshots rn but im thinking about the pool scene. “too many words. how about these: one flesh, one end, bitch.” and im thinking about the letter pre-lobotomy harrow wrote for gideon. do you think harrow originally wrote more. do you think she spent hours poring over what to write. pages and pages and pages she tore up and threw away because how could she possibly get it right, how could she put it all down in writing, how could she tell gideon what she means to her and how utterly alone she feels without her? and do you think she felt proud when she decided to let go and just trust that gideon would know what she was trying to say? too many words. one flesh, one end.
and do you think its gonna hurt when she finds out she was wrong? that gideon didnt know what she was trying to say? that gideon doesnt know how important she is to harrow? i am undone without you and she still thinks she hates her. im losing my goddamn mind
