2021-12-25 1:24:59 ¶ ●

imagining gideon taking care of harrow’s body………… using the sonic (clothes ON) or bathing in the dark??? applying face paint because she knows harrow would want it. applying face paint badly because she never paid enough attention to actually remember how to apply each version of skull. applying thicker and thicker layers of face paint in hopes of seeing just one (1) pimple and becoming absolutley irate when it never happens. doing squats. press ups. learning to move with and within harrow’s physical vitiation. eating a ton at every opportunity because she thinks harrow needs it. coming across necromantic theory and begrudgingly reading it (while not understanding anything) cuz maybe harrow will get the info somehow and find it useful. looking into the mirror every night and yelling at harrow to come back. sobs.