im thinking about the specific tragedy wrt camilla and palamades that is losing the most important person in your life and going to the literal ends of the universe to bring them back, but then in your victory you cannot communicate with the other beyond leaving notes for the other to read. you are stuck in the same body and your souls are intertwined forever but you can’t Be With them, you can’t comfort each other or brainstorm together or do anything together like you did before.

im thinking about the Camillades Situation and im thinking about. what if lyctorhood is a curse and will always be a curse. what if there is no ‘perfect lyctorhood’. something something once you have comitted The Original Sin you can never go home, you can never go back, there is no return. in the best case senario there’s only figuring out the pieces of the rest of your (plural) fucked up life (singular). hurts!!!!