kinomatika:

so um this is all the money i have left to my name.

i really… really hate begging for money, but i’m at the point where i’m a mess, panicking, and not sure how to proceed.

i’ve been fighting with my insurance company for a good three months now, trying to get my prescription for Strattera to be authorised so I don’t have to pay 500$ a month for it, and so I can finally get back to work.

I am currently on effexor and it’s just ruining me. I sleep for about 16-18 hours a day on it and my psychiatrist will not listen to me when I say that it isn’t helping.

I need help. Again. And I’m ashamed to have to say it.

I’ll be moving into my parents’ house next month so I won’t have to be paying rent anymore, but I still have to pay:

- $3,000 in taxes because I am self-employed
- $130 a month for my phone bill
- $70~ a month for my car insurance

and… you know, there are other various expenses, too. I have to keep my cats fed, and myself, and I need to afford other necessities, so, um.

Here’s where I’m at.

I’m struggling, I have almost nothing, and more expenses are coming up. I’m going to have to rent a moving truck to get all of my stuff back to my parents.

And most of all, I still can’t work. I am unable to function because my insurance refuses to approve the prior authorization for the only medication i can have that will help my out of hand ADHD and depression. 

I am deeply embarrassed to be doing this because like… honestly, y’all have already helped me so much, and continue to do so, and I’m sick of being like this, but I just. I don’t have a choice.

if you want to toss anything my way, even a dollar, a couple of cents, whatever. My paypal is 

nerosfishbowl at gmail dot com

i’m. really embarrassed about this and i haven’t spoken to pretty much anyone about my situation. im very, very desperate.

please circulate this if you can.