oh shoot! i'm sorry that happened to you, you seemed to be quite clear about it from what i saw and don't deserve to deal with that. i hope you can either get the motivation back to continue for yourself or get as inspired for another project!
(your writing here has honestly been an inspiration for me as well so i just wanted to let you know. if nothing else i think it is incredibly cool :])
I… haha, I mean. Since I posted this project, I have started 5 fics and finished 3. I am plenty inspired, do not worry.