When you think about it, nepeta's beta and alpha selves were pretty fucked up. One was screwing Jesus and the other was fucking satan. Nepeta isn't too far off from her beta ancestor though, with wanting to be redroms with karkat

The Handmaid isn’t Nepeta, she’s actually Damara’s post-scratch incarnation and the Handmaid wasn’t sleeping with Lord English. The Disciple (Meulin’s post-scratch self) and the Handmaid are both post-scratch ancestors who are two separate people.