Your name is CHAARA ACTARR. You have, in the past, noticed its similarity to the word “character”, but you’re certain there’s nothing meaningful about that coincidence.
You are a MUTANT. That means you have CANDY RED BLOOD, ODD CHEEK DISCOLORATION that make your BLINDINGLY BRIGHT BLOOD shine through your skin, and EARLY ONSET BLOOD COLORED IRISES. Essentially, you’re fucked.
All of your clothing is marked with your symbol in RUST COLOR. It is your hope that you could fool anyone who sees you in person into thinking you’re just a RUSTBLOOD and an optical illusion is the only thing that could make them think otherwise. It has a fairly dubious chance of success, but it is all you have.
Truthfully, you have always wantd to be a JADEBLOOD. One of the few things you genuinely like in the horrible shithole that is your life are PLANTS, many of which can only be fully admired in SUNLIGHT, something that will seriously injure you. Your mutation doesn’t include that kind of thing;
And there have always been other things that attracted you to that color. Something about a caste that had a set role and duty had a stability that you yearned for in your own life. But that was impossible. You were certain that things like A LACK OF CONSTANT FEAR and A LIFE NOT BASED ON LIES AND DECEPTION existed, but not for you.
Too bad those are just stupid dreams for stupid children. Stupid children like yourself. Your TROLLTAG is in jade color and you generally PRETEND TO BE ONE on the internet. There are so many other ways your secret could be found out and you could get killed, doing that one small thing couldn’t make those chances any worse. Besides, you don’t actually have any friends.
thoughtlessCharlatan. Truly a name that incapsulated your entire being.
If there is one lesson this kind of living has taught you, it is that you wrecking your own shit will always be less painful than someone else wrecking it for you. This makes you an incredible master of SELF-SABOTAGE. It’s a well-developed skill.
You’re so tired.
What will you do?
OK SO ppl actually gave my crap troll chara design that i literally drew at 3am sO obviously i had to update it with something that isn’t horrible