thinking about hs^2 and about how dirk seems like he wants dave to kill him

i haven’t read all of it and god knows i cant read the epilogues without struggling (dirk is a very very wordy man and i zone out when i see him starting to narrate too hard i cant help it the words he says g over my head half the time anyway. )

but im just thinking abt how in hs dirk says that His bro got to live up to his full potential and show who he was to the world and prove himself as some kind of legendary/ heroic figure

is that what he wants from dave. some kind of fucked up twisted suicide method involving his brother getting to have what he (dirk) thinks he deserves (recognition, hero status)

dirk is so obsessed with his brother