2011-08-20 13:10:41 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

luckyspike:

> wachtelspinat:

> > and done for today with the spammin

> OKAY. so

> this picture is gorgeous and i want to lay that out there right away but when i first commented/when i very first saw it it made me really, really sad and i said as much and now i’m going to EXPLAIN WHY because i have been drinking so everyone is now privy to my feelings

> because in the course of a couple weeks i have become super duper attached to the stabdads and i’ve sort of … established a headcanon … and in said headcanon aradia is def. not dead

> so this picture she OBVIOUSLY HAS DIED at some point

> and i got really, really sad because my only thought was “omg that would totally destroy droog D:”

> and is started to think of fanfic where aradia gets killed and droog is like … wearing yesterday’s clothes because he is literally that tore up and slick tries really hard to be a halfway decent moirail and then droog starts talking about aradia’s ghost and everyone else is like “omg he’s crazy now” and you know, eventually there’s a happy robotic ending sort of but IT WAS REALLY DEPRESSING IN MY BRAIN FOR A MINUTE BECAUSE DROOG

> so to distract myself i had to think of a way to make aradia’s “death” from canon a semi-thing in the stabdads headcanon (i’m trying to work in all the ways hussie has mauled/murdered everybody but i’m not really following exactly) without killing her or ruining droog with grief and I THINK I WORKED IT OUT SO I FEEL BETTER NOW

> i probably will never write it but now i feel much better and this picture doesn’t really make me sad anymore but it still does a little because there is a part of me that’s like SAD DROOG :[

> SORRY I RAMBLED but basically tl;dr here is a really pretty picture and it made me have feelings.

OKAY
i’m going to try to explain something about this but i’m not sure if i can do so this early in the morning (11:42am, ha.)
first of all i’m sorry that it makes you sad :c because i know you have all those headcanons for the stabdads in your mind but it was kind of meant to be depressing because when i drew it i was in a pretty bad mood myself so this is the origin for all the dramatic fanart.
and i have tons of images in my head why it has come so far and droog’s reaction and his little trip to kidnap equius forcing the poor kid to bring his stabdaughter back and so on… but i have neither the time to draw all that nor the skills to write it down in a proper manner : (
… oh god why do i have to think of A.I. now…
ANYWAY tl;dr dramatic events in headcanons of fanversions of characters of afslakfja
sorry again that it made you so sad, don’t let that influence your idea of them, you fictions are one of the things that keep me from freaking out because of my forthcoming work at the hospital (ohgodnewpeople) and who knows…

… slick isn’t a shadow magic voodoo priest for nothing :B