Ok bear with me bc I have no one to talk to about Hs and I love your blog 😭 for a long time I assumed I was a light player because I have a fortunate life, due to having enough money & a fam that loves me. I use to think I was a heir, then a maid, but now I feel like I may be void. I have always had secrets, mostly pertaining to mental illness I’ve had since very young, and I put up a front of to hide my issues. I feel like rose, how she was dark and became light. Idk sorry if I rambled :/
If you feel that way, perhaps there’s still development to be had in your case! Like, having to keep secrets and put up a front to hide issues isn’t the most healthy thing, so perhaps it is something like Rose being more Voidy and learning to be more Lighty, but perhaps in your case it’s another Aspect entirely. I’d say sticking with Light for now and waiting to see what life has in store for you and how things develop to get a fresher, updated view on your Aspect in a nearby future you’re more comfortable in.