sensory overload or —-
1.startled - out of place. something is unstuck. familiar things are unfamiliar & disconcerting. forgetfulness. distracted. just need a moment.
2. speaking is difficult. part of you over here, part over there. they’re not friends currently. leave me be leave me be. easier just to keep quiet… everything is slowly. no, slower. no too quick. turn that down
3. keep pushing - it won’t stay inside. anger and resentment and animal fear. moving too quickly like snapping - i said leave, leave me alone -
4. ņ͖̫͚̠̬̰̦o̬̳̗̦̟̳t͈̻̗͓͙̩̘ ҉̞̥͇̪̘͉a̻̭̘͍̬̮c̡c̞͕͇o̯̬͚̣̣̩͞u̵̫̮͉n̳̠tḁ͇̻̝͍͔̱b̳̱̬̳͈͟l̖̼͚͚͔̩͠ẹ ̠̜̰̗̯ͅf͚̮͉͢o̴͕͔̬̫̦̯r͏ ͎̹̠͔̦͎m̲̳̟͉͜y̷̬͉ ̟͇̞a̫̲̦̣͕͡ct̥͚̦̗̩̤͘i҉̟̰̞̠̹̮o̳̘̲̬͜ͅn̘̲̰s̲͠ ͅi͈̝͕̱ ̯w͏̼a͔̜͟rn͇̹͖̪͚͈͕e̦̥̪d͓ ̝͉̀y͈͉̟̻o҉͚͈̪̗̬ṷ̢͎ ̮̙̪̤ͅi̩̞̮͔̲ ͍̞̞̬͎͝w̳͔̞͍a̮͙̱̞̖̪̟͝r̘̟̻n̵e̘̝̟̮̜ḍ͟ ̦̺͟y̶̟̟̼o͏͉̗u̸̻̤̖̞