No need to publish this, I'm just a follower who enjoys your art and humor. I'm sorry to hear that you're not finding joy from blood elves now. It really sucks when something you feel passionate about doesn't give you that same feeling anymore. Sometimes it's temporary, sometimes it takes longer. I hope that whatever it is that holds this dark cloud on your heart will let you feel happiness again. I'm just a random person but I really do want happiness for you. It may be tough, but hang on.

Thank you so much for the support!
I feel like I have an existential crisis when you’ve been into something for so long that it starts to feel crazy, lol. and I still love them
I just want to stop feeling terrible when posting content