2025-04-06 6:50:51 ¶ ●

blacked out and drafted/scripted over 15 pages of the comic in one day

personal yapping below cut

the reason this is significant to me is because for the last 5 years i have increasingly been dragged into a darker darker place after a traumatic ego death and an inability to feel strongly enough to enjoy my work. my income ground to a halt, jobs came less and less and my entire personality died. i lost my house, my friends and every day was an exercise of resilience

something finally broke and i have, not to be dramatic, ascended to the highest highs ive ever felt in my life that i can remember. and whattaya know, my art comes back better than ever. I feel emotions, my personality is back and heavily expressed like i recognize myself again. i enjoy things again, i can talk to people again. i can get into the creative fugue state again and it’s gone on for long enough that i think i’m good again.

thanks heinrix you little bitch you saved my life