writing for a grimdark/40k protagonist is so great.. i can make him suffer in ways unimaginable and it’s just this man’s life.
like that post floating around about loving your blorbos so much you want them covered in blood clutching their own lacerated organs with a look of terror.
and my absolute fave part is he’s never once like ‘why, poor me’ or 'damn i don’t deserve this’ which gets exhausting. it’s just the state of affairs on his world. just another sunday. cathartic.
suffer little man.