shitpost so we decided that my oc helga is alpharius because her very concept is that at all times you can not comprehend her, she’s very manipulative and lies a lot. she could not be real even. she could be me rn idk
i love ugly characters. draw your cute twinks as much as you want sure, but damn these imperfect deformed faces do make me smile every time. there is so much character in them. there is complexity, which makes me adore every facial feature. they make me care about them because they have that print of life on them. so nice. so good.
ugly girl. tiny roach. a bit fucked up. very friend.
she was kinda made as an experiment and was to be discarded, but her burning will to live altered the plans. fernka killed some of the scientists with her bare skinless hands and proceeded to destroy everyone who got close enough. since she had no critical mutations, there were made a decision to grant her skin and armor. after this she calmed down and had no episodes like that anymore. to be honest, she had no episodes of anything, she became an almost emotionless brick, with a maximum of two facial expressions per day, and immune to any attempts to charm or enrage. Hard working, obedient and very quiet, fernka was a good lower rank iron warrior, so she was given a training in tech. since then she just goes from warband to warband, working for anyone who wishes for her service.
sometimes, fernka sees nightmares where she is used as a living womb, just like the one she came out of. she tries to destroy her uterus so that it could not possibly happen, brutally cuts inside with anything she can find, but finds nothing here. it is long gone. frustrated, she returns to self-harm.
