2021-08-01 21:04:16 ¶ ●

I listened to MAG 170 and I’m just imagining Jon looking for Martin that whole time. Every time Martin remembers his name, maybe he can hear it and he thinks he’s close—and then Martin’s far away again. And he wants to See where he is, but he won’t let himself, because Martin said not to, and he’s not in physical danger.

Maybe it’s like another domain for Jon, one where he’s lost Martin. Where his only choices are to go against Martin’s wishes and find him again (which Martin would probably want, really) or let him be lost. And both of those choices are awful.