Jon: *considers himself a monster*

also Jon: *has just rescued Daisy from the Buried, risking his own life, sacrificing two ribs for the ordeal, and getting traumatized, all to save this woman who shot Mike Crew within earshot of him, kidnapped him, held a knife (and maybe a gun not sure) to him, and made him dig a grave for Mike, and would have killed him, the person who made him feel the most afraid he’s ever felt in a horror tragedy where he’s the protagonist*