2025-04-10 0:18:14 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Anyways in my beautiful mind jon was barely holding onto looking human all throughout s5 and everytime he looked in the mirror he felt like he was lying. Like it was wrong and fake and none of I looked like him. And I think in aus where he breaks and joins Jonah Jonah should break him, okay. He should break him down until he let’s go of being human completely, because they both know he never wanted that, he just wanted to be cared for. He should beat every last bit of humanity out of him until he’s the beautiful monster he always knew he was, until he has a snout and sharp sharp teeth and a tail and fragile papery wings and far too many eyes. Until jon finally feels like his body is his. I need Jonah to rip every last shard of humanity out of him by force just like Jon’s been guiltily wishing for for years. I need Jon weeping begging no no no as he changes , even though they both know he craves this so bad, that it feels right and more real than being human ever did. I need Jon trembling and whining and. Look. I am a big fan of pathetic monsters. Monsters on a leash. Whining and dumb and so perfect to use as a toy if human bodies are too boring for you. And I think jon deserves to be a really really pathetic monster. Just. Absolutely pathetic. So dumb and helpless. He deserves it <3