2025-03-15 3:18:07 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Thinking about Jon teetering on the edge of the corruption clinging to elias again,,,, god we need a better name for that. Jon deserves to stare at the holes where the worms were as elias patches him up. Ask him in a hushed voice what’s wrong with him. And they need to have the world’s most toxic bdsm relationship about it. Trying to manage your connection to the entity of toxic relationships via a toxic relationship maybe isn’t a good idea. But please imagine jons rape kink going batshit insane in this period. Needs to feel like it’s genuine like elias needs to have him and love him and care for him more than he cares about his autonomy. Don’t look at the rapidly developing breeding kink just don’t don’t worry about it man

2025-03-16 3:10:17 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

weezeryuri:

> guy with ‘i love selfcest’ shirt gets told to go fuck himself and gets so hard he passes out and dies

2025-03-16 3:13:11 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

silly-lil-scribbles:

> casceth:

> > mutual_01 liked your post!

> > mutual_01_but_horny reblogged your post!

> > Me: a shame my beloved mutual did not reblog my post, though I am placated by the favor of this sexual stranger

> many such cases

2025-03-16 3:17:10 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> With every day I start veering away from fauxcest and into just straight up. I mean they’re not TECHNICALLY related.

2025-03-16 3:26:47 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

sparks-out:

> I;ll admit I have been. Shy. About incestposting very much but. I think it would be Hot if Jon was Elias’ actual honest-to-goodness son and he got impregnated by his father. I think that would be good and the world needs it.

2025-03-16 3:49:01 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > I just think it’d be hot if jon and elias had always been far too touchy and affectionate and teetering a little too close to the line but never technically done anything until Jon started showing signs of beholding. And then elias wasn’t as subtle, and well. Jon was curious. And if jon wants something, elias gives it to him. Happy to spoil the boy, morals be damned. All this to say I am offering you tje image of elias teaching jon how to ride him so gently, in the same tone he’d used to teach him to tie his shoes or how to cook or how to read minds, and it probably shouldn’t make jon shiver and lean into his touch more, but they shouldn’t be doing this at all so really who’s counting?

> I just think it’d be fun if jon tried to touch himself instead of going to him because he’s terrified of people finding out but it’s just not as good so he ends up going to him anyway and elias looks all amused and fond, ruffles his hair, asks what he’s curious about. Ok. I just. Think it’d be fun. For reasons.

2025-03-16 3:56:51 ¶ ●

Everyone at the institute playing Boyfriend, Son or Dog when Elias talks about Jon before they meet him.

2025-03-16 4:05:20 ¶ ●

Just like what if Elias had a kid before you know getting body-napped, but clearly he didn’t know and the Beholding didn’t tell Jonah because why would it be important?

So here’s Jonah with a whole new body and then just getting baby Jon dropped off on his doorstep, because of reasons.

Like congrats on the new body you’re a dad!

2025-03-16 4:10:09 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

anaceshornyblog:

> Everyone at the institute playing Boyfriend, Son or Dog when Elias talks about Jon before they meet him.

2025-03-16 4:18:51 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

luckkythirt33n:

> esides9912:

> > So, just watched this video “what if jack talked in BioShock” and it got me thinking….. Specifically with that monologue Andrew Ryan has right before he’s killed. Thinking about it through the perspective of someone like me (obsessed with TMA) the trigger phrase of “Would you kindly” sound like something Elias or any Eye avatar would do. We’ve already seen how Elias and Jon can compel people into making statements so it makes sense….. Now wondering about a fic/AU where Elias does that to Jon…… Planted in his mind when they first met, with a simple “would you kindly grab that folder for me?” A simple request, wouldn’t even notice being compelled because why would someone say no to something so simple? Maybe stray it far off canon with a “would you kindly kill Jurgen Leitner” with Elias only taking the fall so his archivist could continue to grow.

> this post means so much to me as TMA and Bioshock are both my loves; I actually HC Elias looking strikingly like Andrew to begin with and he is still where I draw (pun intended) a lot of my Mr. Bouchard from.

2025-03-16 4:47:12 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> Ok see Now I’m thinking about. Au where og!Elias is still kicking around in the back of Jonah’s mind. Learning that he fathered a child at some point. Only catching glimpses of the boy whenever Jonah casts his Gaze to Jon. Growing attached to the awkward, anxious young man he apparently sired. Helpless to do anything at all for his son.

> And then his son comes to the institute. Begins nursing Feelings for his boss. Feelings Jonah eagerly reciprocates, starting a fling with this charming young man who will make such a perfect vessel for his god. Jon wholly unaware of who he’s sleeping with. Elias horrified that he’s being made to participate. Feeling a sick, awful satisfaction that at least in some ways he’s getting to be close to his son, even if it’s all wrong, even if it’s never what he wanted.

> (isn’t it?)

> Jonah having the time of his life. Having Jon under him, so responsive and soft and eager to please… taking his instructions so very well….. he’s starting to see the appeal of being a father. Starting to see the appeal of being Jon’s father. And he knows how Jon feels, lonely and in desperate need of a stern, solid, loving figure. So sweet when he’s desperate enough. Jonah coaxing Jon into calling him “dad” in bed. Elias getting an awful, guilty thrill from it (Jon isn’t even really talking to him. Doesn’t even KNOW the man whose name is on the office door is long dead. But his son is staring up at his face. Is whispering “dad” like a plea as he cums. All flushed and beautiful….)

2025-03-16 4:50:37 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> I just think it’s hot if jon is like. Very aware fucking elias is a terrible idea and extremely wrong and elias is horrible for doing it and goes I am going to do it anyway. I think he should go “Oh we really shouldn’t do this huh.” “Oh no, definitely not.” “…did you mean the thing about getting me a collar or-”

2025-03-16 5:09:28 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Thought too hard about elias getting jon a collar for his birthday and exploded into ten million pieces. Ough. Jon likes wearing it more than he should. Maybe he starts doing a thing of. He can’t ask for it but he Can put his collar on and it depends on whether or not he’ll pretend not to want this. Whether or not it’ll be that kind of game (and it IS another game now, even if he’s ashamed of that). Idk. I’m thinking

2025-03-16 5:12:15 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

noodletoodledoodles:

> ghosts-and-blue-sweaters:

> > Yes I like fictional characters a very normal amount. Don’t look at my blog.

> Same energy

2025-03-16 10:15:11 ¶ ●

Another fun concept for Jon is actually Elias’s kid. Jon living with his grandma only she passes away earlier than canon. Which means Jon has now lost another parental figure before he’s even 18, even if she was distant. Luckily she did note in her Will that Jon’s technical father was still alive. Elias never knew so Jonah is blindsided.

So you get Jonah, who did not know about Elias’s indiscretions, getting a post-Mr. Spider trauma Jon dropped off like a gift.

Just little Jon who is already marked and now purely under Jonah’s control? What could possibly go wrong? Not like Jonah would take advantage of that don’t be silly.

2025-03-16 13:03:15 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

valtsv:

> daily affirmation: someone wants to cut a hole in you and fuck you through it, buddy. you just have to get out there and find them.

2025-03-16 13:07:32 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> thinking about an AU where Elias is Jon’s father who isn’t directly responsible for raising him but who visits on occasion. The visits stop for about a year, and then Mr. Spider happens, and about a month later Elias is at their door again.

> He’s slightly. Different now, and it’s strange, but Jon was never really that close to his dad before and now he’s taking a more active interest in his son’s life. Clever and charming and funny in a dry sort of way. And affectionate, when Jon’s very very lucky. He can’t raise Jon himself no matter how much he begs. Doesn’t have the time nor desire ti be a single father, but Jon is interesting, and Elias wants to keep him in his life. Guide him, maybe. He’s ripe for Beholding….

> Of course Jon grows up feeling Very Normal about his father. It’s not romantic love, really (nothing ever really has been, for Jon). But it’s the closest he’s ever gotten and he wonders if it might be. It’s this quiet, aching desperation. He wants- needs his father in his life. Longs for his approval and affection. To be near him. It’s all messy and tangled and painful. When he was younger he used to imagine what it would be like to be held by Elias. To sleep in his arms. When he was older he started to imagine… other things.

> The summer before he starts college he spends a few weeks with Elias down in London. It’s not the first time, he’s been allowed the occasional weekend or vacation once he was old enough. It’s always been intense. Difficult. Being so close to Elias yet feeling so far. Paralyzed by the wrongness of his feelings, the weight of them. Confusing and heavy and ill-defined. Wanting touch and affection and… and something. And perhaps one night Elias shares a bottle of wine with him. Sits ever-so-slightly too close to him on the couch. And perhaps Jon drinks a little too much, finds himself curled into Elias’ arms, warm and safe and secure. Body singing with the contact. And when Elias sways in slightly closer (maybe to kiss Jon’s forehead, maybe just from the drink (maybe something else)) it’s Jon who reaches up to cup his cheek and kiss him, awkward and sloppy and so, so hungry for everything his father can give him. He knows its wrong, knows he’ll hate himself for it in the morning. But right now Elias is kissing him back. Is going so easily when Jon tugs him down, heavy and strong and pinning Jon to the couch. It’s Jon who opens his legs, lifts his hips for his father to remove his trousers. Who shakily nods when Elias asks if he’s sure, so gentle and soft. Moaning and whimpering as Elias’ clever fingers begin to spread him open. Crying out when his father finally, finally pushes deep inside. Jon’s never had his dad so close. He feels like he’s drowning, he feels so good.

2025-03-16 15:32:26 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

sparks-out:

> sparks-out:

> > thinking about an AU where Elias is Jon’s father who isn’t directly responsible for raising him but who visits on occasion. The visits stop for about a year, and then Mr. Spider happens, and about a month later Elias is at their door again.

> > He’s slightly. Different now, and it’s strange, but Jon was never really that close to his dad before and now he’s taking a more active interest in his son’s life. Clever and charming and funny in a dry sort of way. And affectionate, when Jon’s very very lucky. He can’t raise Jon himself no matter how much he begs. Doesn’t have the time nor desire ti be a single father, but Jon is interesting, and Elias wants to keep him in his life. Guide him, maybe. He’s ripe for Beholding….

> > Of course Jon grows up feeling Very Normal about his father. It’s not romantic love, really (nothing ever really has been, for Jon). But it’s the closest he’s ever gotten and he wonders if it might be. It’s this quiet, aching desperation. He wants- needs his father in his life. Longs for his approval and affection. To be near him. It’s all messy and tangled and painful. When he was younger he used to imagine what it would be like to be held by Elias. To sleep in his arms. When he was older he started to imagine… other things.

> > The summer before he starts college he spends a few weeks with Elias down in London. It’s not the first time, he’s been allowed the occasional weekend or vacation once he was old enough. It’s always been intense. Difficult. Being so close to Elias yet feeling so far. Paralyzed by the wrongness of his feelings, the weight of them. Confusing and heavy and ill-defined. Wanting touch and affection and… and something. And perhaps one night Elias shares a bottle of wine with him. Sits ever-so-slightly too close to him on the couch. And perhaps Jon drinks a little too much, finds himself curled into Elias’ arms, warm and safe and secure. Body singing with the contact. And when Elias sways in slightly closer (maybe to kiss Jon’s forehead, maybe just from the drink (maybe something else)) it’s Jon who reaches up to cup his cheek and kiss him, awkward and sloppy and so, so hungry for everything his father can give him. He knows its wrong, knows he’ll hate himself for it in the morning. But right now Elias is kissing him back. Is going so easily when Jon tugs him down, heavy and strong and pinning Jon to the couch. It’s Jon who opens his legs, lifts his hips for his father to remove his trousers. Who shakily nods when Elias asks if he’s sure, so gentle and soft. Moaning and whimpering as Elias’ clever fingers begin to spread him open. Crying out when his father finally, finally pushes deep inside. Jon’s never had his dad so close. He feels like he’s drowning, he feels so good.

> I’m. Torn. on what happens next. On the one hand, there’s an Appeal in Jon and Elias continuing their affair. Just for that week, I think. A mutual (unspoken) agreement that they’ll be leaving it behind when Jon goes off to college. Jon spending his days exploring London or spending time with his father, and his nights cumming on Elias’ cock, pressed down into the mattress or trying to ride him.

> But. Perhaps it was their last night together. Perhaps in the morning Elias drove Jon to the train station, dawn just barely breaking the sky. Cupped his son’s cheek. Pulled him in for a soft, slow kiss. Then… sent him back home.

> Or maybe it’s just something neither of them talk about, in the morning. Elias smoothly sliding back into the role of Jon’s father (or at least. That’s how Jon wants to think of it. That Elias wasn’t his father, wasn’t acting like his father when they had sex), Jon clumsily trying to pretend everything is normal. Something stilted and strained between them in the last few days before Jon’s sent back home……

> Either way he thinks that’s the last of it. Just one night (or a few) of everything he longed for for so many years. Feeling loved and pleasured and utterly adored, and now he has to carry this secret for the rest of his life. But it’ll be alright. Who’s even in his life to tell?

> He gets very sick, just a few weeks after classes start. Throwing up at all hours. A fluctuating appetite. He doesn’t think about how he isn’t on birth control, about how neither of them could pull away long enough to slip on a condom. About how he rolled his hips onto Elias’ cock, whispered “inside, dad, please-“ he isn’t. He can’t be.

> But the sickness doesn’t stop. And the fatigue is so heavy, so constant. His appetite fickle and strange. He waits, still. Drags it out as long as he can even as his grades begin to slip. Finally, after almost a month, he gives in and takes the test.

> It’s positive.

2025-03-16 15:42:16 ¶ ●

Not sure how but I need more awkward Jon sleeps with Elias the night before he goes in for his job interview.

Or alternatively Jon coming to London to meet his dad, who he knows almost nothing about other than the but his grandmother told him before she died. Him having a one night stand with Elias and then realizing in the morning when he finally gets the other man’s name.

Does Elias know both times, yeah probably, but it does give him more power over Jon so~

2025-03-16 18:08:38 ¶ ●

Jon raised by Elias having zero respect for anyone’s privacy. It just doesn’t even occur to him that it’s wrong to use his abilities to know whatever he wants. Most people avoid him for that reason.

Then he meets Sasha ‘I invade everyone’s privacy for fun’ James and the two of them get along like a house on fire.

Jon sitting in Elias lap after work telling him that he’s found a new sister and she’s great and the Eye loves her and he’s gonna be keeping her.

2025-03-17 15:30:19 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> Jon getting pregnant by his own father…….

> Elias sinking deep inside the body he helped make and changing it, making Jon his all over again. Everybody already knows Jon is Elias’ child, and now they get to see him carry Elias’ child.

> Of course, they’re both very careful never to do or say anything which might betray the true nature of their relationship, but there’s definitely a… a strange energy between them that others pick up on.

> Jon letting his father care for him while he’s sick. Resting his head in Elias’ lap as he reads to him, one of his father’s hands resting warm and possessive on his growing stomach. Fingers running over the stretch marks over and over again, even as Elias’ warm voice soothes Jon to sleep. Elias taking food to Jon, making whatever he craves and bringing it to him. Holding Jon. Fucking him, whenever he needs it. Tenderly making love to him too.

> I think the pregnancy makes Jon miserable and guilt over their relationship all over again. I think he needs more cnc scenes, needs scenes where Elias punishes him. Spanks him and calls him a slut, so eager for cock that he’ll spread his legs for his own father. That he’ll let Elias do so many things to him. Spanking Jon raw, forcing his cock inside, every harsh thrust making the bruises sing, finishing inside and then lovingly pulling Jon into his lap, where he can cry and sob his feelings out all warm and safe in his arms.

> Elias bringing Jon to all his appointments, sitting with him. Someone there telling Jon how lucky he is to have such a supportive father. They’re sure Elias will be a great granddad. Jon feels such a complicated, tangled mess of emotions over that one…

> And when Jon starts to lactate……. <3<3<3<3<3

> Maybe the first time it happens Jon is in Elias’ office to complain about something and the pregnancy comes up. Jon annoyed at how full he feels. How sore his chest is. Elias’ eyes going wide, him backing Jon over onto the couch in his office. Pinning him down onto it, unbuttoning his shirt, staring at every inch of revealed skin with hungry, hungry eyes. His son, sore and aching and full of Elias, of course he’s hard. Of course he needs to see for himself. Pull down Jon’s bra. Cup the soft, round swell of his son’s breasts. Squeeze them, Jon moaning as a small bit of milk squirts out. Elias eagerly lapping it up before latching on and beginning to suckle at his swollen breasts. One of Elias’ hands creeping down to feel for all the places he’ll be leaving a permanent mark on Jon. Eventually coming to rest above Jon’s bladder. He continues to drink greedily, slipping a thigh between Jon’s legs so he has something to hump. Jon crying out softly, rolling his hips into the solid, steady warmth of Elias’ leg. Elias pressing on his bladder. His son writhing and gasping beneath him, “no, wait, please- I’m going to-” moaning as he can’t help himself anymore, letting out a long, thick stream of urine into his pants, Elias’ own growing damp from the contact. The humiliation, the feel of his father eagerly suckling from him, the pleasure of finally peeing like he needed to and the mortification of wetting himself makes Jon cum, shaking and crying out as he trembles beneath his father.

2025-03-17 15:39:45 ¶ ●

What if we mix omegaverse into Jon is Elias kid AU? Do you see my vision?

2025-03-18 0:05:14 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > The only reason je’s weird ass sex life doesn’t go up in flames is because elias can read his mind btw. Jon says “I’m fine with you being rude to me.” And what he means is “can you pretend I’m just a dumb little dog but it’s okay because I was just made to make you feel good and don’t have to do anything else, because I’m so good at it and I deserve to be treated like it.”

> Jon says he likes it when his partner is rude to him and what he means is he wants elias to treat him like he’s stupid and doesn’t know how to take care of himself like he’s just so helpless and dumb and god, he was so cruel to leave him unattended, poor baby, how could he have thought his greedy little thing could handle it all alone? He’s so sorry. He’ll have to break him in again. Clearly he needs someone to take care of him. Clearly he’s not ready to be a person yet.

2025-03-18 21:19:14 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > skiesandcandy:

> > > Au Jon seeing his other self looking at him with open envy and desperation and self hatred and just like goddamn man what’d i do until he learns he was Not jonahs son biologically and he makes a comment about “probably pretty lucky for that” like he’s not obviously seething with envy like his thoughts aren’t screaming I WISH I WAS YOU so loudly it honestly hurts a little. Could he like. Tone it down a little

> > Au Jon peeking into his brain anf seeing what happened between him and jonah and just going WHAT. and jons like what you didn’t know he was evil?? And au jons like I’m not gonna lie man. The incest and the mind reading kind of tipped me off.

> All jokes aside though can you imagine meeting a version of yourself and you have everything they hate themself for wanting. And they hate you for having it. For being happy. Because they could be that happy too if they just got worse. The sheer hatred in their eyes melting away into envy and just sadness as they fuck,, grieving the fact that he doesnt have this and maybe he’ll never get jonah back (he will) and he will never be a good enough person to stop missing him and he’s going to have to go back to pretending to be human after having this. And meanwhile au jons just like. Baffled and having a few crises. Like here’s a version of him that actually tried to be a good person and failed completely even without being related to elias. (Here’s a version of him that didn’t have elias’ love and support and crumbled without it.)

2025-03-18 21:24:46 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> I don’t know how the hell jon would find out that there are now aus where elias is his actual dad but I think he should find out. I think he would be very normal about this information.

2025-03-18 21:29:22 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> I offer you someone going to rescue jon from the web and finding him happier than they’ve ever seen him,, bulging and talking in a million tiny voices,,, all flushed and dripping and squirming,,, wrapped up so tight in webs,,, upset they woke him up. Needs a little more time for his transformation to complete. A little more time before he’s ready to be a good spider for his mother. Curls up and goes back to sleep, warm and comfy and full of so many little siblings crawling allll along his insides wrapping their strings around their bones turning him into the perfect puppet. So easy to push with a little tug on his emotions here or a little poking at his idea of free will there. But for now he’s warm and sleepy and so so full. (Wouldn’t they like to join him?)

2025-03-18 21:32:54 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

sparky-is-spiders:

> sparky-is-spiders:

> > Hold on. Im imagining Jon tilting his head right now. Looking baffled. Or maybe just curious <3 it’s very cute <3<3<3<3

> I think Elias should see the Head Tilt ™ and be nearly overcome with cuteness aggression. Jon is tilting his head looking a little confused, eyebrows slightly furrowed, muttering “I- what?” and Elias is thinking about tearing out his jugular with his teeth <3.

2025-03-18 21:37:42 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

re-kairos:

> if I were Annabelle Cane I would be so tempted to fill Jon with spiders. man made to be full of spiders

2025-03-18 21:47:42 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Someone going “he shouldn’t be doing that to you” and au Jon just going Do You Think I’m Stupid.

2025-03-18 21:52:32 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

monster2001:

2025-03-18 22:05:08 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > Jon becoming so beholding so fast in the au is so fun and then you think about it for five seconds and get extremely depressed. But also it’s hot. Ok

> Elias sooo proud of his wonderful son <33 jon on the floor sprawled out after getting bred just right covered in eyes and flushed and panting,, can see sooo much all of elias’ intentions and thoughts about this right now and moaning and overstimulated from too much information can’t process any of it,, squirmy and cute,, elias patting his head saying aww poor thing. Let me take your mind off it and Jon nods eagerly and his heads all full because he fell into it too fast,,

2025-03-18 22:05:59 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

yourdeaddoll:

> he’s so cute. i just want to bite him. and bite him. bite him again. bite him. bite him. bite him. let me sink my teeth on him.

2025-03-20 22:24:14 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> Promoting the monsterfucker Jon agenda today and every day <3

2025-03-20 22:33:28 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> I just think. Jon should realize elias can read his mind and panic over if he knows what he’s been thinking about him for years. I think he should be terrified. Rethinking every little action. He should be sick with fear and I’m not kidding. He should be terrified! His dad knows! His dad’s known for years and didn’t say anything oh god what does he think about him now??? One of the things that he asks when he compells him should be about that actually and he should be Very surprised by elias’ answer. OK.

2025-03-20 22:34:50 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

marypsue:

> One of the worst feelings in the world: when you are just desperate, like claw-your-own-skin-off desperate, to create, but the only thing that even vaguely appeals to you to work on is a nebulous half-feeling that might be dreamily related to some half-formed notion of a concept. I must! Make! No thing! Only make!

2025-03-20 22:37:49 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Jon, crying in his flat: What if elias broke me down into his dumb obedient pet and spoiled me until I was completely helpless to do anything but get fucked and bred over and over again, until I was just a sweet helpless little toy and was so so perfect for him and couldn’t remember why I didn’t want this, completely broken for him , and he’d love me so much and show me off and never leave me ever-

> Helen: You could just be evil with someone else. That’s an option.

> Jon:

> Jon: Why are you in my house

2025-03-20 22:42:05 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > skiesandcandy:

> > > I think there are a lot of kinks jon thinks he invented and that he is the only one who’s ever got off to them and that he is a uniquely broken person for liking them, and then he gets the nerve to research and they’re actually extremely common. This has happened many many times over his life. He never learns.

> > He thinks he is the only person who has ever sexualized the idea of being a dog or found relationships in fiction thatre like a dog and their master to be hot as fuck. Then he looks it up finally and is HUH. WHAT. Anyways I think jon read a book where a character was called someone’s lapdog when he was first starting to experience some Things and he has never been the same

> I think he’s aware kinks can form out of trauma. But I also think he’s very bad at telling when that’s what’s happening to him. Like he could understand someone with trauma having a rape kink but he doesn’t know why HE’D have a rape kink (trauma) (it’s the trauma) and also I think he blatantly misunderstands what trauma causing kinks actually looks like. Thinks just oh this horrible thing happened to you so now you want it to happen again but Sexy for some reason. Weird but he really doesn’t need to hear anymore and would really prefer he didn’t. Like. Doesn’t really get the reasons you’d develop a rape kink yk and the reasons he developed one. That loss of control being wanted so aggressively getting to stop worrying about his safety or making any decisions or right calls because none of that matters right now. It’s like. Idk. Do you get if.

2025-03-20 22:47:17 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> If jon ever heard of forcefem or forcemasc or whatever applicable they’d go on a research rabbithole and go oh I just think it’s. Very interesting. That’s all. And they’d think about it constantly. But it’s not a thing. Theyre just curious. And she wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about it. And I think someone should offer WAIT idea idea. Tim and Jon having a kind of Thing going on, friends with benefits with some Shit qs well. Somehow Tim mentions it, when talking about his past experiences, and Jon’s curious as they are about any new term they hear, and then they’re Very clearly even more interested than usual. Kind of. Chewing on the concept. Tim notices. Tim should offer to try it with them and they’re like WHAT. and then later they’re like. .. actually. Is the offer still open.

> I think Tim should be surprised by how much they love it and how much they eat it up. Almost as much as jon is. I need Jon looking at their reflection in almost wonder and Tim going hm. Hm. Ok. I want Tim accidentally realizing jons trans and doesn’t know it yet. Ok???

2025-03-20 22:52:05 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Basically je incest should be constantly toeing the line where technically elias isn’t doing anything but going as close as he possibly can to doing it without actually initiating himself. Kind of hovering over that line as if he’s saying to Jon “I’m not going to make you. But if you want it, I’ll make it good for you.” It is so so dubious. Technically Jons the one initiating but Elias should be gentlyyyy prodding him closer and closer to that line and welcome him over it far too eagerly.

2025-03-20 22:59:23 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Je incest brainworms again. I need jon soaking wet squirming on his father’s thigh so impatient but he just can’t cum can’t get the right angle like this, when he’s just throwing himself at him and hoping it feels good enough. Elias scolding him for not taking proper care of himself, no wonder he’s been so pent up, maybe he’d feel better if he gave himself what he needed for once. Spreading him open gently on his fingers, curling in all the most sensitive places, rough but careful, finding spots he didn’t even know would feel so good, practiced motions that suddenly make him feel so small, so inexperienced, so young next to him. Jon whimpering and bucking his hips and getting held down, told to be patient, he can behave himself , can’t he? Jon whimpering and squirming and feeling so so small next to him, barely knowing what to do with the feeling that just keeps rising and rising and rising until he’s gushing all over his hand and he can’t think, because elias just keeps going, because he knows how long Jon denied himself and it’s only fair to make this good for him, even when Jon squirms and cries and trembles from overstimulation. Even when Jon says he can’t think, he feels fuzzy, dad, wait, he feels funny, somethings happening. Elias says that’s more than fine. Just let it happen. Jon limp and whimpering under his father’s loving hands…Elias explaining how to make it feel good where he’s most sensitive how to make it better but Jon can’t focus because it’s all just so good,,, hngh

2025-03-21 5:30:16 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> Okay I can’t lie I’m tired as hell but the idea Called to me until I had pulled it put of my exhausted half-functional brain, so here it is. It’ll need major editing at some point I’m sure but currently I need makor bedtime so that editing shall not happen tonight. Anyway, short lil incest Yearning fic. Warnings for:

> - Elias just straight up puts out a cigarette on his son out of curiosity.
> - Um. The Incest Thing.
> - I can’t actually remember if I ever explicitly stated that Jon’s in college in this? So his age is up to interpretation. Or not idk.
> - I feel like there’s other things but I forogr. Idk leave me alone I’m mega tired rn I just want this posted.

> Ok ok. Now. Fic time <3

> Keep reading

2025-03-21 17:48:31 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Girl help. I’m thinking about Canon jon/incest au jon again. The envy the guilt the au jon going “can I help you” everytime jon tries to convince him to leave. Do you think jon suddenly understands why so many people gave up to him and falls deeper into his own self hatred. They should fuck about it and jon should be clearly hating himself the whole time. Jon should be so angry at him because he’s angry at himself. And au jon should make him so much worse. I fully think au jon hates Canon jon way less than he hates him. Btw. Like it’s still jon. Still has self hatred. But. Gestures.

2025-03-21 17:56:59 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Yall dont even know about the insane canon jon/au jon dynamic that solely exists in me and my friends dms and also my brain. The views beautiful over here boss. No I don’t know how to explain it to you. I just think. Horrible toxic self love is fun. I think it’s fun when another version of jon who’s become so much worse and is so much happier sees him trying to be good and being miserable for it and still resents everyone who made him that miserable goes aren’t you tired? Aren’t you tired??? I think another version of jon should make him so much worse. In my humble opinion. And there should be some fauxcest going on.

2025-03-21 17:58:58 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

dear-ao3:

2025-03-21 23:22:27 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > Yall dont even know about the insane canon jon/au jon dynamic that solely exists in me and my friends dms and also my brain. The views beautiful over here boss. No I don’t know how to explain it to you. I just think. Horrible toxic self love is fun. I think it’s fun when another version of jon who’s become so much worse and is so much happier sees him trying to be good and being miserable for it and still resents everyone who made him that miserable goes aren’t you tired? Aren’t you tired??? I think another version of jon should make him so much worse. In my humble opinion. And there should be some fauxcest going on.

> Taking this out of the tags because ur tags are so good and deserve a proper reply. I think honestly seeing how his other self was treated is kind of vindicating for au jon. Like HA. In many many ways. Elias cares even if he’s not his son, he never could’ve gotten better so he’s not a bad person for not trying, and he was RIGHT! It was just him and elias and nobody would’ve tried to understand and that’s horrible but it’s also freeing him off that responsibility because he was right. He couldn’t get better and there was no reason to. (Unreliable narrators my beloved.) I do think he like. Finds himself oddly protective of this other him because here’s a version of him that actually tried and isn’t even allowed to get anywhere. Resents these versions of people he never even met. I just think. Au jon being a terrible influence. Au jon justifying them feeding maybe. Giving him excuses. Going “Well, would you rather die?”

> I just think. Au jon should make him worse. Understand him. Feel genuine sympathy for him. Give him all the comfort and love he hasn’t had in years and make him so much worse. I just think. Jon should be terrified by how happy au jon is and how easy it’d be for him to have that <3 and I think au jon should pull him closer to Jonah the whole time

2025-03-21 23:53:06 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Ohhh my god wait au jon using the same tactics Jonah used to comfort him and manipulate him on canon jon…canon jon can’t help but be reminded of him. It’s very, very obvious he’s his father. I need au jon to be so fucked up when he tries to comfort jon okay. So genuinely loving and protective and angry on his behalf in a way he didn’t expect to be because he can’t imagine being neglected can’t imagine growing up without his dad can’t imagine being so alone. And also to be soooooo awful. And they should fuck about it. Do you think the fauxcest shit started as a comfort/manipulation thing. Well HIS dad’s not here so I’ll just be his family instead till then. And it spirals into something he maybe didn’t intend to mean.

2025-03-21 23:59:02 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

n0stalgicv0id:

> Date idea: I engrave heart-shaped cuts on your skin marking you as mine till the end

2025-03-22 1:06:24 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> Jonelias late night incest…. sleeping in the same bed every night even when Jon is much too old for it… Jon trying to crush down the urge to masturbate, sometimes. He can’t. Not in his dad’s bed, Elias sleeping soundly right next to him. But soon he starts testosterone. Can’t bring himself to leave the warm covers (not with his father so close, not with his scent lingering on the sheets, the quilt. Jon slipping a hand into his pants, just the once. Trying to muffle his soft little whines. Trying so so hard to think about anyone other than his dad.

> Tells himself it’s the last time, the only time, but it happens again the next night, and the night after that, and the one after that…. it isn’t long before Jon breaks. Imagines his father waking up. Seeing what a desperate needy slut he raised. Shushing him. Stripping them both and pressing so deep inside…

> And then one night perhaps Elias does wake up. Makes a soft sound of reassurance. Holds his son back to chest, so safe and warm in his arms. Begins to open Jon up slow and methodical. Slips inside. Tender and loving as he breeds his son <3

2025-03-22 6:36:56 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

boimann:

> zerozerozio:

> > bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

> reblog to let people know it’s ok to bother you with questions and statements

2025-03-23 16:12:16 ¶ ●

Writing some fucked up stuff but I gotta sleep, because I have work. How dare capitalism get in the way of me writing my boy in situations.