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kairos-polaris:

> post mag 200 Jon and Jonah waking up in Jonah’s office the day Jon got hired. Jon is confused and upset, upset that he is alive, that Jonah is alive. Jon tackling Jonah to the ground, trying to choke him because he has no other weapon. and choking is someone is hard and Jonah is barely resisting, the fear in his eyes barely present. how dare he not feel scared! how dare he think Jon wouldn’t kill him when he already did so! how dare he be right! how dare he soothingly stroke the back of Jon’s hand and look at him Knowingly! how dare Jonah know that it took so much to kill him the first time

> Jon collapsing into Jonah’s arms, shaking and sobbing, clinging to him, ashamed and relieved both. Jon finally admitting to himself that he missed Jonah. Jonah confessing that he missed him too, the many times he watched Jon while in prison and it took everything to not get up and leave. how he wanted to see Jon hunt, to witness his development with his own two eyes. how beautiful Jon was when extracting a statement (and that should make Jon feel ashamed but all he feels is satisfaction)