2025-03-01 2:03:13 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Does anyone want to think about je forcemasc together. Jon seeing what Elias looks like and seething with envy he can’t explain. He wants to be that so badly he can barely breathe. Elias should ease him into it. Dress him up in his clothes. Before slowly starting to do more. T gel. Refer to him as his child instead of his daughter during sex. Then ease him into him calling him his son. Jon cums all over himself immediately and proceeds to decide never to think about it again , which doesn’t work because Elias doesn’t stop. And it feels good. And he likes it. And he thinks he might break if he stops.

> Elias calls him his little boy once, and Jon crumbles in his arms. Humping his thigh like he’ll die about it, and- and if he lets himself think about it how Elias says it, he’s hard. He’s hard and he has a dick and he’s his son he’s his boy his baby boy and he doesnt know why the thought drives him so thoroughly up the wall but he sinks his nails into his back and whimpers for his dad, as he scritches his hair soothingly

2025-03-02 2:18:59 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Aough. Breeding kink mixed with body worship. Elias should look at jon with nothing short of adoration. Look at him in a way nobody has ever looked at him before. Jon should realize how badly Elias wants him. How much he’s been keeping it tightly under lock and key this entire time. He should take full advantage of it. He should get spoiled <333 he should whimper so sweetly when Elias laps up his milk just for Elias’ reaction. Elias should run his hands possessively along every stretch mark like theyre something beautiful. He should make him feel special!!!! I’m gonna explode.

2025-03-05 1:37:35 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> At some point I really do need to write a werewolf joncon post because like. He was made to sprint terrified through the trees, to be knocked painfully to the ground, pulled up so he’s presenting his flat little ass to a huge, monstrous beast with fangs as long as his fingers. Made to have his clothes violently torn away so that he can be impaled by a huge monster cock that feels like its splitting him open. Needs to cum when it knots him, pumps him so full it looks like he’s several months pregnant already, flooded with seed to ensure a good breeding…

2025-03-07 1:57:54 ¶ ● ⬈

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Don’t think about Jon picking at the tiny holes in his skin imagining if the CO2 had gone off a few seconds later. Pressing his fingers deep thinking about them crawling inside, he’d never be alone again. The itching in his soul, as he thinks what of he had accepted it? What if he could have been a home to something that truly loved him.

~AnAces (I am normal so normal)

skiesandcandy:

> OHHH my god. Explodes. Dies.

> Staring at the holes along his face, tracing them, remembering how it felt. Those small writhing bodies and their tiny little teeth and their song, that sweet sweet song that plagues him even now. Wondering what if they’d missed a worm or two. But no. Nothing writhes under his skin nothing burrows nothing feeds he is empty and he is alone in his flat and he is picking at that hole, that hole that has nothing coming out except blood. There’s something wrong in his brain but what if. What if nobody had gotten to that switch. What if that moment where he slumped was all they’d needed? There’d been so many of them still writhing towards him at rapid speeds when Elias pulled the switch. How easy could it have been for them to turn him into a nest. A home. If he’d let them. If he’d reached out and offered, like she had, like he can’t stop thinking about her doing, burying his hand in that wasp nest and feeling something so eager so excited to have someone to love and protect and feed off of and stay with forever and ever and adore begin to burrow into him. There is no nest. The worms are all dead. The worms are dead and gone and this is a good thing and he keeps walking through those dsmn tunnels and staring at them. Sitting down next to them and resisting the urge to touch but only barely. Only barely. It itches. It itches so horribly and he cannot shake the feeling that if they were in him they’d be alive they’d be alright and they’d be getting full and happy off of all his flesh and blood and be perfectly content and happily purring at him that he is a lovely host. When did he start scratching at those holes again? They’re so itchy. They’re so itchy he wants to scream and cry and would they love him, would they burrow inside so deep and find all his terrible flaws and think they were beautiful, eat them too? He scratches his arm all alone and he thinks of being a warm warm body for a hundred happy little creatures who love him very very much. Of laying down on the floor and accepting it. Of sighing softly and letting them begin to eat him, shuddering and shivering as more and more and more begin to squirm towards him.

> Hes so itchy it hurts to breathe. He’s pushed everyone out. He’s alone. It itches. It burns. He wanders around aimlessly so so tired so lonely nobody WANTS him anymore and he doesn’t blame them and it itches. It itches so horribly he thinks he might break. He doesn’t know what will happen when he does. He keeps thinking he sees something crawling and squirming and going too quickly to check. There’s nothing there.

> There is something trying to build a nest outside his flat. He hasn’t gotten around to call an exterminator. He’s tired. And he’s so, so itchy.

> (If Tim and Martin and Sasha and Elias weren’t at risk. If it was just him. Would it have been so bad if nobody had been around? If he’d broken that wall all by himself and he’d gotten caught? Pinned down by a million warm, writhing creatures? Burrowing deep into his organs and feeding and feeding and feeding until they were satisfied? Would it have been so bad? He itches. He itches. God, he itches. He rereads Her statement over and over again and he still. Fucking. Itches. It’s so hard to think when he’s this itchy. It’s hard to sleep. It’s hard to eat. He just. Itches. All the time. Deep in his bones. Something is singing to him and the itch is so loud and he’s so alone. He’s all alone.

> It itches.)

> @anaceshornyblog just in case tumblr doesn’t work . Again

2025-03-11 0:40:09 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Girl help. I am now thinking about jh swap…

2025-03-11 5:26:14 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > Selfcest forcemasc/forcefem. Is this anything. I love future jon being horrible to past jon but also something about…past jon being utterly horrified seeing them and also just the ache in their chest. That CANT be them. That can’t be. (The idea that it can’t be hurts in a way they can’t describe.) Future jon who’s usually so cruel just. I dunno. I dunno man. I think this is the one thing they can’t be cruel about. Seeing themself before the egg cracked so fucking miserable and hating their body and terrified upon seeing everything they always wanted. I think that’s maybe the only thing future jon can’t hate past jon for. And I think they should forcemasc/forcefem them about it. Please god can anyone see my vision

> The only time they can actually bring themself to be nice to who they used to be is seeing past jon staring so painfully longingly at future jons new clothes with seeing envy and want for this thing they could have. That is just out of reach. Past jon staring with undisguisable hunger and envy whenever they go down on future jon. As much as future jon resents them this is the one and only time they will ever feel sympathy for them. Will ever not be able to muster that hatred and frustration. Can only look at them and feel just…sad. So, so fucking sad.

2025-03-12 1:57:44 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > So thought. Jon turning into a monster and asking helen to cut him open and show him what he looks like now. He’s pretending it’s not the same as all the times they’ve done it as a sex thing. They both know this is really really a sex thing. He has so many new weird shapes in there. Helen sees him as this massive fuck off moth dragon and is like oh wow! So many new things to mark and break!!! And it’s a lot harder to hide arousal in this form, oh wow, he sure is. Dripping. Right onto the ground. Where she can see it. And his tail is lifting up as if in invitation and he’s not even Trying to, goodbye, this is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened, he hates it here. But then helens saying maybe she should break his wings and take him back to her nice warm corridors like he clearly needs, make sure he can never get away from his nice new home, and actually wait nevermind this is fine. Maybe his body has the right idea.

> Was so right here actually. Maybe helen watching the slow transformation…seeing her baby monster all grown up and dangerous..Helen seeing him through his first heat not knowing he could even GET heats…hfnghhfhfhfn. Them taking his new body apart together <3 why does it look like his furs made of tape? What are all those new instincts of his? She’ll tear him up until she figures it ouf

2025-03-12 22:07:02 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

sparks-out:

> sparks-out:

> > If you’re going to force a set of characters in a found family into the cookie-cutter Nuclear Family Unit can you please at least make it incestuous.

> Sometimes I still remember the (weirdly aggressive) post about how nobody should ship jonelias because aus where Elias raises Jon as his dad are very common. Anyway they’re wrong and not only should Elias become a father to Jon he should also impregnate him. Thank you and goodnight.

2025-03-14 0:30:17 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> One of the reasons jon finds sex with helen so appealing is I mean. Distortion. No human like genitals in sight. His first reaction was oh thank god. Do you get it. It’s far less tedious and uncomfortable for him. This is also why past jon envies future jon so much and why he and elias have weird beholding sex so much. Do you understand.

2025-03-14 0:52:44 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> [Jon voice] I have no insecurities whatsoever. Anyways could you treat me like a dog when we have sex so I’d be something literally physically incapable of being as smart as you are so I don’t have the pressure of knowing or answering anything. Could you make me feel like I’m dumb and you know so much better than me and like that’s why I’m so adorable to you. Could you make me feel stupid and like that’s appealing to you.

2025-03-16 13:07:32 ¶ ● ⬈

sparks-out:

> thinking about an AU where Elias is Jon’s father who isn’t directly responsible for raising him but who visits on occasion. The visits stop for about a year, and then Mr. Spider happens, and about a month later Elias is at their door again.

> He’s slightly. Different now, and it’s strange, but Jon was never really that close to his dad before and now he’s taking a more active interest in his son’s life. Clever and charming and funny in a dry sort of way. And affectionate, when Jon’s very very lucky. He can’t raise Jon himself no matter how much he begs. Doesn’t have the time nor desire ti be a single father, but Jon is interesting, and Elias wants to keep him in his life. Guide him, maybe. He’s ripe for Beholding….

> Of course Jon grows up feeling Very Normal about his father. It’s not romantic love, really (nothing ever really has been, for Jon). But it’s the closest he’s ever gotten and he wonders if it might be. It’s this quiet, aching desperation. He wants- needs his father in his life. Longs for his approval and affection. To be near him. It’s all messy and tangled and painful. When he was younger he used to imagine what it would be like to be held by Elias. To sleep in his arms. When he was older he started to imagine… other things.

> The summer before he starts college he spends a few weeks with Elias down in London. It’s not the first time, he’s been allowed the occasional weekend or vacation once he was old enough. It’s always been intense. Difficult. Being so close to Elias yet feeling so far. Paralyzed by the wrongness of his feelings, the weight of them. Confusing and heavy and ill-defined. Wanting touch and affection and… and something. And perhaps one night Elias shares a bottle of wine with him. Sits ever-so-slightly too close to him on the couch. And perhaps Jon drinks a little too much, finds himself curled into Elias’ arms, warm and safe and secure. Body singing with the contact. And when Elias sways in slightly closer (maybe to kiss Jon’s forehead, maybe just from the drink (maybe something else)) it’s Jon who reaches up to cup his cheek and kiss him, awkward and sloppy and so, so hungry for everything his father can give him. He knows its wrong, knows he’ll hate himself for it in the morning. But right now Elias is kissing him back. Is going so easily when Jon tugs him down, heavy and strong and pinning Jon to the couch. It’s Jon who opens his legs, lifts his hips for his father to remove his trousers. Who shakily nods when Elias asks if he’s sure, so gentle and soft. Moaning and whimpering as Elias’ clever fingers begin to spread him open. Crying out when his father finally, finally pushes deep inside. Jon’s never had his dad so close. He feels like he’s drowning, he feels so good.

2025-03-18 0:05:14 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > The only reason je’s weird ass sex life doesn’t go up in flames is because elias can read his mind btw. Jon says “I’m fine with you being rude to me.” And what he means is “can you pretend I’m just a dumb little dog but it’s okay because I was just made to make you feel good and don’t have to do anything else, because I’m so good at it and I deserve to be treated like it.”

> Jon says he likes it when his partner is rude to him and what he means is he wants elias to treat him like he’s stupid and doesn’t know how to take care of himself like he’s just so helpless and dumb and god, he was so cruel to leave him unattended, poor baby, how could he have thought his greedy little thing could handle it all alone? He’s so sorry. He’ll have to break him in again. Clearly he needs someone to take care of him. Clearly he’s not ready to be a person yet.

2025-03-18 21:32:54 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

sparky-is-spiders:

> sparky-is-spiders:

> > Hold on. Im imagining Jon tilting his head right now. Looking baffled. Or maybe just curious <3 it’s very cute <3<3<3<3

> I think Elias should see the Head Tilt ™ and be nearly overcome with cuteness aggression. Jon is tilting his head looking a little confused, eyebrows slightly furrowed, muttering “I- what?” and Elias is thinking about tearing out his jugular with his teeth <3.

2025-03-21 23:22:27 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > Yall dont even know about the insane canon jon/au jon dynamic that solely exists in me and my friends dms and also my brain. The views beautiful over here boss. No I don’t know how to explain it to you. I just think. Horrible toxic self love is fun. I think it’s fun when another version of jon who’s become so much worse and is so much happier sees him trying to be good and being miserable for it and still resents everyone who made him that miserable goes aren’t you tired? Aren’t you tired??? I think another version of jon should make him so much worse. In my humble opinion. And there should be some fauxcest going on.

> Taking this out of the tags because ur tags are so good and deserve a proper reply. I think honestly seeing how his other self was treated is kind of vindicating for au jon. Like HA. In many many ways. Elias cares even if he’s not his son, he never could’ve gotten better so he’s not a bad person for not trying, and he was RIGHT! It was just him and elias and nobody would’ve tried to understand and that’s horrible but it’s also freeing him off that responsibility because he was right. He couldn’t get better and there was no reason to. (Unreliable narrators my beloved.) I do think he like. Finds himself oddly protective of this other him because here’s a version of him that actually tried and isn’t even allowed to get anywhere. Resents these versions of people he never even met. I just think. Au jon being a terrible influence. Au jon justifying them feeding maybe. Giving him excuses. Going “Well, would you rather die?”

> I just think. Au jon should make him worse. Understand him. Feel genuine sympathy for him. Give him all the comfort and love he hasn’t had in years and make him so much worse. I just think. Jon should be terrified by how happy au jon is and how easy it’d be for him to have that <3 and I think au jon should pull him closer to Jonah the whole time

2025-03-24 23:35:33 ¶ ● ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> Please think about je forcemasc. For me. Please think about it being a cnc thing. If Jon can’t make himself admit it, if Jon can’t accept he’s a guy and that he wants this so so bad they can pretend for as long as he needs to. Yk??? Just. I need Elias drugging him and him struggling weakly as he’s stripped for his t gel. OK. I think it’d be fun and hot. I think Jon leaving his t suspiciously where Elias could find it when he thinks he’s faking it is fun. I think when his depression about not looking how he wants to is too bad Elias should use his weird brain powers to force how he views him onto him. I think it’d be fun.