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skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > Anyways in my beautiful mind jon was barely holding onto looking human all throughout s5 and everytime he looked in the mirror he felt like he was lying. Like it was wrong and fake and none of I looked like him. And I think in aus where he breaks and joins Jonah Jonah should break him, okay. He should break him down until he let’s go of being human completely, because they both know he never wanted that, he just wanted to be cared for. He should beat every last bit of humanity out of him until he’s the beautiful monster he always knew he was, until he has a snout and sharp sharp teeth and a tail and fragile papery wings and far too many eyes. Until jon finally feels like his body is his. I need Jonah to rip every last shard of humanity out of him by force just like Jon’s been guiltily wishing for for years. I need Jon weeping begging no no no as he changes , even though they both know he craves this so bad, that it feels right and more real than being human ever did. I need Jon trembling and whining and. Look. I am a big fan of pathetic monsters. Monsters on a leash. Whining and dumb and so perfect to use as a toy if human bodies are too boring for you. And I think jon deserves to be a really really pathetic monster. Just. Absolutely pathetic. So dumb and helpless. He deserves it <3

> Prev I am so sorry you have awakened The Demons.

> Best part of this is. Jon still being jon. Jon still being whiny and complainy and knocking things off of tables just to show he can, talking back and snapping his fangs at him and yet being so pliant. So easy for him and only him, rolling over even if he huffs and growls. Jonah teases him for it regularly, how much he whines and complains and growls and yet obeys so eagerly and doesn’t ever try to properly disobey him. How good it is, even if it likes to pretend it’s not. (I’m sure Jon can be normal about that one.) Jon who talks back so much and yet is so so desperate to obey him, to be good for him, wants it so bad it hurts. Please imagine Jon soooo overwhelmed with want and arousal and so so many feelings as Jonah rides it’s cock and tells it how it doesn’t even seem to know how obedient it is, how well behaved. Ok. Think about jon as jonahs disobedient but forever loyal dog for 1000 psychic damage.

> Just. Monster jon <3 jon unused to being so powerful, having to relearn his own strength. Jon with a collar and a leash and a harness. Like it’s just a very large pet, not a monster. Like it’s just a particularly large dog that likes to be fussy and whiny sometimes. It gets it off so much I think. Being treated like it’s just an animal, nothing horrible or terrifying, just something that needs a strong hand to make it obey. Always by Jonahs side, resting it’s head on his lap. Finally able to rest, even as it’s teeth poke out of it’s mouth and it’s claws itch to tear and destroy. Jonah having it so throughly under his thumb,,, Jon maybe will act up more when it’s had time to. Definitely not gonna say heal because it’s actively getting worse. Once it cares less about the shit that happened with everyone pre joining Jonah. But for a very long time it NEEDS to be utterly helpless so so badly. Being The Archivist is exhausting. Being the Archives is easy. Natural. If it truly doesn’t want something it can walk away, Jonah couldn’t stop it. Instead it struggles and growls and thrashes and nearly wails with relief when Jonah breaks it in all over again, using it like it’s not so much stronger than him. Like it’s not a dangerous predator. I think there’s a very fun kind of humiliation with jon being the strongest creature in this world, and yet Jonah broke him. Jonah should humiliate him sooo much in a way that just lovingly strips away all that agency. Like he ruined Jon with his own two hands, crushed every last bit of resistance until he was just a dumb animal. Ok. If Jon wants to pretend Jonah forced him to be this completely, then Jonahs more than happy to provide. If he wants him to be the evil captor then who is he to deny him ? His boys had a rough few years. He deserves to indulge himself <33 ok. Ok. Sorry for the Long. I’m just uh. Insane. Over them