2025-03-18 21:19:14 ¶ ● ⬀ ⬈

skiesandcandy:

> skiesandcandy:

> > skiesandcandy:

> > > Au Jon seeing his other self looking at him with open envy and desperation and self hatred and just like goddamn man what’d i do until he learns he was Not jonahs son biologically and he makes a comment about “probably pretty lucky for that” like he’s not obviously seething with envy like his thoughts aren’t screaming I WISH I WAS YOU so loudly it honestly hurts a little. Could he like. Tone it down a little

> > Au Jon peeking into his brain anf seeing what happened between him and jonah and just going WHAT. and jons like what you didn’t know he was evil?? And au jons like I’m not gonna lie man. The incest and the mind reading kind of tipped me off.

> All jokes aside though can you imagine meeting a version of yourself and you have everything they hate themself for wanting. And they hate you for having it. For being happy. Because they could be that happy too if they just got worse. The sheer hatred in their eyes melting away into envy and just sadness as they fuck,, grieving the fact that he doesnt have this and maybe he’ll never get jonah back (he will) and he will never be a good enough person to stop missing him and he’s going to have to go back to pretending to be human after having this. And meanwhile au jons just like. Baffled and having a few crises. Like here’s a version of him that actually tried to be a good person and failed completely even without being related to elias. (Here’s a version of him that didn’t have elias’ love and support and crumbled without it.)