I have ships that I’ve loved for years, I have ships that are new and I fell head over heels into them.
I have ships I visit once in a while like an old friend or nostalgic memory.
I have my ride or die ships.
But I think everyone has that OTP/Ship that makes them absolutely feral, climbing the walls and chewing on electrical cables.
For me that would be Jonelias.
8 years I’ve been obsessed with them INSUFFERABLE BOYFRIENDS and no matter how many times I think about them (every waking thought) I feel like I need to run around in a circle, giggling and kicking my feet.
Jonelias makes me wish I was clay. So I could be moulded into an intricately patterned vase, but deliberately given an air pocket so when I’m placed into the kiln I explode.
Yes I’m dramatic, Yes they are both my wife, No I will never shut up about them, Sue me.
One of my favorite jonelias Things™️ is when all the yk, big avatars refer to them as “your archivist” or sometimes even “your elias.” That shit makes me eat nails. I need everyone to know they have something going on and it to be something that they know they should absolutely not get involved in because there is no way it ends well. I think they should be intertwined in a way that isn’t quite human. I think they need to be so weird about each other nobody who knows Elias has any doubts about what’s going on. I just think it’s neat!
(Jon archivist voice) My whole life I have been completely rejected and isolated from everyone around me, whether people meant to or not. I never could have the closeness I needed to mature properly with my only living family. I could never connect with them. I always knew they didn’t actually want me around and only took me in out of pity. Any attempts I’ve ever made at progress have been ignored or viewed as lies. Everyone I’ve ever loved has thought I was a waste of their time and sometimes I want to get worse on purpose and be loved for it. Sometimes I want someone to see how awful, how horrible so much of me is, and be proud of me anyway. I just want someone to tell me that I’m good enough. Not that I was an innocent victim or I didn’t do it at all and then reject me when they realize what I’ve done. I want someone to know how awful I actually am and for them to somehow find a reason to be proud of me. Anyways Jonah can I call you dad during sex. For no reason.
Hmmmm. I’m really ambivalent about Somewhere Else generally for A Lot of reasons but. Favorite AU to rotate is Jonelias fuck in the Panopticon and Jon gets pregnant (as he should).
Anyway sometimes he knows pretty quick thru the Eye and sometimes he finds out the old-fashioned way (like four different tests lol) and either way deciding to keep what might be the last remnant of Jonah he had left…
Look I know I’m a Jon=cat coded truther, but I’m thinking of how prey-coded he is and I’m turning it in my brain and thinking about the post I made about a cornered prey animal. Then I see a picture of a hare, which as we know are the(not actually at all closely related) cousins of rabbits who have seen the face of God. Look I don’t know what to do with this info but I am turning it in my brain.
Also Jon with bunny ears(yes I know hares and rabbits are different but shh) and a little tail.
I like the idea of Jon getting aroused from the statements. Squirming and dripping wet whenever he reads one, feeling sooo guilty and horrible but he can’t resist the urge to touch himself after every one.
Maybe it’s a natural but gradual thing that builds and builds over time. Or maybe Elias likes to slip his own arousal into Jon’s mind, feeding him little fantasies that Jon can’t help but latch onto. And of course Elias should get to catch Jon fingering himself open. Should pin him to the chair while he Watches Jon finger himself to completion as Jon squirms with humiliation and guilt and desire.
Gwen as jonelias’ daughter is so funny, she really took their worst traits
everyone in OIAR realising why Gwen is Like ThatTM when they meet her parents
so in the fluff episode Gwen talks about calling her father, so what if Jon is away for some Archivist business, having left when Gwen was 8 and now she thinks they just didn’t want to tell her about their divorce (it’s both. they are divorced and Jon is traveling the world, learning more about the temples of the Beholding). Gwen was left to be raised by Elias, which neither were happy about resulting in Gwen cutting contact. Jon sends her postcards sometimes but nothing really personal, he feels too much guilt over leaving her like that so he doesn’t feel like he has the right to more personal conversations while those postcards are Gwen’s greatest treasure, she has memorized every word, traced every letter
this is also why she wants to know what’s going on in the OIAR because it reminds her of her dad. imagine Gwen growing obsessed with the Archivist because she remembers overhearing Jon and Elias talking about. maybe this way she will find out what her dad is doing. maybe if she learns more, he will come home
Gwen ends up contacting Elias after season one ending, because she is out of her depth and no matter their differences, he is still her father and she trusts his judgement (only a little bit, he did let Jon leave without a return date). Jon returns at the end of season 2 and Gwen is just. so happy. she hasn’t seen him in decades but she recognises Jon immediately. Alice is the one who says “why does Gwen’s dad sounds like Chester?” while Gwen is busy holding back tears and herself from hugging Jon. she is mad at him, after all!!
WHY is Jon leaving and feeling too guilty to build a proper relationship with his daughter instead of just like. coming back reguarly so damn accurate. He would, the idiot. He also writes her much bigger, sappier, softer letters too and then feels ridiculous and not send them after all.
Watches her from afar while she gets very closed off emotionally….. aaaaaah, etc.
whenever Jon talks to Elias for Beholding related reasons he is always like “how is Gwen doing? 🥺 is she happy with her classes? tell her that I love her” and Elias is like “you know you could just tell her that. to her face”. but Jon is just Convinced that Gwen hates him and no matter what Elias says, he doesn’t change his mind
they’d be so painfully awkward when Jon comes back. they are both so repressed they never say what they mean. and Gwen is so mean while holding herself back from crying and clinging to Jon to make sure he doesn’t leave again. and Jon is just “ah yes this is what I deserve for being the worst father ever 😔”
and also Gwen finding those letters, realizing that Jon kept tabs on her life and never stopped loving her like she feared. Alice finds her in a pile of letters having a full on breakdown
I like the idea of Jon getting aroused from the statements. Squirming and dripping wet whenever he reads one, feeling sooo guilty and horrible but he can’t resist the urge to touch himself after every one.
Maybe it’s a natural but gradual thing that builds and builds over time. Or maybe Elias likes to slip his own arousal into Jon’s mind, feeding him little fantasies that Jon can’t help but latch onto. And of course Elias should get to catch Jon fingering himself open. Should pin him to the chair while he Watches Jon finger himself to completion as Jon squirms with humiliation and guilt and desire.
God I do love a good statement deprivation fic, just Jon starving and helpless. Maybe Melanie and Basira deciding they can’t let him out to hurt anyone. Jon so hungry scratching at the door when they stop bringing even the paper statements. Jon calling out for anyone and everyone, he’s just so hungry, it hurts so bad. Finally Jon cries out for Elias, begs him even if he isn’t there to come help him, he’s just so hungry.
Elias storming into the archives like a thundercloud after walking out of prison, look he was only in there to keep Jon from reading his mind. Now that doesn’t matter, because Jon needs him, is calling for him, he wants his Archive marked, not broken. In an act of violence reminiscent of how he killed Leightner he breaks the look off the door to Jon’s office.
The lights are out, but Jon is curled up right by the door. It’s now stained with the blood from his broken nails, that had stoped healing after a month of starvation. Elias immediately gathers him into his arms and he weighs practically nothing. Jon has never been heavy, but he’s emaciated now.
Elias carrying him up to his office settles him on the couch. He hopes he’s not too late, he doesn’t know, he’s too scared to look. He spends the next hour or so reciting any statement he had not yet given to the Archive. Secrets he really shouldn’t be revealing, but what does it matter when the color starts to come back to Jon’s face.
When his eyes finally flicker open, all of them, drinking in Elias’s fear, he doesn’t pause in his statement until it’s finished. Jon is in his arms a moment later crying and whimpering, telling Elias how hungry he had been. How all he wanted other than a statement was for someone to come save him.
I like the idea of Jon getting aroused from the statements. Squirming and dripping wet whenever he reads one, feeling sooo guilty and horrible but he can’t resist the urge to touch himself after every one.
Maybe it’s a natural but gradual thing that builds and builds over time. Or maybe Elias likes to slip his own arousal into Jon’s mind, feeding him little fantasies that Jon can’t help but latch onto. And of course Elias should get to catch Jon fingering himself open. Should pin him to the chair while he Watches Jon finger himself to completion as Jon squirms with humiliation and guilt and desire.
Ok having seen everyone else’s excellent tags (I’d respond but there’s too many I’m sorry) you’re all so right Jon WOULD be feeling wet and pent up whenever the tape recorder clicks on.
I think Elias should give him a vibrator that Jon can keep in for the whole day and turn on after every statement (and sometimes during if he’s desperate). Fucking himself on it helplessly while imagining someone else’s terror and suffering and he know it’s wrong and he feels so awful but he just can’t help himself every time.
Now I’m imagining the tape recorder clicking on next to him as he dreams. Hearing his little whimpers and moans and pleasured gasps. Recording him waking up and immediately reaching down to touch himself. Catching every plea and swear and gasp of yes as he fucks himself on his fingers. Only realizing it had recorded him after he cums with a bitten off moan and it clicks off. Drifting back to sleep in a haze of satisfaction too deep and thick for the guilt to pierce it. Waking up on the little document storage cot. So curious about the tape. Listening and starting to get wet again, rutting helplessly against a pillow as he pants and gasps and the tape recorder plays back just how aroused his dreams made him, just how good he felt, touching himself to other people’s worst moments.
Girl help. I’m having Jon in heat thoughts. I think he should be reduced to a desperate mess on the floor of his office hiding away in his nest so so embarrassed <333 have yall read the subvocals fics because personally. They haunt me everyday. I need Jon biting on a pillow to stop himself from trilling for someone to come take care of him to make it go away make him feel better. I need his instincts overriding any rational thought. I need him so so desperate and wet and praying someone will come make it better
Im gonna be thinking about that Jon accidentally (or not accidentally) conditioned with the tape recorders thing forever now ohhh my god. Worst thing to have happen in the Tape Recorders Follow You Everywhere institute. He should be getting weak in the knees everytime he hears that damn click and it should get worse the more beholding he becomes. By the time s5 rolls around it should be so so obvious. I am going to think about this forever now. Help.
- skiesandcandy
Yes my evil agenda is working clearly, Jon is having such a time. Poor baby just going weak at the knees constantly and of course it’s always when he’s in danger that they are most likely to show up. Jon having a fucked up reaction to fear, again, not flight or fight but lay down and bare his throat because if something doesn’t touch him right now he’s gonna lose it.
Hehe, okay so keeping the idea of classical conditioning Jon to get horny at tape recorders, it gets so funny thinking about the buried. Jon gets out of the supernatural fear of being crushed because if he doesn’t turn those tape recorders off right now he might actually go crazy. Daisy having no clue what’s going on, she’s having a terrible time, and Jon is just so horny and god this is very funny.
You ever think of Jon and Daisy starving together, so hungry for fear. So they start to feed on each other.
Daisy has statements, and she is a monster, she could feed Jon it would be fine she wouldn’t dream anyway. Jon agreeing to be hunted, and at first they’re worried it won’t work. Does he still count as prey to be hunted, of course as soon as she’s following him the hunt takes over. She can feel the fear pouring off of him in waves, but even still he gives her a good chase.
Until she’s cornered him, kicked him to the ground and her teeth are already in his neck. Another scar to go around, her nails like claws digging into his skin. Jon going limp because he’s caught, he’s caught and there is nothing he can do but be good. Daisy holding him down forcing him to take whatever the she wants, because killing isn’t the only way to end a hunt.
I think Jon should be blindfolded and tied up, limbs spread. Drugged so he’s all soft and utterly unable to do anything. Hole exposed for others to use, mouth available for anyone who wants him to eat them out or such them off. Just lying there helpless as others use him again and again and again whether he wants it or not. Barely aware of anything except how good it feels, how messy his hole is with slick and cum, the warm wetness of a cunt on his face, of cocks invading his ass and pussy. Cumming inside him.
Institute donors and maybe some choice employees (and Elias of course) fucking him for hours until he’s squirming and oversensitive, trying to get his mouth to form words so he can beg them (to stop? To keep going? Even he doesn’t know) but all that’s coming out is desperate needy moans.
At some point in the night he passes out but this doesn’t stop the others from using his limp, unconscious body again and again. Doesn’t stop them from masturbating over his supine body until he’s coated in slick and cum.
When he wakes up the next morning, he’ll be wrecked and messy, evidence of how he was used undeniable. But he won’t remember anything but a haze of pleasure, the vague sensation of being fucked, having his face buried in someone else’s cunt…
And when he starts showing symptoms, a little over a month later… he’ll have no idea who the father might be, just the knowledge that somebody bred him while he was drugged and helpless and tied up to be a living sex toy.
Oh and he should also get to be their urinal <3
I think Jon should be pissed all over. A cock thrusting down his throat, cumming, and then pissing in his mouth. A cunt resting over his face, letting out a stream of urine when he goes to give it a lick (tongue heavy and uncoordinated from all the drugs keeping him sleepy and relaxed and helpless). A puddle forming between his tits where patrons and donors (and perhaps Elias himself) have all taken a turn relieving themselves. The first cock inside him pissing to make him even slicker (as if he wasn’t dripping wet all over…) just Jon lying soaked in piss as every person in attendance uses him as a convenient urinal.
Maybe he also wets himself too. Elias made sure he had plenty to drink beforehand (has to keep his strength up after all). Maybe after the first hour or so when he’s all relaxed and loose and pliant Elias leans down and presses on his bladder until piss begins to leak from him and he moans from humiliation and relief and the pleasure he’s getting from both. Maybe while Elias is bathing him afterwards he pees himself again with a soft little whine from how good it feels. And Elias mocks him for how little self-control he has and how shameful it is while rubbing at his cock and Jon cums again in his arms <3
Anyways I am Always thinking about Jonah forcing Jon to feed. And I am always thinking about Jons really normal really healthy feelings about it and Jonah being extremely aware of them. Like he probably wouldn’t indulge him much , because his archivist needs to learn to feed himself. But once he’s better about it, there’s no reason he can’t reward him. Jonah taking Jon in his lap, feeding him letter by letter, Jon unaware they’re sent to him, savoring the hungry and barely human look in his archivist eyes. Stroking him so methodically, Jon panting softly the whole statement. Filling him up on so much information, maybe if he’s been very good he gives Jon a statementnof his own. Careful not to say too much. Just enough to fill him up. Satisfy him in a way nobody else’s can.
Statements about Jonah Magnus have always been Jons favorite. No reason not to indulge him, when he’s been so good.
I think sometimes Jon wants to be told he didn’t do anything wrong and he Needed to do all of that and it was actually completely morally correct. And sometimes Jon wants to be told yes you’re a horrible irredeemable person and you should keep doing it because who can blame you?? They made you like this. This is THEIR fault. Not yours. They did this to you. You deserve to feel good for once. You tried so hard. Don’t you deserve a break? Anyways I think Jonah should have weird insane beholding sex with him and feed him so many statements. You get it.
I think deep down Jon wants someone to tell him it’s not his fault in some way. And I think if Jonah forced him to feed he’d enjoy it a really abnormal amount. He’d have this wild look in his eyes the whole time, like he wants to eat him alive. I think Jon has fantasized about Jonah MAKING him feed so he doesn’t have to live with the guilt. Jonah did it. He’s a victim. It’s fine. He was so hungry and it wasn’t his fault. (Nobody needs to know that it felt so so good.) I think this is kind of like. Sexless sex. Yknow.
More Jon having a rape kink thoughts. Him touching himself to the thought of being coerced, threatened. “I can’t believe you’re letting me do this.” When he’s very much not. Being forced to hold his tongue, shaking with fear and want and disgust all at the same time. Thinking of being forced onto his knees , being held down onto Jonahs desk as he struggled and yelled. But nobody hears <33 he’s jonahs now, and he cant do anything about it. And he’ll keep going until he’s crying for more, more, more, and so ashamed of himself the whole time. Extremely pent up Jon imagining Jonah forcing him up against a wall and telling him to keep quiet, could he imagine would the others would do if they saw? This one makes him feel the worst, but he can never stay away from it either. Just. Jon having intense rape fantasies about Jonah. Thinking about Jonah hurting him and leaving scars all over him. Thinking about Jonah cumming inside of him and changing him forever against his will <333 and trying not to think about it after. It does not work.
Its like. I love jons canon arc I just also love aus where he goes off the shits and becomes a complete monster and relishing in it. And like making them really really horny. Jon that is completely not human anymore. I don’t know what design I like best for him. But I think he should get to be completely inhuman sometimes. And I think Jonah should think he’s the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen, not in spite of the fear but because of it. And I think they should have batshit insane sex about it. I think they should BOTH be inhuman and in love about it. Ok.
I think Jon should feel so so wanted and adored in tje arms of the man who made him into a monster. Not in spite of it. Partly because of it. He ruined him and he ruined himself and Jon rests his head in his lap, purring quietly. It sounds like a tape recorder whirring. He’s horrifying and he hates himself and his body has never felt more right. It has never felt more like him. And Jonah knows this. Jonah knows, and Jonah thinks he’s beautiful, and Jonah kisses all down his chest and tells him every part that he adores. Jon thinks there’s something deeply wrong with both of them. Jon thinks he understands why Prentiss stuck her hand in the wasp nest, or why Crew took that book, or why Perry lit herself on fire. He bares his neck for Jonah, even though he could tear him to shreds now, and he understands. He thinks he has never felt more Seen. More Known.
It should not feel good. He doesn’t think that matters much now.
I think Jon should have dangerously sharp teeth and I think he should love marking Jonah everywhere with them. I think he should think that it’s only fair after how much Jonah marked and changed him. Something about Jonah trusting him enough to let this monster dig his teeth into him knowing he could kill him, knowing he has every reason to, knowing a part of him WANTS to. Being so afraid of this monster and letting him anyway. I think Jonah should have some clearly visible mark from Jon. It’s only fair, isn’t it? Jon’s whole form now is a mark of Jonahs claim on him. A few scars is a fair trade. Would Jonah actually let him? Probably only after a While. And even then he’d be terrified. Jon laps up his fear. It’s the best meal he’s ever had.
I think Jons form should have whatever body would make him happiest and whatever would scare him the most at the same time. Like. Desires he never let himself express. Desires he’s terrified of. Basically I’m saying trans Jon. Let this man have gender euphoria.
So we agree Jon is still leashed and collared right. Even more important now. He could probably break the collar if he wanted to. Why would he want to? It’s his. He likes it. It feels nice. No he doesn’t want it off, why are you trying to take it off, that’s HIS.
I still need to figure out what I want him to look like as a monster though because. There’s so many different ways it could go. Huge moth monster? Being made up of tapes? Mess of shadows and eyes?? All could be very cool and also very hot. Whatever it is should have terrifying abilities that je sexualizes to no end. Honestly I could probably sexualize it more if I had any idea what he’d look like. Jon with wings could be really good…I’ve seen people do very good shit with his eyes being insanely sensitive. Obviously his genitals are weird but. Idk I’m thinking. I need to figure out how to make breeding him as weird and confusing and hot as possible, ok. Yes it’s still possible to get him pregnant what do you think I am.
Having soft thoughts about Omega Jon, just him wanting to be taken so seriously and stressing himself out so much that it sends him into heat. Jon who is just so out of touch with his body, not noticing till he’s holed up in his office after stealing Sasha’s scarf. Pressing the soft fabric against his face letting the Alpha’s scent wash over him.
Sasha the last to leave the office realizing her scarf is missing. Thinking she might have dropped it in Jon’s office she goes to check. Of course as soon as she opens the door a wave of pheromones hits her, and she can hear soft little whimpers.
Jon’s subvocals barely above a whisper as he’s clearly trying to keep quiet, asking over and over why he’s alone, isn’t he good? He can be so good just don’t leave him alone.
Sasha’s own subvocals answering immediately that’s she’s here, that she knows he’s so good. Finding Jon hidden under his desk her scarf wrapped around his hands as he presses it against his face, half trying to hide, half wanting to crawl into her arms.
Sasha pulling him into her lap, he’s so light and small, letting him tuck his face against her neck. It smells so much better than the secondhand scent from her scarf and he practically melts into her. Sasha holds him close stroking his hair as he continues to chirp that he can be so so good, and she rumbles back that he is good, so good for her, that’s she’s here and he doesn’t have to be alone.
Monster Jon on a leash. Monster Jon baring his neck for the man who made him this. Monster Jon happily resting his head in the lap of the man who broke the world. And he’s adored. Completely and utterly adored by the man who ruined his life. “My archivist”, he calls him sometimes, when he’s in a certain mood. “My beautiful archivist.”
Jon had left him several times before. But he always comes back. And he always bares his neck. His arms are warm and loving. And here, when he says “I love you”, when he bears his heart, he doesnt get awkward silence, he doesn’t get dismissal, he doesn’t get changing the subject. He gets an earnest “I love you too, Jon.” And a loving, tender kiss on the forehead. Jonah is so warm. Jonahs arms are strong and sturdy and laying on top of him is nice but being under him is better, it soothes some weird instinct in his brain he’s had long before becoming. This weird Thing that likes being squished and pinned and held in place, be it for sex or just being held down. Jonahs sturdy. Comforting. He could probably easily overpower him now. He’s the archivist. He could do whatever he wanted with him. He’s selfishly glad nobody can overpower him anymore, but. An odd part of him misses when Jonah could pin him down. When Jonah was stronger than him. He’s glad he can’t hurt him anymore, yet some part of him wants to feel so safe and fragile in his arms again. It’s odd. He doesn’t know why. He thinks something in his head got rewired wrong after he almost died so many times. But he whines mournfully when he realizes how little is actually stopping him from walking off and leaving. They’ll figure something out. This is definitely a really healthy coping mechanism. They can probably still drug Jon. Oh god monster Jon drugged would actually be really hot no way it Wouldn’t react differently on him even if it still has him more helpless and soft. So weak and foggy eyed and powers going a little out of control and his big eyes looking at him so so softly and sweetly.
Jon eating Jonah out having to be careful to watch the teeth. Jons tongue going so much deeper in Jonah that it should be possible for it to go, hitting things it should Not reach. Rough and hitting all the little spots that make Jonah gasp and squirm and grab onto jon for dear life.
Its important to me that if you make jon and elias parents you have to acknowledge theyd be the most dogshit parents in existence. Theyve discovered brand new ways to fuck a kid up
Their kid would need to be studied by a whole team to fix whats wrong with them
I need Jonah to tell Jon he’s so brave during a punishment. I need Jon to almost burst into tears over it. I need Jonah to realize the thread here and pull on it until he has Jon completely unraveled, core trauma on full display, and I need him to exploit that to analyze him and also give him a lot of orgasms. Okay? Okay.
Half of jons sex appeal to Jonah is studying him under a microscope because good God this man has so many problems and it’s like dissecting him to him. Jonah spent hours testing his reactions after he called him “dad” for the first time trying to study and understand him as much as possible. He learned a lot about his archivist that day.
Things Jonah has deduced about jon via kink shit:
Jon craves for someone else to be to blame for his actions so he can be a good person. He still clings to his agency but he wants to be able to do whatever he wants without any of it being his fault.
Jon is starved for approval. His lifetime of being ignored or seen as too much effort has left him with a deep seated feeling he cannot improve and a feeling of isolation from all his peers. (This was from other things as well but him losing his mind over being called a sweet boy and “poor baby” when he was bratting confirmed many suspicions.)
Jon specifically wants approval from authority figures. He wants guidance and comfort and not to have to do it himself, but feels too guilty to put it on other people he views as on the same level as him. An authority figure feels safer and less Mean to do it to. An authority figure is supposed to handle all of it.
Jon wants to be good so badly. He wants, desperately, to be viewed as kind and clever and desirable. He doesn’t want to change. He wants people to view him as he is now as all of those things. So badly.
Jon fears not having any agency, but he fears his own desires and what he’d choose if he had nothing stopping him the most. He fears his own choices. Sometimes he wants them all stripped away and for someone else to just…conveniently choose everything he’d want.
Jon desperately wants to be pitied and to have sympathy but can’t open up to save his life. He desperately wants to be sympathetic. He wants everyone to understand why he’s doing this but he cant handle the idea of being rejected.
The rape kink was maybe the least surprising. Like ah yes this guy who’s agency was stolen from him at an extremely young age and is already marked by the You Have No Agency fear is kind of enamored with the concept of having no agency in a good way and has a very complicated relationship with choice, and this carries over to his sex life? What a surprise. Nobody could have possibly predicted this.
I am thinking about js again girl help. I think sasha should get to dom the weird monster she was supposed to slay. I think she should get him crying and shaking for her begging her to touch him not able to get any closer not doing anything because he wants to be good for her soso badly. Ok maybe I like js now.
I think somebody should fuck Jon so stupid he can barely walk. Tremors in his limbs. Brain moving at an achingly slow pace. Reaching instinctively for the files he was working on before but it takes him three tries and he can barely read the words he’s looking at. His partner chuckling, maybe kindly, maybe mockingly, in a way that’d ruffle his feathers if he had the energy or brainpower to register it, and telling him they’re gonna take him home now, since obviously he isn’t going to get anything done like this, and him nodding all slow and thoughtless as the help him up and across the room.
Ok but what if Jon called Elias dad during a cnc scene?
One of the more forceful ones, maybe. Where Elias told Jon he was going to take care of him whether he wanted it or not. “I’m going to give you what we both know you really need.” Forced Jon over his desk, hands behind his back, Jon pleading for him to stop the whole time. Rimmed him until Jon was a shuddering, whining wreck, cunt dripping. Where Elias let go of him briefly to unbuckle his own pants and Jon tried to vault over the desk and Elias had to catch him, pin him to the floor. Spanked him as punishment for trying to escape then pushed deep inside his cunt with no preparation. Fucked him hard and fast, roughly rubbing at his cock while Jon whimpered no no no no.
Jon came with a cry; “-dad, dad, please, dad!” Cunt clenching around Elias’ cock. Desperately trying to fuck himself on it, orgasm utterly overwhelming and so so so good, lasting several long, long moments. The feeling of Jon’s walls milking his cock, the way he had called Elias “dad,” it was all enough to send Elias over the edge too, hilting himself deep and cumming inside of Jon.
Of course it was a button he pressed during aftercare too, so curious to see what would happen, how Jon would react. Cooed over him lovingly, “just let your father take care of you now,” held Jon in his arms, told him what a good boy he’d been for Elias as Jon sobbed into his arms. “It’ll be okay, I’m here, your dad is here.” It wasn’t surprising, when the praise and Elias calling himself Jon’s dad had Jon rolling his hips into Elias’ thigh, when Elias pressed him down onto the couch and fingerfucked him, murmuring praises to him the whole time. Jon called him “dad” throughout, too aroused and too fucked out for the humiliation to outweigh just how good it felt.
Ough. Monster jon in heat. Monster jon begging Jonah to breed him to fill him up unable to calm down until he finally knows it’s going to take. Jon sobbing and wailing for Jonah to fill him and change him and barely able to sit still for a second, squirming and trying to rut himself further onto his cock and squeeze out every last drop because he needs it, he needs to get pregnant, he cant stop it feels so good please please please. Jons tail wagging the whole time when he realizes it’ll take!!! So excited and needy and chirping at him and showing him what a good boy he can be!!! Who knows how he’d change. Need jon making a nest and demanding Jonah come snuggle with him in it. Need him being so hungry all the time taking statement after statement. Need him finally taking jonahs statement and eating it up satisifed for weeks after because it has so much information and fear packed in. Need Jonah looking at him changing with a mix of fondness and damn near worship. Guards impregnate that man.
We are having JonTim thoughts in this space tonight.
Honestly I’m so weak for the two of them having a ‘thing’ while they’re together in research. Maybe they got drunk, maybe Tim called Jon a good boy once at work, maybe the two of them just needed stress relief. However it happens I just want Tim domming Jon, helping him get out of his head when he’s stressed. I think it’s pretty soft, both are a bit hesitant to go too far. Neither one being great at communicating, but it’s good.
Tim tying Jon up, making him cum till all he can do is whine, just pampering him. Fucking him gently till he’s too out of it to really think. Teasing him for it, look at him, not a thought in his head. Jon would snap back but his thoughts are all small, and honestly it feels so nice to be treasured.
Jon breaking it off when he gets his promotion, even though neither really wants to. Jon worried that him being the boss would cause problems. Elias ‘helpfully’ reminding Jon of that fact, maybe he’s a bit jealous, who’s to say.
Then we get the bad wrong version of their relationship sometime in season 3. Jon wanting Tim to forgive him so bad, but Tim won’t accept his apologies. Jon corners Tim in the archives one night and begs him to tell him how to make it up to him. Tim of course gets mad and Jon, paragon of self esteem that he is, suggests Tim hurt him if he needs to.
Tim getting angrier because yeah part of him wants to hurt Jon, and he doesn’t like what that says about him. Tim pinning him against the wall, trying to just scare him, but Jon just lets him, which just makes him angrier. Jon asks him if this is what he wants, and Tim takes that as permission, just so angry. Asks him is f he remembers his safe word, not actually waiting for an answer before shoving him to his knees. He makes him take his cock down his throat, deeper than Jon is used to, hitting the back of his throat. Jon chokes but lets himself be used, not even fighting back when Tim wraps a hand around his throat.
It escalates from there, and pretty soon Tim has Jon prone on his desk, thrusting into Jon’s cunt from behind. Jon can’t help getting wet as soon as he’s pinned down, and it hurts but, also has him moaning. Tim calling him a slut, just a stupid little whore for enjoying this. While Jon is writhing on his desk, unsure if he’s trying to get free or just get Tim deeper. Jon whimpering, his mouth open and drooling as Tim fucks into him, yanking him back by his hair calling him a monster.
Jon going limp and just letting Tim do whatever he wants, taking everything he’s given. He start to pass out letting himself be maneuvered, not really there. Until Tim’s coming inside him, and Jon follows shortly after from the feeling of being filled finally managing to focus back on what’s happening. Jon whimpering as Tim pulls out and pulls his pants back on, his throat too sore to talk. His neck has the imprint of Tim’s hand, while chest is covered in bites, the skin red and bruised, bleeding a bit in a few places where Tim’s teeth broke skin. He just lays there looking up at him with wide eyes, tears tracks covering his cheeks.
Maybe Tim leaves him there, lets him pick himself up, wash away the blood and cum. Screw aftercare, this doesn’t fix anything, maybe it even makes it worse.
Or maybe Tim looks at Jon, hurt(by Tim), in pain(because of Tim,) crying(it’s all his fault,) and something in him cracks. He gently, so gently lifts Jon up pulling him against his chest, and whispering that’s he’s such a good boy, so good. That he’s sorry(unable to say he didn’t mean it,) carrying him to the bathroom to help clean him up. Get him some water, everything he would have done before after a scene, while Jon just clings to him like he never wants to let go.
Look I just think it’s neat when Jons soooo dependent on elias but also so bossy about it. Where are you going I want my 10 hours of cuddles. I want another statement. What do you mean I can’t eat you out for five hours. That man is so clingy. Especially monster jon. Like he’s given up completely on being a good person Nothing is holding him back. He WILL get his ten hours of Jonah cuddles. Jon looking up at Jonah like “you turned me into a weird tape monster so I’m your problem. Are you going to restrain my wings and make me feel like a helpless toy for you to take advantage of or not >:/” and Jonah just sighs and pats his head.
And I think it’s neat when Jon is the worst he’s ever been and so so happy <333 I think it’s neat when jons shamelessly indulging in all his worst impulses. I like when Jon feasts on statements and comes home all fuzzy and warm and wet from the horrible things he’s seen. I like when Jon rips someone to shreds for laying a finger on HIS Jonah. He’s the only one allowed to. Don’t you dare touch him. I like when Jonah tells Jon he’s his greatest creation and Jon rolls over and begs for his attention. I like when Jon could kill Jonah and instead he wants to belong to him so so badly. I think he should call him his beautiful archives and Jon should make a happy little chittering noise and nuzzle into his bulge, looking up at him for permission to try getting him off. Ok? OK.
I want someone to try to kill Jonah and suddenly all the tape recorders around the panopticon start screaming “HES MINE.” Jon kills them of course. He’s the Ceaseless watchers specialist little boy. I want Jonah to thank him, tell him he’s such a sweet boy, so loyal, so loving, he’s perfect, and Jons shame to slowly melt away until he’s preening. Tail wagging knowing his jonahs safe and nobody’s gonna touch him. Because Jons a good boy. Jon resting his head on Jonahs lap while he’s on the throne. Maybe Jon deserves the throne more, but Jonah is the King and Jon is the Archives. I need Jon to be SO so loved and I want him to reject any attempt to save him because “you didn’t care when I WANTED help” and I want him to curl up in jonahs arms, horrible and monstrous and so so loved <33
Look I just think it’s neat when Jons soooo dependent on elias but also so bossy about it. Where are you going I want my 10 hours of cuddles. I want another statement. What do you mean I can’t eat you out for five hours. That man is so clingy. Especially monster jon. Like he’s given up completely on being a good person Nothing is holding him back. He WILL get his ten hours of Jonah cuddles. Jon looking up at Jonah like “you turned me into a weird tape monster so I’m your problem. Are you going to restrain my wings and make me feel like a helpless toy for you to take advantage of or not >:/” and Jonah just sighs and pats his head.
And I think it’s neat when Jon is the worst he’s ever been and so so happy <333 I think it’s neat when jons shamelessly indulging in all his worst impulses. I like when Jon feasts on statements and comes home all fuzzy and warm and wet from the horrible things he’s seen. I like when Jon rips someone to shreds for laying a finger on HIS Jonah. He’s the only one allowed to. Don’t you dare touch him. I like when Jonah tells Jon he’s his greatest creation and Jon rolls over and begs for his attention. I like when Jon could kill Jonah and instead he wants to belong to him so so badly. I think he should call him his beautiful archives and Jon should make a happy little chittering noise and nuzzle into his bulge, looking up at him for permission to try getting him off. Ok? OK.
I want someone to try to kill Jonah and suddenly all the tape recorders around the panopticon start screaming “HES MINE.” Jon kills them of course. He’s the Ceaseless watchers specialist little boy. I want Jonah to thank him, tell him he’s such a sweet boy, so loyal, so loving, he’s perfect, and Jons shame to slowly melt away until he’s preening. Tail wagging knowing his jonahs safe and nobody’s gonna touch him. Because Jons a good boy. Jon resting his head on Jonahs lap while he’s on the throne. Maybe Jon deserves the throne more, but Jonah is the King and Jon is the Archives. I need Jon to be SO so loved and I want him to reject any attempt to save him because “you didn’t care when I WANTED help” and I want him to curl up in jonahs arms, horrible and monstrous and so so loved <33
Thinks about monster jon and the prey coded jon to jon acting like just a very big very dangerous spoiled cat pipeline. Like. Baring his throat to the predator and being good for them to be safe at its strongest. Do you see it. Jon getting comfortable in the jaws of a predator because it's warm and secure here and nobody else can hurt him anymore. Jon and his horrible bad fucked up coping mechanisms. Anyways I'm so normal
- skiesandcandy
Prey-coded Jon my beloved!
Yes Jon is, by any definition that makes sense considering his new form, no longer prey. He’s the most dangerous thing in the apocalypse, nothing can hurt him, not really, he’s the apex predator here. He doesn’t need to go limp and pliant in hopes of appeasing the monsters around him.
However this is Jon, so of course those tendencies aren’t completely gone. So he’s still prey, but only to Jonah, because he belongs to him still, and Jon knows it. Jon is a dangerous monster, a terror to everyone, but just this big soft creature around Jonah. Learned helplessness in monster form.
Jon rolling over and baring his neck to Jonah because he’s still the true predator between the two. That’s okay though because Jonah only hurts him in ways he likes, calls him good, gave him a way to make everything else stop hurting. If it cant make decisions, then is it really its fault?
A terrifying monster in a pretty collar, that just wants to be held and loved and told that it’s being so good. Someone else is holding the leash so this isn’t its fault. Identity sliding away until it’s just the Archive, not anything else, just here to be filled. The big thoughts are sharp with edges that catch and hurt, but the small thoughts are comforting, it’s just here to be used. It can just be empty-headed doing what feels good, whatever Jonah wants, because Jonah wants what’s best for them, right?
Ok how monster-y am I allowed to make Jon before people start throwing rocks at me. Can I make him really monster-y. I wanna make him really monster-y but I also don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable
Ok but Monster Jon going into heat, because this is one more part of himself out of his control. That’s fine though because Jonah is here for him, and Jon tries to be good and pliant, but it’s all so much and he needs more. Jon pinning down Jonah and rubbing against him, just trying to make it stop, he needs it so bad, he feels like he’s burning up. Why isn’t Jonah making it stop right now?
Jonah for just a moment feeling a spike of fear, instinctual because sure, he knew Jon was dangerous, but not to him, surely. Jon is a tamed monster, a pet on the end of the leash that would never think of fighting back. Jon who is so out of it, so needy that he forgets his claws are there, and while they haven’t touched Jonah, they’ve shredded the space around them. He can feel teeth at his throat and he Knows how easily he could be prey. Jon’s thoughts so lost to nothing but instinct, that fear tasting so good, that some part of him wants more.
Jonah taking that badly, pinning Jon down instead, because Jon doesn’t fight he’s getting what he wants. If Jon wanted to he could easily get free, but why would he? Jonah pulling the leash tight reminding Jon that he is in charge here as he fucks him. Reminding Jon that he, not Jonah is still prey here, between the two of them. If Jon had the capacity for thoughts other than, yes and more, he might feel a bit of fear. At how the collar bites into his neck, as Jonah reminds him of his place below him, but none of that matters to the creature, he’s here to be used and filled, and be so so good for Jonah.
at least we will always have cutting open your hand and a vampire immediately latching onto it as some sort of twisted aftercare and foreplay simultaneously
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