YOUR TAGS ON THAT ONE POST... OHHH MY GOD. I'm gonna be thinking about this forever. Jon so so hungry and Elias hiding him and him being so stubborn because he's trying to do better he has to do better but the moment he sees Elias' blood he crumbles because it smells so good and he's so close. Oh. Jon moved closer. When did he do that? Is he drooling? When did he start doing that? Elias looking so disappointed in him for waiting for so long and he's so hungry and he's right there and oh god. Fresh blood is so much better. Fresh blood is SO much better he can hardly think he can't speak it's so good and elias is chiding him and he's so humiliated but oh god he can't stop. Everything feels so hot and he can't stop grinding against him he needs more now now now and Elias pets his hair and chuckles at what a mess he's making and he thinks hes going to explode. When he's finally satisfied and he's so humiliated he's covered in blood everywhere and he tried so hard to be better but god he can't help it and at least it's Elias. At least it's Elias and it was his fault he was a vampire anyway so it was only fair . I'm really normal.
- skiesandcandy
Vampire Jon who didn’t have a choice in becoming a vampire, because when had Jon had a choice in anything? Maybe Jon doesn’t know Elias is a vampire, let alone the vampire who turned him at first. Jon having to stumble through learning what he is like a newborn kitten, if the newborn kitten could rip someone’s throat out.
Jon starving because he doesn’t know what he needs, doing extensive research, and concluding that he’s a vampire, but that he’s going to be a good one. Jon new to this whole vampire thing trying to live off the rats running around the Archives, but they don’t actually help that much, like the statements in canon they’re stale, and not nearly enough.
Jon locking himself in his office to protect his assistants, because he a monster but a tame one. Soon he can’t even get up the energy to move, hiding under his desk as he feels like he’s being eaten from the inside.
Elias finally going to him, Jon protesting weakly but Elias is insistent as he pulls him out from beneath his desk settling him onto his desk. Elias visibly disappointed, he isn’t actually but that outward appearance makes Jon feel a spike of shame, as he slices his hand holding it out to Jon. Almost like you would hold out your hand to let a cat sniff it, not wanting to spook them.
Jon resisting but he’s so hungry and Elias is right here, and he’s offering, it’s okay if he’s offering right? Jon already inches away before he even agrees with that thought in his own mind. He intends to be careful, maybe just a few kitten licks of the dripping blood, but once it hits his tongue he can’t hold back.
Latching onto Elias’s arm chasing the sweet taste, it’s messy and desperate. Elias chiding him for the mess, wondering at his lack of self control, each word carefully barbed to hit Jon where it hurts. When Jon is sated, and god for once in so long he isn’t hungry, he feels like he’s floating, finally sated.
Elias pulling him into his lap, stroking his hair as Jon burrows against him, because it feels so good to be held. He’s had to avoid any sort of touch since he was turned, scared he’d hurt someone. He can’t resist grinding down against Elias’s thigh, all of his senses heightened as he realized how much he needs more.
Elias chiding Jon, calling him an insatiable little thing, so needy. It’s okay he will take care of him, he doesn’t have to think, he’s so bad at it. Elias calling him a good boy, that he’s so pretty like this, that he’s so glad he turned Jon, that he made Jon his.
A spike of betrayal as Jon realizes that the reason he’s like this is because of Elias. That it wasn’t just some monster and bad luck, this was planned, Jon struggling for a second to pull back, but Elias is strong. So Jon surrenders, goes limp, because well it’s not his fault right? Elias did this, Jon can’t fight against Elias, and it feels so good to be held.
Elias stroking Jon over his clothes encouraging him and Jon can’t help but grind against him again because it quiets his thoughts and the edges don’t hurt as much. He comes as he starts to cry, bloody tears, which only adds to the mess he made from feeding. Jon knowing that he can’t go back to starving himself, not after this, he’s a monster, but it’s fine because it’s not his fault. Right?
I have a very clear idea of what monster jons tongue is like but I don’t know how to describe it. Girl help.
Jon’s tongue being like. Bristle-y ? Barbed? What’s it called. A little rough but very pleasing on the skin. Very wet. It’s very long as well. In my beautiful mind
Gnghfhf. Monster jon. Jon biting jonah when he wants attention and in is a mood because he’s been good all day and he’s ignoring him. Being all whiny and bratty and just wanting attention!!! Jon being such a little terror when he gets bored.
I have a very clear idea of what monster jons tongue is like but I don’t know how to describe it. Girl help.
Jon’s tongue being like. Bristle-y ? Barbed? What’s it called. A little rough but very pleasing on the skin. Very wet. It’s very long as well. In my beautiful mind
Now I’m thinking about Jonelias pregnant sex (mostly kinky lmao).
Elias taking advantage of Jon feeling soooo exhausted and fatigued for some gentler cnc scenes. It probably isn’t safe to drug Jon but why does that matter when he’s already so tired, so easy to pin down and fuck? Jon squirming and whining and pleading “please no” while Elias lovingly rubs his swelling stomach and calls him his perfect little slut. Eventually his moans get less and less coherent until he’s chanting please please please while Elias pounds into him.
Elias taking advantage of Jon’s weaker bladder too. Making sure he’s getting enough to drink (“for the baby”), gagging Jon so he can’t speak, spanking him over his desk, teasing him for not being able to handle it until Jon pisses all over it with a helpless little whine. Keeping Jon in lengthy meetings, interrupting whenever it looks like Jon’s about to ask for permission to use the bathroom until he wets himself. Flustered and terrified that he won’t be able to hide it from his colleagues and so turned on. Soaking wet between the slick and piss. Elias fucking him in Jon’s bed (NOT his (neat freak (affectionate)) he is NOT washing those sheets after that), roughly pounding into him, pressing on Jon’s bladder, Jon trying to tell him not to but he can’t get the words out in time and he pees all over them both as he cums with a cry, Elias continuing to thrust him as he degrades Jon for wetting himself like that.
Elias jerking himself off over Jon’s sleeping body, shirt hiked up just enough to expose his pregnant belly and leaking tits, cumming all over Jon’s front and then leaving him like that, ejaculate cooling on his skin.
Elias groping Jon’s tits until milk starts leaking out. Pinning him against the chair he’s sitting in and leaning down to drink from his breasts. Taking long, greedy gulps as he clings onto Jon so tightly. Jon shuddering and moaning and wet, begging for Elias to let him cum until he sighs and acquiesces and presses his knee against Jon’s cunt for him to grind on “if you’re really so desperate for it,” because he doesn’t want to do anything other than pay attention to the milk in Jon’s sensitive tits.
Elias fucking Jon in public, timed just perfectly so that someone else can stumble in on the two of them, see the swell of Jon’s stomach (so far hidden by oversized sweaters. A secret no more). See Elias pounding into him again and again while Jon moans and pleads for his dad. Or maybe it happens later in the pregnancy, milk leaking from his bouncing tits as Elias thrusts up into him. Jon turning and seeing someone standing in the doorway, eyes wide and body tense with terror and humiliation and arousal as he cums untouched from the sensation of being Seen.
Jon pinning Elias down under him as he listens to his statement, drinking it all in. Elias didn’t mean to share it, has already let slip far more than he’d like and is struggling to keep himself reined in enough to hide his most important secrets. But the baby is so hungry, Jon is so hungry and he’d taken Elias off-guard just enough to properly Compel him. And Elias is so hard in his slacks and his frightened voice, his statement, it’s enough to make Jon soaking wet. Riding Elias while he listens to his statement, fucking himself on his cock, feeding on his fear even as they both become more and more desperately aroused…
Gnghfhf. Monster jon. Jon biting jonah when he wants attention and in is a mood because he’s been good all day and he’s ignoring him. Being all whiny and bratty and just wanting attention!!! Jon being such a little terror when he gets bored.
Human Jon, probably having a lot of complicated thoughts about using it/its pronouns, and just not touching those thoughts with a ten foot pole.
Monster Jon, also not touching those thoughts, look we don’t do introspection, but that’s fine because it doesn’t need to. It feeling like a comfortable skin that it can finally put on now that it’s finally where it belongs.
YOUR TAGS ON THAT ONE POST... OHHH MY GOD. I'm gonna be thinking about this forever. Jon so so hungry and Elias hiding him and him being so stubborn because he's trying to do better he has to do better but the moment he sees Elias' blood he crumbles because it smells so good and he's so close. Oh. Jon moved closer. When did he do that? Is he drooling? When did he start doing that? Elias looking so disappointed in him for waiting for so long and he's so hungry and he's right there and oh god. Fresh blood is so much better. Fresh blood is SO much better he can hardly think he can't speak it's so good and elias is chiding him and he's so humiliated but oh god he can't stop. Everything feels so hot and he can't stop grinding against him he needs more now now now and Elias pets his hair and chuckles at what a mess he's making and he thinks hes going to explode. When he's finally satisfied and he's so humiliated he's covered in blood everywhere and he tried so hard to be better but god he can't help it and at least it's Elias. At least it's Elias and it was his fault he was a vampire anyway so it was only fair . I'm really normal.
Vampire Jon who didn’t have a choice in becoming a vampire, because when had Jon had a choice in anything? Maybe Jon doesn’t know Elias is a vampire, let alone the vampire who turned him at first. Jon having to stumble through learning what he is like a newborn kitten, if the newborn kitten could rip someone’s throat out.
Jon starving because he doesn’t know what he needs, doing extensive research, and concluding that he’s a vampire, but that he’s going to be a good one. Jon new to this whole vampire thing trying to live off the rats running around the Archives, but they don’t actually help that much, like the statements in canon they’re stale, and not nearly enough.
Jon locking himself in his office to protect his assistants, because he a monster but a tame one. Soon he can’t even get up the energy to move, hiding under his desk as he feels like he’s being eaten from the inside.
Elias finally going to him, Jon protesting weakly but Elias is insistent as he pulls him out from beneath his desk settling him onto his desk. Elias visibly disappointed, he isn’t actually but that outward appearance makes Jon feel a spike of shame, as he slices his hand holding it out to Jon. Almost like you would hold out your hand to let a cat sniff it, not wanting to spook them.
Jon resisting but he’s so hungry and Elias is right here, and he’s offering, it’s okay if he’s offering right? Jon already inches away before he even agrees with that thought in his own mind. He intends to be careful, maybe just a few kitten licks of the dripping blood, but once it hits his tongue he can’t hold back.
Latching onto Elias’s arm chasing the sweet taste, it’s messy and desperate. Elias chiding him for the mess, wondering at his lack of self control, each word carefully barbed to hit Jon where it hurts. When Jon is sated, and god for once in so long he isn’t hungry, he feels like he’s floating, finally sated.
Elias pulling him into his lap, stroking his hair as Jon burrows against him, because it feels so good to be held. He’s had to avoid any sort of touch since he was turned, scared he’d hurt someone. He can’t resist grinding down against Elias’s thigh, all of his senses heightened as he realized how much he needs more.
Elias chiding Jon, calling him an insatiable little thing, so needy. It’s okay he will take care of him, he doesn’t have to think, he’s so bad at it. Elias calling him a good boy, that he’s so pretty like this, that he’s so glad he turned Jon, that he made Jon his.
A spike of betrayal as Jon realizes that the reason he’s like this is because of Elias. That it wasn’t just some monster and bad luck, this was planned, Jon struggling for a second to pull back, but Elias is strong. So Jon surrenders, goes limp, because well it’s not his fault right? Elias did this, Jon can’t fight against Elias, and it feels so good to be held.
Elias stroking Jon over his clothes encouraging him and Jon can’t help but grind against him again because it quiets his thoughts and the edges don’t hurt as much. He comes as he starts to cry, bloody tears, which only adds to the mess he made from feeding. Jon knowing that he can’t go back to starving himself, not after this, he’s a monster, but it’s fine because it’s not his fault. Right?
Jon still getting kidnapped, only now it’s not to end the world but because he’s Elias’s. Nikola, maybe a vampire, maybe something else entirely. Jon isn’t yet sure how many of the monsters he thought were stories are real. She not human though that he can tell by the way she easily overpowers him chaining him to a chair. How she can hold him still with one hand, fitting a muzzle on his face after his fangs come a bit too close to her fingers.
Nikola taunting Jon, pointing out how many days it’s been that’s he’s been missing and yet his Elias hasn’t found him yet. Feeding him just enough blood to keep him conscious, but not enough to even touch the hunger. Nikola leading him around her ‘Circus’ on a heavy leash, once he’s too weak to fight, yanking him along whenever he slows too much for her liking.
Nikola getting bored as Jon stops reacting to her taunts, poking and prodding him to get a reaction. Like a child with a toy that ran out of batteries, just trying to get him to be fun again. Jon giving up, thinking he’s finally going to die when Nikola stops bringing him blood, he hasn’t seen her in what must be days. He hadn’t seen anyone, maybe they forgot about him, just like Elias.
Jon thinking he’s hallucinating, that’s he’s finally lost it when he feels someone removing the muzzle. He flinches but the hands are so gentle, prying it off, trying not to hurt him. Jon open his eyes, and now he knows he’s dreaming because Elias is there, kneeling next to him, getting his pristine suit dirty. He doesn’t care if it’s a dream though, leaning into him, whimpering, he’s so hungry, and his dad is here. That thought doesn’t surprise him as much as it should since Elias did make him a monster. The hallucination chuckles, and strokes his cheek, and Jon can’t help leaning in. He whimpers that he was so scared, why didn’t you come sooner, dad, why leave him so alone?
Jon being carried out, and not really believing it’s real till he’s sat down drinking from Elias wrist in the other man’s home. Jon feels a small bit of embarrassment remembering calling Elias dad, but he can’t regret it. Elias pulling him close stroking his hair, telling Jon he’s so good, that he’s sorry but took him so long, that he’ll never let something like this happen again. It’s okay his dad is here, he doesn’t have to be in pain anymore.
The sex they have next is probably the softest they’ve ever had between them. Jon just wanting to be close, to get rid of the feeling of others hands on him, of the empty room, of being paraded like a prize in a leash. Elias holding him tightly, whispering gentle words, how he’s so good, his good boy, don’t worry he’s here, and he won’t let anything get to him again. Jon falling asleep in Elias’s arms, not letting go even asleep.
Future!Jon wrapping past!Jon up with their arms and tail, keeping him pinned and helpless while they fuck him ruthlessly. Tongue-fucking him with something long and limber that licks at all his sensitive spots just right. Past!Jon who can slide his whole fist inside of their cunt with relative ease. Who has to coax their long (barbed?) cock from its sheath before he can take it into his mouth or ass or cunt. Future!Jon pinning him beneath their weight and using him until they’re satisfied. Who has heats that past!Jon can barely keep up with (that maybe Elias can help with…). Past!Jon is always a little afraid his future self will kill and eat him. Will dig out his every secret with claws and teeth. Who shudders with equal fear and arousal whenever those claws prick his soft, vulnerable stomach, those teeth settle too close to his throat. Fascinated and terrified by every deadly, monstrous quality. Who longs for them, in a way he can’t explain but understands far too well anyway.
Oh and past!Jon would be Extremely Normal if his future self got him pregnant. Maybe during their heat.
And past!Jon never really considered it a possibility. Neither of them did. Never thought they could get someone else pregnant. They don’t think of it at all until past!Jon starts showing symptoms.
He probably tries to hide it, I think. Maybe even succeeds for a few weeks. And he’s so terrified of the Thing growing inside of him but far too curious to ever get rid of it.
It’ll be a shitshow, of course (as if their whole… relationship wasn’t messy enough already). Especially if Elias got future!Jon pregnant too. Just an absolute disaster. But really, that’s what makes it fun <3.
The married Lonelyeyes post where Elias is having an affair with Jon so he and Peter can feed on Jon’s anxiety and guilt and shame about being caught is making me think of Elias being a bit of an exhibitionist over their “secret” affair.
He likes to fuck Jon at the institute when other people are nearby and tease Jon for not being quiet. Likes taking Jon just before a meeting so he has to scramble to right himself. Likes eating Jon out while he records a statement and fucking him in a quiet corner of the archives where the assistants probably won’t go. Once or twice he’s had Jon under his desk, warming his cock, when Peter came in for a meeting.
Jon is constantly stressing about all this of course. What others have heard. What others have seen. He gets snippy at Elias about his clear exhibitionism kink and how risky it it. But he enjoys it all, the sex, Elias attention and regard, the thrill of secrecy and risk of discovery, too much to refuse.
Was reminded of this. Anyway I think Jon should get pregnant from this. Terrified and panicking because his boss (who is married) got him pregnant and maybe he can keep hiding the affair but there’s no hiding this, and he knows how much the rumors will swirl.
Jon: I have no self worth issues or parental figure issues in any way or shape or form. Anyways what if Elias wanted me so so bad he couldn’t keep his hands off me even if I didn’t want it, what if all I had to do to make him feel good was just shake and struggle and make such pretty noises while I begged him to let me go. What if I called him dad and said it hurt it hurt and he told me I was taking him so well and I was so pretty and it’s okay, just relax, it’ll start feeling good soon, don’t worry about anything, he’ll make it better, it’s all going to be okay, and I got to be showered in his love and approval without actually doing anything bad.
I think Jon likes it when Jonah rocks him back and forth after a punishment until he stops crying and tells him it’s okay , he knows he can be so much better. I think he should gently brush the hair out of his eyes and ask if he’s ready to behave himself now, all professional like he’s not cradling him so so gently. I think that would do wonders for him.
Im thinking about the jonsashaelias hell trio again. Help. Omega jon,, Jon in heat thinking nobody's there and sadly chirping subvocals never shutting up even though he tries to because he's lonely and wet and why's nobody here?? He's good he's so good he could be so good, did he do something wrong why is nobody here why does nobody want him he could be so good he promises he can be so good. Sasha and Elias finding him ough. Them looking at each other like...well it's not like we can leave him like this is it?? And he's grabbing onto both of them and whining whenever one of them looks like they might go and really wouldn't it be helpful to have two alphas there for him during his heat? Maybe it'd calm him down faster. Jon is going to get completely spoiled his whole heat by two very very different people as he should be.
Ughh, yes JonSashaElias my beloved.
Jon just being absolutely terrible at tracking his heats, and it being even worse when he’s stressed, and his new position being nothing but stress. Jon pushing aside the pre-heat instincts as stress, he wants his office just so because this place is a mess, not because he wants to make a nest. No he isn’t getting more irritable, how dare you suggest that.
Just ignoring all the warnings so of course he goes into heat while staying late at work. In the moments after he realizes but before his brain short circuits, he is thankful of course that everyone probably went home already. Jon curling up in his office with the door cracked open, having dragged the, definitely not soft enough, blanket from the cot and the single pillow into a rather sad nest.
Nobody else is there so he doesn’t even try to muffle his pathetic whining(his thoughts) subvocals. They start off quiet, but quickly escalate. Chirping out about how he’s just so sad and alone. Nobody cares about him, or he wouldn’t be so alone, why can’t anyone see how good he is? What did he do wrong? Is he a bad omega? Why won’t anyone love him?
Jon so deep into trying to soothe himself he doesn’t hear the door open, but his hindbrain definitely notices the scent of two alphas. Sasha and Elias both hesitating at the door. Sasha because she’s genuinely unsure, while Elias is probably trying to figure out how to send Sasha away, but both instinctually posturing a bit.
Jon’s tone changing from sad to more demanding as the two hesitate, because how dare these alphas be here and do nothing? Can’t they see he’s sad and alone, and so wet. Rolling onto his back, because the part of his brain that feels shame is currently on vacation, presenting a very enticing picture.
A quick and silent conversation is had, purely through pointed glances between the two alphas, with the end decision being that neither was willing to back down, and they couldn’t just leave him there.
Jon finding himself pinned between two alphas, his cunt soaking as he pulled onto Elias’s cock. The stretch feels so nice after feeling so empty. Jon’s subvocals being quite verbal even as he’s panting, a bit overwhelmed, because isn’t he so good, look look how good he is please can he have more, he’ll be so good.
Sasha pulling him forward to get his mouth on her own cock, which doesn’t quiet his subvocals one bit. Look isn’t he doing a good, he can take so much, please more. Sasha giving Elias a look that clearly says, well are t you going to do what he says? A teasing little growl in her own subvocals, which are mostly being used to tell Jon that yes he is a good boy.
Sasha and Elias quickly feeling thankful there are two of them after they realize how insatiable Jon is, and how bossy he is during his heat. Both of them quickly learning to listen to whatever the omega chirped about as he got nippy when they didn’t.
They end up at Elias’s home, since he has an actual house and not a flat. The logistics of getting an omega in heat into a car, and then inside, are complicated and only possible with the two of them. Jon slowly starting to calm down as his heat lulls, making sleepy chirpy sounds instead of words now. Clenching down on the cock in his cunt, while mouthing the other, his eyes hazy.
Maybe at some point Sasha considers leaving, because well it’s Elias’s house and Jon seems to have calmed. So she climbs out of the bed and starts to get dressed. Only to immediately freeze at Jon’s sad little whines, because Alpha leaving? Isn’t he a good omega, don’t leave please, isn’t he a good boy?
Elias raising an eyebrow at her, and asking her ‘where she think she’s going Miss James,’ and Sasha growls at his teasing, which of course only amuses him. Sasha going back to Jon fucking him hard again, as Elias strokes his hair. Letting him know what a good boy he’s being for the two of them, even if he is a bossy little thing.
Jon finally passing out after being throughly fucked, but completely wrapped around the two with no way to extricate themselves. Or at least when they try the omega clings tightly letting out a soft little growl. Both deciding that this can be future them problem, ignoring whatever mortification they may feel in the morning.
Elias slipping Jon’s ring off while they kiss before bending him over the nearest surface. Elias leaving marks Jon desperately has to hide. Collaring Jon so tenderly and lovingly as Jon shakes from the implications of ownership. Of possession. Elias driving Jon home, Jon asking him if he wants to come in… Elias fucking Jon in the bed he shares with his spouse, making him beg and plead and whine and all for him. Jon getting pregnant, and maybe not knowing who the other parent is, or maybe knowing all too well. Jon so so afraid and Elias pulling him into his arms, hand on Jon’s stomach, because he does know, and he’s so very pleased…
woah this character is so cool i wish they were covered in blood their whole body trembling with a look of absolute horror on their face as theyre struggling to breathe in panic
post mag 200 Jon and Jonah waking up in Jonah’s office the day Jon got hired. Jon is confused and upset, upset that he is alive, that Jonah is alive. Jon tackling Jonah to the ground, trying to choke him because he has no other weapon. and choking is someone is hard and Jonah is barely resisting, the fear in his eyes barely present. how dare he not feel scared! how dare he think Jon wouldn’t kill him when he already did so! how dare he be right! how dare he soothingly stroke the back of Jon’s hand and look at him Knowingly! how dare Jonah know that it took so much to kill him the first time
Jon collapsing into Jonah’s arms, shaking and sobbing, clinging to him, ashamed and relieved both. Jon finally admitting to himself that he missed Jonah. Jonah confessing that he missed him too, the many times he watched Jon while in prison and it took everything to not get up and leave. how he wanted to see Jon hunt, to witness his development with his own two eyes. how beautiful Jon was when extracting a statement (and that should make Jon feel ashamed but all he feels is satisfaction)
my biggest issue when it comes to engaging with any fandom, really, is that everyone tends to picture the fictional men it revolves around as dominant. and I tend to see them all as submissive, and hopelessly so. can you see the tragedy and pain I live through each day
“come here, baby girl,” he growls. well, does he? does he? he’s the baby girl you cow. break his back right the fuck now. make him squirm or so help me god
Favourite ship dynamic: no one truly knows what exactly is going on between the two characters, including the characters themselves. But whatever it is, it’s written in the fabric of the universe.
Enough of the trope where memory loss undoes the damage or the corruption or whatever. More content where removing memories just removes the context.
The tragedy of needing to grieve and not knowing what or who you lost or why. The angst of having trauma and being denied the awareness that it’s trauma. The suspense of being different somehow and left to wonder how and when. The tension of knowing that something is off and you can’t find where it hurts. The Adventure Zone gets it. Kingdom Hearts gets it.
There is an aching inside you and you don’t know how it got there.
Thinks about Tim and sasha domming jon together. I think Jon should get teased out of his mind. As a treat.
Let me talk about JonTimSasha pre-archives because they are rotating in my brain.
Setting the stage, Tim and Sasha, who are friends, who tried hooking up once but realized they weren’t the most compatible. Still they are Tim and Sasha, you don’t find one without the other, they are a packaged set do not separate, and of course everyone at the Institute thinks they’re dating, they aren’t really they’re something between them, but not that.
On the scene arrives Jon who is doing his best to get a good grade in his first ever job. He is very professional, and is here to work and nothing else. See how professional is, no this is not a thinly veiled anxiety disorder. So he tries so hard, but no matter what he does he can’t stop feeling like he’s being watched and judged, but he doesn’t know why.(We know why.)
And now our characters intersect, Tim seeing Jon who is clearly not doing well. Taking it upon himself to invite him to attend lunch with Sasha and him, not taking no for an answer. Mostly to make sure he eats lunch because Tim’s pretty sure he’s never seen him eat.
Tim flirting with Jon because that’s his default, and being surprised that instead of shooting him down, Jon blushes and stammers. Which well they smell blood in the water. Sasha and Tim teaming up and doing their best to make Jon as red as possible.
This continues to Friday when they invite Jon out to the pub, which again neither is taking, no I have work to do for an answer, since Elias does not pay overtime. So they end up drinking together and Sasha and Tim resume their new joy in life which is flirting until Jon is about to pass out.
Only now emboldened by alcohol, and maybe a bit of wanting to hold his own, Jon responds to the teasing with the equivalent of, are you all just talk or what? This begins the game of chicken, only none of them are backing down snd also honestly none of them want you to get off this ride really?
This leads to the three of them ending up at Sasha’s(She’s got the nicest bed), to as Jon put it, prove that they aren’t just talk. In the couch with Sasha and Tim on either side of Jon, who is currently squirming in his seat. Sasha keeping a running commentary on how he’s being so good for them, while Tim sees how dark he can make the hickeys he’s sucking into his neck. Jon squeaking as Sasha’s hands are suddenly under his clothes, and look she’s lost her top as well somewhere.
Clothes continue to go mysteriously missing until the three end up in bed, Jon pinned between the two of them again. Tim eating him out while Sasha exploits his praise kink, telling Jon how good he is. Tim stopping just short of allowing Jon to come, Sasha telling him that if he asks very nicely he can. Jon whining because he’s so close, and please, please, he’s being good.
Tim resuming his previous ministrations, while Sasha plays with his chest, and the two together make Jon come like a thunderclap. Jon whining as neither stop, wringing two more orgasms out, Sasha calling him insatiable, such a good slut. Jon turning into a human puddle, his face feeling like it’s on fire for the small part of him that is still coherent.
The rest of the night is spent seeing just how empty headed Jon can get, and how he’s so good at following orders.
The next day, sober they’ll talk about it, like adults, and a few weeks later Jon will have a pretty new collar, and Tim and Sasha will become Tim, Sasha and Jon.
Sasha messing with Jon is so fun to think about…her not letting Jon cum just because he’s so cute when he’s squirming and whining and trying so hard to be good when all he wants to do is rut against the bed and cum himself stupid. Her finding all his most sensitive spots and exploiting them whenever he’s not supposed to cum because he gets so cute begging her not to make him cum because he wants to be good :(( she’s normal about him.
Look you could go the easy way of Jonah stealing his coat, but what if it wasn’t that. What if Jon, who wants to know things so badly, who is just as curious as a selkie as he is as a human made a deal. He needs to know about the things that he can’t explain. He finds a human who seems to know so much, who has the answers. Not only that but he listens to Jon, Jon who never really fit in with his pod, who just wants someone to listen. He finds that in Jonah, who treats him as something precious, and looks at him as though he matters.
So Jon trades his coat(his soul), for knowledge, and what he could have with Jonah.
I see a man (fictional), I am generally like “okay”. I see the same man (fictional) being put in a situation, covered in dirt and blood, perhaps soaking wet, actively sobbing and shaking like a chihuahua, and I am saying “yay” and “yippee” and things of this nature
Look you could go the easy way of Jonah stealing his coat, but what if it wasn’t that. What if Jon, who wants to know things so badly, who is just as curious as a selkie as he is as a human made a deal. He needs to know about the things that he can’t explain. He finds a human who seems to know so much, who has the answers. Not only that but he listens to Jon, Jon who never really fit in with his pod, who just wants someone to listen. He finds that in Jonah, who treats him as something precious, and looks at him as though he matters.
So Jon trades his coat(his soul), for knowledge, and what he could have with Jonah.
Omega Jon realizing/revealing he has both a mommy and daddy kink while in heat. Sasha and Elias immediately going with it, but also teasing the hell out of Jon later. Look they found it hot too, but Jon blushes really pretty.
Thinks about monster Jon Knowing any pregnancies are very likely to take right now and proceeding to immediately jump Jonah to fuck (who was going to do the same thing.) Two guys with weird possessive tendencies and a fucked up view of love get stuck in a panopticon what will they do (get Jon pregnant as many times as humanly possible)
Thinks about jon in the weeks before heat setting up a nice big nest and being all needy and fussy all the time. Thinking about Jon going out to hunt more often and being especially temperamental with his prey. Bringing Jonah back some poor soul to feed off of as a gift for his mate who’s going to spend weeks making him feel SO good soon <3 Jon impatient because he wants to be bred now and being so so fussy all the time. Nipping at Jonah whenever he ignores him because he wants his attention Now not in five minutes. U make someone into a giant dragon you gotta accept that they’re going to be so so whiny all the time. At some point Jonah starts fingering Jon with one hand and doing a task with another because Jon gets so attention starved leading up to his heat. Jon in heat <333
Hnghfh. I am once again thinking about monster jon getting drugged. Monster Jon so weak and helpless and his eyes are soooo heavy and he’s so wet. Tail wagging tiredly because Jonah can be as rough as he wants now, he’s strong enough to take it but he’s still so so helpless. He’s still just jonahs good boy <33 and he’s so uncoordinated trying so hard to do what Jonah wants but everything’s so fuzzy and warm and he can hardly think and he’s just so so sensitive. Jonah manhandling him all around because he’s so uncoordinated and needs jonah tugging on his leash or just straight up moving his limbs for him just to do anything, he’s so helpless and sweet and precious and he’s basking in it. Jonah fingering him while Jon trills and chirps and chitters and tries to move his hips to get him deeper but he’s getting so weak he can hardly do anything. So pliant and only able to whine whine whine. Jonah telling him how sweet he is like this, just his pretty boy, his precious little archives, and Jon purrs because he can barely focus on anything but he knows Jonahs so proud of him and he’s showing him how good he is. Jon should get so full of cum while he’s barely even able to move. Jon should get pregnant <3 and start happily chittering and trying to move and get every last drop of cum once he realizes yes it’s going to take, barely able to think but knowing he wants it so so bad. I just think monster jon <3
Jon who is not yet the Archivist, just a lowly researcher, ending up on the wrong side of the lonely. Maybe he reads a Leitner, or just gets on the wrong side of someone, the how doesn’t really matter.
He doesn’t notice at first, he’s used to being ignored, unless someone wants something. He’s used to people letting doors swing in his face, or pretending not to hear when he asks to hold the elevator. Only he thought that he had made friends at the Instititute. Of course when he confronts his coworkers and they stare right through him, well that’s a bit odd. Maybe they’re playing a trick, but no nothing he does gets more of a reaction than a shiver.
Jon spending the next few weeks completely alone, he still gets his work done, pretends someone is talking to him even if their eyes slide right off. He feels cold, realizes he needs to wear a jacket inside now. He’s confused, because no one else seems to notice. He quickly forgets that as he realizes he’s fading. Staring in shock as he goes to grab a pen and his hand slides through the desk it rests on,
That’s when the terror hits, because what if he does just fade away? What if no one even notices? Was he really that forgettable? No one had even wondered where he went, showed up to his flat to check on him or even given him a call. Maybe that’s his fault, he did push people away, maybe this is just a natural consequence of his personality.
Jon just wants someone to see him, he’s just, he’s just so alone. He ends up breaking down once he makes it back to his flat, all the panic and fear he had been suppressing coming out at once. He’s going to die here, and no one is going to notice. He’s going to disappear just like the boy whose name he can’t remember.
Still he has to try something, other than just living his life, going to work and waiting to fade. So he heads out, the strangers he runs into don’t acknowledge him either, even when he grabs one of their arms and shakes its they just look confused before walking right past him. The panic is bubbling up again, he starts running, feeling pulled along almost, but well his current panic state doesn’t leave him thinking clearly.
He realizes he’s back at his job when he collides with someone solid. Jon stumbles back almost falling only to be caught by a hand grabbing his arm steadying him.
“Jon please look at where you’re going, this is not the welcome back I expected.” Jon freezes because he realizes he’s just run into Elias, who had caught him, stopped him from falling. Elias was looking at him that piercing gaze that sometimes felt like it could pierce his soul. Jon looked at his arm where Elias still held on, his touch feeling like fire after not having any human contact in weeks.
“You can see me?” Jon couldn’t help but latch onto Elias, his voice trembling. Jon breaking as he realizes Elias’s gaze doesn’t slide off him, is just as focused as always. Sobbing into Elias’s chest and if he hadn’t spent the past month supernaturally isolated, he would feel completely mortified.
Somehow they end up in Elias’s office where Jon finds himself giving a statement, for a moment when Jon describes his experiences he could swear Elias looked pleased, but it passed quickly and Jon decided he’d imagined it, or it was a mistake, he’s not the best at reading people.
Elias resting a hand on his shoulder once he’s done, he’s saying something but Jon can’t hear him. He he leans against him, starting to cry again. He just…he just wants to be held, because he’s not cold anymore. He hadn’t realized how cold he had been. Elias pulling him against his chest, muttering something about allowing it. Jon finally feeling like he’s stopped fading, like he’s solid again, and he can be embarrassed about practically sitting in his boss’s lap later. For now he just wants to be seen.
Stupid AU where whenever the others need Elias to be distracted so they can talk Jon goes and jerks off. And Elias Knows what he’s doing but it works every time anyway.
I am thinking about Sasha taking pictures of Jon restrained. All bruised up and crying, gagged and dripping all over himself, touching himself for her to watch and clearly worked up over being watched…hnghfh. Jons budding exhibitionism kink save me…
I am once again thinking about how a lot of Jon’s kinks are just horny versions of shit he hates. Of his trauma and insecurities as well tbh.
He hates being considered incompetent at literally anything or needing help or someone holding his hand through something. He LOVES being “trained” so to speak in scenes, he loves being called well trained especially, he loves being treated like he’s so so smart and such a fast learner.
(Sasha bending him over, showing him how to last longer without cumming, being so proud when he figures it out!! Look at him!! Her good boy, so smart! So talented!! Hes squirming happily the whole time, an embarrassing little grin on his flushed face because he did a good job and Sashas smiling so wide at him and he feels so so warm. She takes photos as evidence <3 he’s gonna want to see how he looked in the morning.)
Jon hates not knowing what he’s doing or feeling stupid. He LOVES dumbification shit. He loves being treated like he’s so helpless and dumb in a safe sweet way. Yk.
(So whiny and drunk out of his mind, can barely keep his thoughts in one place. Can’t do anything but rut against Tim’s hand so so confused why he won’t let him cum because he’s been good. He’s been good why is he being so MEAN to him. Tim laughing at how needy he is and that usually means he’s going to start being nice now so he keeps pushing into his hand whining for his attention. “Poor baby.” Tim calls him, and he’s so embarrassed because he knows he’s making a mess everywhere and he can’t even figure out what’s going on just that it feels really good and he wants more. Why isn’t Tim giving him more? Tim’s hard. He could fuck him. He wants more. He keeps slurring all his words and making Tim and Sasha giggle which means he’s doing good, so why aren’t they touching him?? :( )
(Jon barely able to form a sentence whining because he’s came so much tonight but he still needs more , he still needs more and he’s so sensitive he thinks he could cum if Tim breathed too hard on him right now. Jon so so wet and Sashas laughing at how whiny he is but isn’t he good??? He’s been so good. She’s saying he deserves to cum again and again and it hurts and it’s too much but he cant help whining for her anyway. Tim’s saying he’s so much cuter when he feels too good to think and he whines happily because he just wants to please him soso bad :((( )
He hates being babied. He also has the biggest daddy kink known to man.
(Elias stroaking his hair, scritching at the base of his neck, telling him how handsome and clever he is. He feels so warm in his lap, even though he’s not the one fully clothed. Elias telling him he made him so proud today, giving him little snacks, roughly shoving him onto the desk and praising how much stronger he’s gotten, it was harder to get him down this time. He can’t hold back his flustered grin.)
(Elias shoving him down and admiring him, “teaching” him how to get off properly, all false professional and stern, as Jon rocks into him panting softly. Trying so hard to pay attention but it feels so good and the collar is comforting and firm around his neck and his fingers are calloused and practiced, and he feels so embarrassing next to him. Dripping all over his desk, so much less experienced, like he doesn’t know anything at all- but that’s the point, isn’t it? Elias is going to show him. He feels giddy. Elias smiles down at him approvingly, like he can read his mind. He wants to bask in his approval forever.)
(Elias referring to himself as Jons father. Apologize to your father, Jon. Your dad’s here, it’s okay now. Do you need your dad to make you feel better? You make me so proud, you know that? Jon eats it up everytime. Little whines of dad and sir and please, love you, more. Jon eating up every little bit of approval. Jon trying so hard to impress him and Elias clapping him gently on the shoulder and telling him to relax. It’s just his dad. He’ll take care of him. Jon wants to vibrate out of his skin.)
This says nothing about his psychological issues (lying)
So much of this comes down to Jon just really REALLY wants an excuse to be seen as doing a Good Job and not incompetent just endearing or so so smart. And his deep rooted desire to be cared for versus feeling like that’s childish and going to make them lose respect. But if it’s a mentor figure than that’s their Job they’re teaching him and he’s learning well enough to deserve their care. This once again says nothing about his problems.
Time for me to think about je being a thing for ten years…Elias having TEN YEARS to manipulate Jon….ough. Obviously i am going to make this so so horny
Jon so firmly under elias’ thumb…Elias’ good boy!! Elias as one of his only connections to last THIS long. Elias’ favorite!!! Jons so thrilled and so nervous when Elias makes him archivist but he refuses to let him down after everything Elias has done for him. Elias should fuck him over his brand new desk. Elias should whisper how proud he is and how much he’s grown and Jon should shiver underneath him, call him dad dad dad, trying so hard to be quiet because he doesn’t want to ruin this by getting caught. Jon feeling so so special and precious and owned <333 Jon who trusts Elias much more than in canon <3333 je…
Jon should spend soooo much time in Elias’ office. It should be his favorite place to fuck in. He should noticeably relax when Elias bends him over his desk from the familiarity of it. Elias should have a picture of Jon he keeps in his wallet. It changes as Jon changes as he gets those gray hairs. Elias should tell him he thinks they’re beautiful. And he means it. Elias has had a…different view on pain, on fear, for a long time now. Elias should run his hands through his hair as Jon blows him, humming happily at knowing he’s doing good and he’s being so so useful. A part of Jon liking the idea of other people knowing how *good* he is for Elias and only Elias. Elias’ office is the place he knows the best. Sometimes Elias tells him stories of what he’s done over the years, where he got some of those trinkets. Jon listens with rapt attention, eyes bright. Jon likes sitting under Elias’ desk. Elias put cushioning there specifically for him a long time ago <3
the first rule of shipping is get aromantic with it. the second rule is that gender and sexuality are what i want them to be. the third rule is have fun and be yourself
the fourth rule is it doesn’t have to be fucking canon
FIFTH RULE IT IS ALWAYS MORALLY CORRECT TO MAKE THAT SHIP MORE TOXIC!!!!!
Having soft thoughts about Omega Jon, just him wanting to be taken so seriously and stressing himself out so much that it sends him into heat. Jon who is just so out of touch with his body, not noticing till he’s holed up in his office after stealing Sasha’s scarf. Pressing the soft fabric against his face letting the Alpha’s scent wash over him.
Sasha the last to leave the office realizing her scarf is missing. Thinking she might have dropped it in Jon’s office she goes to check. Of course as soon as she opens the door a wave of pheromones hits her, and she can hear soft little whimpers.
Jon’s subvocals barely above a whisper as he’s clearly trying to keep quiet, asking over and over why he’s alone, isn’t he good? He can be so good just don’t leave him alone.
Sasha’s own subvocals answering immediately that’s she’s here, that she knows he’s so good. Finding Jon hidden under his desk her scarf wrapped around his hands as he presses it against his face, half trying to hide, half wanting to crawl into her arms.
Sasha pulling him into her lap, he’s so light and small, letting him tuck his face against her neck. It smells so much better than the secondhand scent from her scarf and he practically melts into her. Sasha holds him close stroking his hair as he continues to chirp that he can be so so good, and she rumbles back that he is good, so good for her, that’s she’s here and he doesn’t have to be alone.
Sasha setting Jon up with plenty of nesting material once she gets him back to her flat. Jon making a comfy nest being very particular about where everything goes, as Sasha keeps up a constant litany of good, so good, such a smart good omega. Jon preening happily at the praise, because yes he is very good,
Sasha finally pouncing on him once he seems content with his nest. Gently nipping at his neck as she presses him into the pillows he just finished arranging, her subvocals still constant. Such a good omega, so smart so pretty, so good all for me.
Jon whining in embarrassment but already squirming as her praise goes straight to his cunt. She helpfully presses a leg between his, and he immediately starts rubbing against her, leaving a smear of slick. While he’s busy rutting against her she starts on his tits, kneading and squeezing them, teasing him about how they’re just perfect handfuls.
If Jon had upper functions of his brain working he’d probably explode, but as it is it just feels so good. Right now all he can think of is how nice it feels to have someone there. How he just wants to be taken care of, it’s so much better than trying to go through a heat alone.
Sasha lazily fucking into him because why would she be in a hurry? He’s not going anywhere, not with how closely he currently resembles a puddle beneath her. Jon making little squeaks of pleasure every time she pushes forward. He’s not really even conscious anymore, lost in a haze of sensation just enjoying the feeling of being full.
The je Sci fi au always gets me. Fellas is it gay to intimately repair your boss and they make satisifed little noises that you try very very hard not to think about what they remind you of. I am sexualizing the machine today. Jon handling all of the most fragile pieces of elias..hnghg
-skiesandcandy
Oh yes.
Jon trying so hard to keep plausible deniability, no he’s just doing his job. Look it means nothing that he’s the only one the computer allows to crawl amongst their wires. All computers make those noises, he is very professional thank you very much.
Yeah no one buys this, and honestly the fatality rate has gonna way down now that the slightly murderous ship AI seems to be distracted. So everyone just turns a blind eye to anything going on.
Jon secretly, okay not secretly at all everyone can tell, loving Elias’s attention, the cameras all turning to follow him. Jon constantly talking to him, confessing all his secrets, and his insecurities, look maybe a machine is the only one who actually understands him.
Jon touching himself in his bunk carefully in view of Elias’s mechanical eyes. He’s so embarrassed but Elias telling him it’s only fair. After all Jon gets to handle his delicate circuitry, and while he can’t physically touch Jon he can guide him verbally. Jon squirming as Elias calls him a good boy, so precious to him, how he almost wishes he still had a body just so he could take Jon apart properly. Jon comes harder than he ever has before at the thought.
I think the Institute should host a fancy fundraising party and Elias should bring Jon as his date.
Jon wearing a fancy dress that Elias brought him, because Jon you can’t wear just anything. Elias pulling him into a back room because well, he can only keep his hands to himself for so long. Jon having to muffle his moans with one hand, as Elias helpfully reminds him that the walls aren’t overly thick as he thrusts into him. Elias coming inside him with a contented sigh before sliding a plug into him, since he wouldn’t want to leak onto his fancy clothes.
Jon then having to spend the rest of the party very aware of how wet he is, and how stretched he feels. Jon being unable to say no as Elias takes him to the dance floor, almost cumming right there at the thought that everyone can tell how full he is.
I think Jon should try managing his S1 stress levels with Terrible Bad Idea CNC sex with Elias. It’s barely negotiated. Elias regularly bypasses Jon’s boundaries and Jon regularly doesn’t say shit about it. Jon will storm up to his office and provoke him into a fight and Elias will wrestle him down while Jon tries and fails to fight back. And he’s a little afraid and a lot turned on and he always puts up a serious fight that’s never enough to stop Elias from forcing his legs open and thrusting inside (often with minimal preparation).
Anyway after being forced down and brutally fucked until he cums (often multiple times) Jon is finally all nice and relaxed. Loose and pliant too, so very good for Elias, willing to lie back and just take whatever Elias wants to give him. And Elias will let him cum again (as a reward for being so very good) before finishing deep inside.
While Jon recovers, Elias will slip his collar on and play with his hair and maybe clean up his dripping cunt (or maybe plug Jon up, keep his cum inside where it belongs (where it can potentially breed him, if they’re both very lucky <3)). And then he’ll go back to his spreadsheets because neither of these two losers can be bothered with doing actual aftercare when they have Work. Once Jon’s certain he can stand he’ll walk (all shaky and wobbly) back down the stairs into the archives, feeling all blissfully fucked out, stress (somewhat) banished.
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