Hey hold on. Why haven’t I been mixing power gap with omegaverse?? Ohhhhh my god. Young intern Jon who looks up to his middle-aged charming alpha boss. Who veiws him as a steadying comforting presence. Who hates how easily Elias gets to all his worst omega instincts. Who spends one-too-many late nights working alongside Elias (who is such a good mentor, who really cares, who-) going into heat, and one thing just leads to another, and in a few days he wakes up finally lucid, only to realize that he’s in bed with his boss, that he’s been claimed, and that he’s almost certainly pregnant. And it’s far too late.
Intern 🥚 Jon dressing like Elias, trying to emulate his look, but it not looking right on him. Elias feeling flattered and seeing a way to take advantage of this getting clothes more fitted to him. He invites Jon to his house with a few choices and has Jon try them on in front of him modeling for him. Jon blushing as Elias praises him. Of course he has to get close, how else could he be sure it fits.
Elias having him try more risqué things as he slowly boils 🥚 Jon, getting him more feminine cuts. Teasing that they suit him so much better. Elias running his hands all over Jon under the very flimsy pretense of making sure it sits properly on his frame,
Vivisection scars are sooooooo sexy though, like yes babe, show me how you were so horrifically dehumanized that you were cut open and parts of you were removed even as you begged for a scrap of kindness and mercy 🥰
The violation and violence of having someone else’s hands digging into your body, pulling pieces of you out like it’s a game, their eyes cold and impassive because all you are to them is an experiment. That’s all you’ll ever be now. That’s all you’ll ever be able to see yourself as, every time you look in the mirror, every time you look at the scars.
If you pulled the scars open, would you see that you still have lungs to breathe? A stomach to eat?
A heart still beating in your chest?
Or would it all just be an empty cavity, the things that make you a person plucked out to be stored in jars?
Young intern Omega Jon waking up at the tail end of his heat curled against Elias still seated and stuck on his knot. Jon’s body covered in bruises, reaching up to find a fresh bandage on his neck covering his new claiming bite. Jon starting to panic, which just makes him clamp down, which wakes Elias.
Elias holding Jon close soft rumbles coming from his chest working on Jon’s new instincts to trust his Alpha. Jon knowing in some small part of himself that this is wrong, but the fresh mark on his neck rewired most of that. Jon looking down at his stomach which is distended, he half wonders if he’ll look like this is Elias’s breeding takes.
Jon starting to cry softly, as he considers that actually this might be bad. Elias thrusting lazily into him, chasing away those distressing thoughts Jon is having.
Y’know what I think Jon might like somnophilia from both ends.
Just. Getting to enjoy someone else’s body. No fuss, no awkwardness. No having to worry about their pleasure. Just grinding against someone until he finds release. Fucking into them with a strap until he cums. Whining softly as he rides their cock. No worries about embarrassing himself. About reciprocation. About anything more complicated than feeling good, enjoying the ability to touch without restraint.
Of course he likes the reverse, too. Getting to please someone else, letting himself be used. Don’t need to worry about making them feel good, about doing a good job, about being enough. Only knowing he’s been used when he wakes up to the taste of slick or cum in his mouth, on his skin. To cum leaking from one of his holes. His agency stripped from him, lying back helpless and oblivious as somebody else helps themselves to his body.
And he worries about it endlessly. Does it make him a bad person to fantasize about these things? Does he want to hurt people? Is he somehow cruel or dangerous? Is he fetishizing other people’s abuse? The guilt and the shame come creeping every time he thinks about sex (which only makes it appeal more, really. Nobody to see, nobody to know. Unless he’s the victim, of course. Blameless, unable to fight back against a violation he didn’t know was happening). Either way, it’s never enough to turn his mind away from the concept when he touches himself.
Elias should help Jon explore this I think <3
Especially the first aspect. Telling Jon it’s ok, he understands. Fond, a little condescending too. Sometimes Jon just needs his father’s cock, his cum, and who is he to deny his darling boy? Jon can do whatever he wants as long as he doesn’t wake him.
He won’t let Jon refuse but Jon tells himself that he won’t. That it would be wrong even with Elias’ permission. He shouldn’t. But then one night he wakes from a dream, aroused, rutting into Elias’ leg as he sleeps. And he hates himself for it but he’s so turned on and he just keeps going, humping Elias’ thigh until he cums in his briefs. And it felt so good and it’s still not enough. He’s whimpering and climbing into Elias’ lap, shakily pulling his cock out of his underwear, so anxious and afraid and so so wet. So needy. He knows he should at least get a condom but he doesn’t want to stop. Can’t stop himself. He just wants this so bad. Needs Elias inside him as soon as possible. Sinking down slowly onto his cock with a soft little whimper. Rolling his hips forward, trying to stifle his moans and cries. He’s slumped forwards onto Elias, whispering “please please please” as he keeps going. He cums again and it’s still not enough. Not with Elias soft and sleeping under him, cock still hard inside of him, buried to the hilt. He keeps going rocking back and forth until he brings himself to yet another orgasm, barely even noticing as the clenching of his walls causes Elias to finish inside of him.
When he’s done he slinks back. He needs to clean Elias up, needs to hide the evidence of what he did (Elias said it was ok, said he wanted Jon to do this) (Jon still feels so guilty). But he can’t get up to get tissues, not without the risk of disturbing Elias. That’s why he has to take Elias’ limp cock in his mouth, gently sucking on it while he rubs his clit. That’s why he has to lick it clean as he cums with a soft little gasp. Finally fully sated, Jon crawls back up the bed and curls himself in Elias’ arms, trying to pretend he didn’t just have some of the most satisfying orgasms of his life.
And it’s going to happen again, and again, and again. Each time Jon tries to pretend is the last time, but it feels so good that he always succumbs to his libido in the end, aching for Elias’ cock. It’ll only get worse when the symptoms start, when he realizes that he’s pregnant. They were being so safe otherwise, but during those dark, quiet hours where Jon uses Elias’ sleeping body he rarely remembers, can’t tear himself away even when he does. He knows how he got pregnant, just like he knows that in a few nights he’s going to stretch himself out and fuck himself on his lover’s cock while he sleeps peacefully beneath him….
Man jons kinks are very funny because they’re just. So telling. Oh you wanna realllyyyy lean into being Elias’ employee. You want him to be your dad. You wanna be his dog. Mkay. You view Tim as smarter and Better than you and you want him to get you drunk out of your mind so you don’t have to worry about impressing him. You want to be just something cute and helpless to fuck. Okay. Sure. You want to be something cute and so so smart for Sasha and be her whiny little pet that impresses her so much and makes her so proud and does so many tricks on command? Sure. I’m sure this says nothing about your deep rooted emotional trauma. Nothing at all.
I need Elias to be indulging of Jon pre canon, agreeing easily to his request. I need him to be fond and adoring, enjoying his gift without having to keep away. Jon is not the Archivist yet, Elias can enjoy his gift for a little longer
I need for that fondness to be obvious. I need people to Know and see the difference in Elias’ treatment of Jon compared to everyone else. just how much more passionate he is when with Jon. I need Elias to be in a good mood after Jon visits his office and for people to notice it. for there to be a joke that the best time to ask Elias for something is right after Sims leaves his office because he tends to be nicer and more agreeable then
I just need Elias to adore Jon and that adoration being what dooms Jon in the ens
Basically. Jon wants to be Elias’ student/employee / dog, to be sashas kitty, to be someone lost and confused that Tim’s taking under his wing and teaching him how to be a good boy, and gerrys mutt/prey. Any questions.
Literally anyone who’s ever known about jons trauma and does scenes with him probably has Realizations every session and is just sitting there wondering if it’d be polite to ask. Except elias elias is exploiting that shit. He’s playing mind games he’s seeing the trauma and digging in sooo deep. “You try so hard, Jon. Don’t you deserve a father that wants you back?” As he takes him ‘against his will.’ “You’re so brave. I know it hurts. I’ll make it better. You’re such a good boy, letting me do this to you.” He is looking at his emotional trauma and exploiting it happily. He is going “I don’t know how they can hate you so much when you’re this perfect for me, Jon. They don’t know you like I do. What a sweet thing.” He should do severe psychological damage to him while giving him everything he’s ever wanted. It should be everything he’s ever wanted to hear and it should hurt so so bad. Okay. He should feel so hollow and so wanted by the end. Wake up with him working in the next room. Hgnfhh.
Elias forcefemming transfem egg Jon. I have no idea how someone would sneakily apply hormones but Elias should do it (maybe applying it in gel form while she sleeps?). Making her drink lots of water and then keeping her too long in a meeting until she wets herself and oh dear, looks like the only available clothes is a skirt someone left in the lost and found. Well, it’s very fetching, it suits you, maybe you should keep it. Jon’s confused when her chest starts to grow (why is it doing that? Is something wrong?) but afraid that if she goes to the doctor they’ll do something to reverse it (and why is she so afraid? Why did she feel so light and ecstatic when Elias said he thought her skirt looked beautiful on her? Why, when she first caught sight of herself in that dress in the mirror, did she stop and stare, drinking in the person she saw there, hit with that deep, odd longing that had haunted her her whole life?)
Goddd. Jon admitting to Elias her chest is growing Jon being needled into saying “Well if i go to the doctor, they might…reverse it.” Elias saying “you look healthy to me, if it makes you feel any better, Jon.” It doesn’t. What does is hearing him call them tits for the first time and woah. Okay. Okay why was that. A thing. She thinks about it for weeks. Everytime she sees herself in the mirror. Hfmfhhf. Look ok. She deserves to get forcefemmed. If you can’t crack your egg on your own you deserve a friend to crack it for you
🥚 Jon who’s chest isn’t huge but definitely bigger from what Elias has been slipping him. Having issues with his clothes because all of his professional wear that Elias helped him choose is too tight on his chest. Jon hiding the fact that he can’t fully button up his shirts with a coat. Only for the air conditioning in the archives to ‘break’ causing Jon to have to choose between heat stroke and everyone seeing how much his chest has grown.
Elias making a comment about Jon dressing a bit slutty for a professional setting. Offering to get Jon some more appropriate clothes for their current frame.
Of course the outfits he chooses only draw more attention to Jon’s chest.
I sometimes wonder if I, a dumb sex-favourable asexual, write smut differently from allos because it’s different things that get me going than “Oh shit, he’s hot” but I’m not in the mood to get stoned to death on the “shipping asexual characters in this way is disgusting” website for starting this discussion…
I think Jon has many fantasies about everyone knowing what a good boy he is and praising him for being so well trained and so useful. Maybe in a free use context. The office’s cherished pet. He belongs to elias, obviously, but they’re allowed to play with him as much as he wants, and he’d be so good for them, doing whatever they wanted. I’m thinking about it.
Elias inviting 🥚 Jon to a fundraiser for three institute, of course he tells Jon he’ll provide something for him to wear. Jon getting a delivery the night of and it’s not the suit he’s expecting it’s a lovely dress. Jon staring at the outfit wondering if Elias meant to send this.
He is about to call before deciding to put the dress on, just because no other reason. It fits perfectly and makes his new breasts look even bigger with how his chest is now framed. Jon looking at himself in the mirror, imagining going to the party looking like this.
Elias arriving to pick him up before he’s stopped admiring himself in the mirror. Jon opening the door without thinking, before immediately blushing. Elias apologizing pretending he sent the wrong outfit, but it’s okay Jon looks lovely in this. Elias would hate for the two of them to miss the party, it’s very important after all for the institute.
Elias using she/her on Jon in bed, calling her a pretty girl as he sucks on her tits. Jon squirming embarrassed but too turned on to say anything. Elias making Jon call herself a pretty girl as he teases her not letting her cum till she admits it. Saying he wants to show everyone just how pretty of a girl Jon is.
Thinking about what it takes to finally crack 🥚 Jon in this au. Jon just being like, I enjoy having Elias call me a pretty girl, wearing skirts and dresses and I haven’t done anything about growing tits, but clearly that means nothing. Even Elias using a Leitner to give Jon a cunt for a little bit, and Jon subsequently stealing that book doesn’t crack that egg.
While at first Elias was enjoying that Jon was constantly confused and willing to go along with anything. Even he is just like how many layers of repression can someone hide under?
Btw in my head. In the au Jon does finally crack her egg. I love tormenting Jon and all but god she deserves SOME rest she can at least get bottom surgery amongst the horrors. Maybe a new wardrobe. Put her hair up in a ponytail. She deserves it
Sugarbaby au where Elias decides to put a more permanent mark on Jon than his collar. Jon trying to argue that he really shouldn’t be getting a tattoo, but Elias just talking over him, telling him that it would make Elias so happy. Jon finally agreeing because maybe it means Elias really will keep him.
I think Jon should also have a Thing for wetting himself. (I know I posted about this before but I’m too lazy to find it. Also I want to think about Jon pissing himself). Maybe it never occurred to him before, but one day he’s been stuck in a meeting for almost an hour and he started needing to use the bathroom 20 minutes. And it’s fine, he can hold it. But Elias slips the thought into his mind, “what if he couldn’t? What if he peed himself in front of all these people?” And Jon latches onto it. Elias had meant it as an anxious little thing, a bit of shame and fear that he could snack off of while discussing departmental changes, and it is working. But Jon’s getting aroused from it, too. A little wet at the thought of humiliating himself in front of all these people. And maybe it spirals from there. What if Elias pulled him onto the table and showed them all his soaked pants? What if he pulled them down to expose his wet cunt, glistening with his own urine? What if everyone there degraded and shamed him? What if Elias forced him to touch himself while they did? What if, when Jon cams, he also peed himself a little more while everyone around him jeered at him over his lack of self control?
And he is able to hold his bladder throughout the meeting, but when he finally does get to the bathroom he’s going to discover that he’s soaking wet, cock hard and aching in his folds. And he’s going to spend the rest of the day squirming in embarrassment and desire, and he’s going to begin touching himself to the thought of peeing his trousers in front of everyone else and even though the mere thought is appallingly humiliating he’s going to cum to it so hard and so much that he can barely walk afterwards.
Jon thinking about wetting himself while drugged. Imagining Elias slipped something into his coffee that made him all sleepy and helpless, lying back, squirming, too weak to do anything but moan “please, stop, no, dad” over and over again. So overwhelmed with pleasure, the haze of the drugs, that he barely even realizes he needs the bathroom until he’s peeing even as Elias continues to fuck into him. His helpless son, can’t even hold his bladder. Needs his father to take care of him, doesn’t he? Elias has been so irresponsible, letting Jon do whatever he wants without any supervision. Maybe he needs a caretaker, to be kept. Jon not even knowing what’s going on, but Elias is asking him a question (“you need me, don’t you? To take care of you. Can’t be trusted to do it yourself, can you?”) and he feels so good and he’s going to cum again and he’s nodding and whining and whimpering please please please and he doesn’t know why the fantasy is doing it for him but he’s cumming over his own hand with a wail and it feels so good.
Or maybe he imagines Elias waiting it out a bit. Jon not sure hey he’s so tired, sagging at his desk, stumbling into document storage to have a lie down. Drifting, dozing, he’s so tired, and soon he becomes aware that he needs the bathroom but he can’t get up, trying to hold it but soon he’s peeing himself, soaking his trousers, the cot, the sheets, so ashamed but so tired and he can’t do anything. And then Elias comes in, cooing over how helpless he is, his utter lack of self-control. Taking advantage of him, using his soft, pliant body. Filling him while Jon tries and fails to muster up the strength to stop it. Maybe he imagines Elias holding his spent cock up to Jon’s mouth, forcing him to lick it clean, slowly hardening as Jon clumsily licks along his shaft until he can force his way inside Jon’s mouth and begin to fuck his throat.
Just. Jon helpless and squirming and whining and needy and wetting himself while Elias rapes him <3
Jonah and Elias forcefemming Jon...getting her to call herself pretty and such a good girl and beautiful...them making her admit how much she likes the changes how much better they feel how much she wants them. Hfnfhfhfh. I am thinking thoughts. Very Normal ones.
jonah should do her makeup and then elias gets to make her cry and ruin it. coo at her. such a pretty girl with mascara running down her face, isn’t she? if she doesn’t agree, then she’s being rude to jonah who put the time and effort into dolling her up
sobbing as she agrees that she’s so much better now.
hm. jonah painting her nails and she has to try and keep her hands still and not ruin it while elias fucks her
sorry I have no fucking clue why my thoughts went here specifically. do you think elias would want her to get her tits pierced
Sugarbaby au where Elias decides to put a more permanent mark on Jon than his collar. Jon trying to argue that he really shouldn’t be getting a tattoo, but Elias just talking over him, telling him that it would make Elias so happy. Jon finally agreeing because maybe it means Elias really will keep him.
Hate when people try to go “the je age gap isn’t that weird.’ Personally i think it should be weirder. I think we should add some weird subtext. I think Jon should be very aware of the weird subtext and feel like a terrible person for it. They should both be getting off on the weird subtext.
Thinking about joncon gang rape. Warning for omegaverse-typical sexism, victim blaming, forced arousal and orgasm, forced pregnancy, mindbreak. Just. Jon having a really unpleasant time and also cumming buckets. Thoughts under the cut.
Thinking about free use au again. Thinking about Jon getting fucked in his sleep, waking up full of cum and bitten all over. Jon tugging on Jonahs sleeve and demanding to be touched Now because he wasn’t even awake for it. Jonah laughing that he just came and jon insisting that he wasn’t awake for it so it didn’t count. Jon having days of just being spoiled rotten <3 cumming over and over again and being tended to and pampered all day. Sleepy and sensitive and sooo needy.
Jon getting wet from his nightmares. Flushed and shaking and ashamed. Jonah fucking his remorse out of him until he’s happily rutting against him chirping and purring with the satisfaction of a good meal and a good fuck.
Jon being used all the time. As his son, his toy, or his pet. Anything he can. Feeling so fuzzy and little and sooo needy just wanting to be loved and cherished and useful. Just. Free use au <3
I love when Elias genuinely cares for jon just in the most fucked up way possible. Adds more flavor. If he’s just using jon then frankly it’s boring yk? It’s interesting to analyze Elias through the lens of genuinely caring about the people around him, just not as much as he cares about himself. I need to study him under a microscope
I like it when Elias treats Jon like he’s sweet and helpless. So smart and talented but utterly helpless and needing him to take such good care of him. Yknow. Like “Aw, look at you. You really are a fast learner, arent you? What a good boy.” But also “Oh, poor baby. What are you doing out here on your own? Someone should be taking care of you.” I think that combined treatment kills him with hammers but yk. In a good way
elias giving Jon plushies and then fucking him while he's cuddling them. actually bonus points if it's a build a bear because that can Plausibly be a normal date, many people Do do that as a normal date, but. jon know. he's being taken to get a new toy by his dad. idk is this anything I'm just thinking about plushies (cuddling mine)
OUGH??? Jon red faced and embarassed the whole time he’s there but giddy and excited,, Jon squirming the whole ride home,,, Jon after a punishment holding onto it so tightly and whining, hiding his tear stained face in the soft fur,,, Jon having protested at first because what would it even Do for him he doesnt actually need it but it’s comforting and keeps him grounded and makes him feel small and safe and so so wanted in a way he can’t describe,,, also the mental image of Jon flushed on his lap while holding his plushie is just really really cute to me. Yk.
It’s so important to me that everybody knows Elias is different with Jon. Does it make sense that Gertrude wouldn’t? Not really, but, after all, she really wasn’t here that often, and if she was smart enough to avoid Elias’s eyes for decades, I’m sure he could be smart enough in return to play with her own expectations of him and specifically hide Jon from her, so that she would think that Sasha is the obvious choice to replace her (possibly because Sasha is so much like her, and/or already so ready to dive in head first into beholding).
But everybody else? The researchers, Rosie, Sasha&Tim? Oh they know. They’ve known since the very first weeks Jonathan Sims joined the Institute. Elias was not normal about him from the START. And yes, they all joked about it - not always necessarily in a nice way, even, granted, and possibly too close to Jon’s ears, a few times - but can you blame them? The way Jon can just barge into Elias’s office and Elias lets him; the way Elias just starts going down much more often into the researchers’s part of the building; the way Elias sits next to Jon every week during the weekly team lunch; they way they just stare at each other, the way Prickly, overly Serious, kind of mean and condescending Jon just melts and flushes and stutters at times when Elias gives him a ounce of praise, or let a hand brush over his shoulders……. The way he’s so clearly trying to IMPRESS this middle-aged boring man who has nothing to go for him except impeccable tailored suit and an alright face. (and the way it’s clearly WORKING. The way Elias is clearly ENJOYING Jon Sims, his conversation, his snark, his demands and his endless questions and, yes, his fluttering as well…)
I don’t know where i’m going with this i just love it when i experience jonelias through external POV.
Based on this post. Reblog and tag what you got on the wheel! In the event this breaches containment; I’m a monsterfucker so be warned that a good chunk of these reflect that.
Thinking about free-use but not by choice Jon again. The contract works on others, except Elias and the various Avatars he lets use Jon, where they see the whole thing as perfectly normal.
Of course Jon is there for stress relief, no matter what he says. Everyone at the Institute is allowed his mouth and ass, his pussy is of course only for Elias’s use.
Jon knowing this isn’t normal, but unable to ask for help because everyone else is either affected or doesn’t care.
Jon blacking out the first time he tries to stay home from work only to find himself walking in the front doors of the Institute. He learns not to wear any clothes he cares about because whatever he wears is often torn open or off to show off his tits, cunt and ass.
Elias offering to drive him home, considering his other option is to take the tube half naked he agrees. He supposes he shouldn’t be surprised when Elias doesn’t even need to ask where he lives. Elias fucking him in the back seat before he leaves, Jon crying and begging him to stop but he can’t really fight back. Offering Jon a jacket to cover himself so no one in his building will see anything, but only after agreeing to wear the plug Elias slips into his pussy, to keep his nice and filled.
Jon collapsing once he gets inside curling up on the couch to cry, but knowing he has to go back tomorrow.
Thinking about free-use but not by choice Jon again. The contract works on others, except Elias and the various Avatars he lets use Jon, where they see the whole thing as perfectly normal.
Of course Jon is there for stress relief, no matter what he says. Everyone at the Institute is allowed his mouth and ass, his pussy is of course only for Elias’s use.
Jon knowing this isn’t normal, but unable to ask for help because everyone else is either affected or doesn’t care.
Jon blacking out the first time he tries to stay home from work only to find himself walking in the front doors of the Institute. He learns not to wear any clothes he cares about because whatever he wears is often torn open or off to show off his tits, cunt and ass.
Elias offering to drive him home, considering his other option is to take the tube half naked he agrees. He supposes he shouldn’t be surprised when Elias doesn’t even need to ask where he lives. Elias fucking him in the back seat before he leaves, Jon crying and begging him to stop but he can’t really fight back. Offering Jon a jacket to cover himself so no one in his building will see anything, but only after agreeing to wear the plug Elias slips into his pussy, to keep his nice and filled.
Jon collapsing once he gets inside curling up on the couch to cry, but knowing he has to go back tomorrow.
Oh yes definitely he’s messing with Jon’s birth control, after all Jon can’t leave the Institute during work hours. So Elias has plenty of opportunities.
Jon seeking somewhere to hide after particularly rough morning where he was tied up in research to be used by everyone. They’re very clear with their disdain for him, and not kind as they fuck him. Leaving him bruised and in pain as they all go to lunch.
He ends up in Elias’s office, when Elias gets back from lunch. Jon curled up in the corner crying and shaking, scared to go back out. Elias saying that Jon should really get to work if he doesn’t have any business in his office, and Jon can already start to feel the pull to get back to work. Jon gets the hint and spends the second half of the day sitting under Elias’s desk warming his cock, in between sessions of being bred over his desk.
It’s less painful and Elias is almost kind, letting him cum, and praising him for being good. So Jon starts seeing Elias’s office as a refuge whenever he can’t take it anymore. He still hates it, still wishes it would all stop, but he still can’t fight against it.
Jon realizing he’s pregnant and going to Elias because he’s basically the only person who treats him almost like a person anymore. Elias comforting him, telling him he’s such a good boy, and that he’s going to look so pretty.
When Elias drives Jon home that night, he takes him back to his house instead. Jon doesn’t even think to fight, he’s had most of the fight beaten out of him at this point. Jon still hates every minute of being used, but at least Elias holds him after like he cares about him.
in intern au do you think elias ever fucks Jon in his student halls. presuming Jon is going to uni. having to keep quiet because the walls aren't that thick, the bed is small... it would be so much better to do it at elias's or even the Institute but how good it is isn't really the point. the point is to take him in the one space Jon has all of his own
Ohhh your BRAIN. Elias visiting while he’s off at Oxford. Jon terrified the whole time that someone will know that he brought Elias into his room, know what they’re doing, put two and two together- while Elias just says that they don’t have to worry about it as long as he keeps quiet. Jons terror and arousal mixing together…Elias looking at him knowingly and asking if this is doing it for him. Jon doesn’t answer, he just grumbles into his shoulder.
Hngh. Intern au je. Jon being soooo excited when he gets a proper job at the institute. So relieved. The feeling of being watched is more intense than ever but it’s almost…not comfortable. But a constant. Lives under his skin, squirming and festering and feeding him.
There’s a statement about a woman who stuck her hand in a wasps nest. He reads it a few times. He can’t put a finger on why it got to him. Why it takes up so much of his brain. Elias puts a hand on his back and says maybe he should go home. He doesn’t have anything much to do at home, besides his work.
I think on the day Jon becomes head archivist in that au Elias should ruffle his hair and tell him “You’ve grown up so much, you know that?” And they should fuck on his desk. Ok.
I love intern au Jon because just he gets his first job. He doesn’t know that the way Elias treats him is abnormal, he’s just happy to be seen. No one tries to warn him because he comes off as a prick, even when he’s not trying to most of his coworkers. His coworkers actually getting a bit mean, and isolating Jon which just has him spending more time with Elias.
Jon oblivious to the hints and the nuance, he doesn’t see anything wrong when Elias squeezes his shoulder and tells him he’s doing good. Isn’t that just how bosses are? Sure Jon has a bit of a crush on Elias but he’s old enough to be his dad. Jon sometimes wishes he was his dad, that he had someone who cared about him like Elias seemed to.
Elias giving Jon more responsibility, he has to stay later, some times it’s just him and Elias. Jon exhausting himself trying to make Elias proud. Jon passing out at his desk one night, waking up to find Elias stroking his hair. Elias offers to help him home and Jon agrees, it is late after all. Part of Jon knows it’s weird to have your boss drive you home, but it’s Elias it’s fine.
Elias getting to Jon’s flat walking him up, Jon has to invite him in of course, it’s only polite. Elias pinning Jon to the wall and kissing him, telling Jon he see what he’s doing. Elias feeling Jon up, playing with his tits telling him that he always knew he wanted this. Making Jon feel like he’s the one who encouraged Elias, that he was the one leading Elias on.
Jon not able to argue, and besides he had fantasized hadn’t he? Maybe it was an innocent crush but has he been sending signals?
Elias fucking Jon until he forgets that he ever had an objection, telling him that he’s so good. It’s too much Jon wasn’t ready for this, but now that it’s happened he can’t do anything. Jon begging Elias to stop, please dad, but Elias just holds him close and tells him shh, he’s got him. Elias coming deep inside him stroking his stomach, Jon whimpering that he’s not on any birth control.
Elias pulling him close, telling him it’s okay he’ll take care of everything, thought that doesn’t really address what he’d do. Jon clinging to Elias, because he wants comfort and Elias has been the person he turns to for comfort for quite some time. Even if Elias is the reason he needs the comfort right now.
Godddd thinking about intern au Jon. Jon who’s known elias for longer. Jon after a long day of work going into Elias’ office, presses his head into the crook of his neck. Grinding on his thigh, making little “ah ah ah” noises, as Elias runs his fingers through his hair. Elias asking what he wants and Jon whining that he doesnt know, he’s tired, he’s wet. Jon all tired and grumpy and grinding on Elias’ thigh and whining at him until he feels better. Just…Jon.
Jon exhausted after a rough statement. Feeling different and strange. So he goes to his father. He doesn’t tell him, but he tries to pry some answers out. He climbs into his lap. He rides him until Elias is making soft noises of his own, far more restrained than Jon is. Elias asking if he’s alright. Jon waves him off and sinks deeper onto him, letting out a satisfied little sigh. He feels a little more grounded, a little less frayed, when his father’s here. Less like he could just crumble away into the wind. It worries him that Elias has so much effect on whether or not he’s okay. On everything about him. He doesn’t like that he’s like this. That he cares so so deeply about what Elias thinks. It’s….frustrating. He buries his head in his chest and groans.
“What is it now, Jon? Are you sure you’re alright?”
“M tired.”
“You can sleep here, if you want.” He scritches his scalp. “I’ll take care of you.”
His arms are warm and steady. His voice rumbles in his chest, vibrations pleasant. He wishes he brought his plushie. It’s a stupid thought. Obviously he’s not bringing one to work. But he’s tired and today sucked and his dad’s warm.
Girl help. I’m thinking about Elias dressing Jon up again. I think Jon would only like it in a certain way/to a certain degree. But he LOVES stealing Elias’ clothes. Makes him feel warm. Especially when they’re far bigger on him. Gets a little thrill out of it.
