skiesandcandy:
I love people thinking of jon as a baby monster. More people should think of jon as a baby monster. So scary to humans but to anyone even a little not human so hard to take seriously. Just a little thing, barely knows how to use his claws, clearly terrified of them, terrified of his own patron, barely skin and bones, so hungry and yet too afraid of its “companions” to feed. So pathetic. He gives some avatars (Helen esp) cuteness aggression I think. He’s so cute and easy to scare and so clearly craving any kind of agency when it’s right in reach if he would just give in, let go, let himself crumble and succumb to all those instincts he’s developing, she just tear him to bits. And she does <3 a lot! Jon terrified of his powers like he’s ever tried to resist them. Like anyone actually wants him to get better. Like anyone would accept him if he tried. Jon looking downright pathetic to other monsters. Helen seeing him as so little so cute and inexperienced. Jon should cross a line he never meant to cross, and Helen should welcome him to the other side with open arms <3
skiesandcandy:
Does anyone want to think about je forcemasc together. Jon seeing what Elias looks like and seething with envy he can’t explain. He wants to be that so badly he can barely breathe. Elias should ease him into it. Dress him up in his clothes. Before slowly starting to do more. T gel. Refer to him as his child instead of his daughter during sex. Then ease him into him calling him his son. Jon cums all over himself immediately and proceeds to decide never to think about it again , which doesn’t work because Elias doesn’t stop. And it feels good. And he likes it. And he thinks he might break if he stops.
Elias calls him his little boy once, and Jon crumbles in his arms. Humping his thigh like he’ll die about it, and- and if he lets himself think about it how Elias says it, he’s hard. He’s hard and he has a dick and he’s his son he’s his boy his baby boy and he doesnt know why the thought drives him so thoroughly up the wall but he sinks his nails into his back and whimpers for his dad, as he scritches his hair soothingly
skiesandcandy:
If no one got me I know intern jon au with big vaguely fauxcest feelings about elias got me can I get an amen
skiesandcandy:
Jon should be beating himself up for hours after every fantasy of Elias being his loving father and Elias should be going wow this is great. Hot , revealing his psychological problems, AND a snack (fear of someone finding out), what not to love.
Intern Jon just being a mess, he is trying so hard to get a good grade at work. Only instead of being able to focus he’s having these feelings. It doesn’t help that Elias keeps showing up, when he is most inundated with said feelings, and makes it worse.
Jon’s trash is filled with snapped pens from trying to keep his feelings under control. Or they’re just chewed to hell because boys got an oral fixation a mile wide.
He tries smoking but Elias shows up there, lightly scolding him that he shouldn’t take up the habit. Jon is trying very hard not to say, well if I had something else to put in my mouth. That is not professional workplace language.
Everyone thinks he’s a bit of a bitch, but the truth is he is constantly turned on and can do absolutely nothing about it.
Just Elias using the fact that he can know what Jon is thinking to drive him insane.
Look I just think any flavor of 🥚 Jon, would never admit to anything. Jon has so many layers of repression that shell might as well be made of steel. Which is why Jon needs just a little help, generally in the form of their boss with no boundaries or the personification of madness, both work.
sparks-out:
Elias should get Jon pregnant. Should move him into a room that looks and feels like a normal bedroom, Elias slowly modifying it to be more and more like a child’s room. Tucking him into bed every night, kissing him softly on the forehead. Starts to read out loud to Jon… and he says it’s just because he wants to take care of him. The pregnancy has made him so terribly sick after all… but he starts treating Jon more and more like a child (like his child) (and why does Jon want that. Need it, even??)… Elias slowly making Jon his boy, his darling son, so young, needing his father to take care of him and the little sibling he’s growing in his belly…..
skiesandcandy:
Confusion is really hot I’m sorry I cannot lie. Jon should be so overwhelmed and trying so hard to hold onto a thought, but everythings so wrong and confusing and keeps changing, he doesn’t understand. Whimpering into helens neck because nothing makes sense, she shouldn’t be able to cut him open and him survive it. His body so confused because it knows it should be dead. Jon whining so loud trying to comprehend all the shapes and colors shifting endlessly, everything looks so wrong, doesn’t make sense, thinking is so hard and everything keeps changing if he looks too close or thinks too hard about it and it all slips away in his fingers. It’s so…confusing. It’s so hard to think when something is writhing deep inside of him, something that shouldn’t even exist, something that keeps changing and it feels so good and he dkesnt know anything, doesn’t know anything at all. So hard to think when her voice hurts to listen to, when it drills it’s way into his brain and shakes him apart. He doesn’t know anything anymore.
skiesandcandy:
Thinks about jhe threesome from hell. Elias saying he really doesn’t think Helen needs to be here. Helen laughing anf says “I think hd disagrees. Don’t you, Jon?” And Jon whos currently full of something twisting and inhuman that feels like it’s remolding his body to fit it, to be able to stand it, who’s never felt more wanted in his life then when two beautiful terrifying monsters are fighting over which should get to ruin him just goes “hmfmfjfkfgh.”
“I’ll take that as a yes.” Elias sighs. “Well, he never did make good decisions.”
Jon whines. Angles his hips up. He’s gone five seconds without being told he’s a good boy and this is unacceptable.
“Which is what I’m here for. Don’t look so sad, Jon.” He presses a kiss to his forehead. “You’ve gone too long without me breeding you, is that it? Poor thing. I suppose I should make it up to you, then.”
Jon makes a happy noise. Helen huffs and pulls him closer to her, spearing him further on- whatever the hells inside him right now. “I’m handling him just fine, thank you.”
“Oh come now. You know how insatiable he can be. Besides, I am his father. It’d be cruel not to take care of him.”
Jon nods furiously. Helen rolls her eyes.
skiesandcandy:
Another fun thing about jhe hell threesome is imagining elias watching the gore shit first hand. He’s baffled at first by the fact jon likes it I think. I think Helen should offer to let him touch “her sons” insides like she’s doing him a favor and jon immediately straining and whimpering at him…ough. look it’s the INTIMACY it’s the TRUST it’s the inherent homoerotism of holding the boy you’ve molded into your perfect tool’s heart in your hands and whispering “You’re beautiful” in wonder while be squirms feeling every agonizing wonderful moment barelynable to stand it body knowing it should be dead and crying out in confusion and-
*whispers* What if we take Jon who was the child of divorce in the Elias, Gertrude hell polycule, until Elias killed her.
(Which is a whole layer of fucked up but not the point of this post.)
And that same Jon is now in the divorced hell polycule with Helen and Elias.
Something about Jon begging while he’s being opened up and fucked. He grabs onto Elias when he says something rude to Helen whimpering for Elias not to take away his mum again.
Do you see the trauma there?
Actually yeah thinking about season 2 now if we keep the Gertrude/Jon/Elias divorced polycule. Jon maybe knowing intellectually his mum is dead, because there was a lot of blood. Though part of him hopes she was just faking it, thought that means she abandoned him instead, either way not good.
Then he gets confirmation that his mother was murdered, and probably not by a monster. Jon being so certain he’s next and too paranoid to even get to mourn properly. Nobody but Elias knows what their relationship actually was so no one else gets that that was his mum. Going to Elias to cry and not knowing that the person he’s crying to is the one who did this to him.
When Leitner says it was probably Elias, Jon defending him because no that’s his dad he wouldn’t.
During the ‘confrontation’ when Elias admits it? Admits that he took away Jon’s mum, and his excuse was she was going to destroy the Archives? Jon not even able to do anything because part of him, the monstery part is horrified at the thought of his Archives being destroyed. Jon wanting to go to Elias for comfort but he can’t because wouldn’t that be wrong?
Jon locking himself in his office to cry, and mourn his mum.
Jon clinging to Helen at times, so scared he’s going to lose her too. It’s less likely she’s a monster and very much not easy to kill. Of course Jon thought the sane of Gertrude who always seemed like a solid fixture in his life.
Until she wasn’t.
Probably also doesn’t help that his actual parents died when he was young, and suddenly.
Jon waking up from the few times he gets to have his own nightmares begging Elias not to take his mom away again. Helen reassuring Jon that she won’t leave him, even if she is a liar.
Just Jon having the most trauma.
Thinking about former intern now assistant Jon being Gertrude’s one remaining assistant, following her around like a little duckling. Elias figuring that Jon can get some experience before he’s promoted and if he distracts Gertrude that’s even better.
Jon being used as a chew toy between the two of them. Elias calling Jon into his office and fucking him over his desk, asking him what Gertrude has him doing. Of course Gertrude actually tells him nothing important, so it’s not really helpful, even if Jon shares everything knows. Still Elias calls him a good boy, tells him his performance review went well and sends him back to the Archives.
Gertrude interrogating him in her office, fingering him till he doesn’t even notice the answers are being yanked out of him. Or that he’s telling her everything Elias did to him in his office. She plays it off as a performance review as well, telling him he has done adequate. She lets him eat her out as a reward for being a good little distraction even if he does t know that’s what he is.
Gertrude telling Jon nothing because she doesn’t know what Elias’s plan is for him. She tries her best not to get attached, but it’s hard, and she’s often harsh with him in her frustration. Jon just trying to do better, which only makes everything more complicated.
Gertrude not telling Jon what was going to happen, hoping he isn’t as connected to the institute as her and he’ll be okay keeping his eyes, but willing to sacrifice him if necessary. Even if he is her boy, it’s the world. She sends him out of the institute at least, on a job, hoping to keep him out of it.
Elias digging into that little fact, telling her that it would have killed Jon, but it’s okay he’s going to take good care of his son with Gertrude out of the way.
Elias comforting Jon when he gets back to find his mum missing probably dead, the only one who understands. Everyone else just thinks he lost a boss, not that he lost something much more.
Do you see my vision?
skiesandcandy:
Im really normal about elias treating jon like his son. I love frog boiling. Jon should be getting fucked in a warm comfy bed with cute little patterns on the sheets and so many plushies and thinking oh. There’s no way he’s not doing this on purpose is there. But it feels so good and Elias talks to him like parents talk to their kids, warm and affectionate, but not smothering. He should feel so small, so utterly helpless, and yet not weak, not unsafe. Just so small, and everything feels so much bigger than him…and he thinks maybe he’s fucked up for wanting this but Elias is the one easing him into it. Gently but firmly tugging him along the whole time. Isnt it nice to have someone there to help him if he doesn’t know what he wants. A firm steadying hand on his shoulder to guide him when he breaks. I just think. Elias should lovingly treat him like his kid who’s not stupid or too much. He just sometimes needs someone to be stern and mold him how he needs. Hmghfhfh.
ashes2caches:
enough with the forcefem and the forcemasc, I’m trying out forcestrange
I’m gonna turn you into something unrecognizable and inhuman, and you’re gonna like it
skiesandcandy:
Aough. Breeding kink mixed with body worship. Elias should look at jon with nothing short of adoration. Look at him in a way nobody has ever looked at him before. Jon should realize how badly Elias wants him. How much he’s been keeping it tightly under lock and key this entire time. He should take full advantage of it. He should get spoiled <333 he should whimper so sweetly when Elias laps up his milk just for Elias’ reaction. Elias should run his hands possessively along every stretch mark like theyre something beautiful. He should make him feel special!!!! I’m gonna explode.
skiesandcandy:
God I’m sorry I can’t get over the mental image of helen leaving the door just a tiny bit open for him whenever she leaves. She knows he’s so dreadfully curious. She knows he wants it, in a way he can’t understand. She knows how he watches the door idly. So curious. So afraid. So entranced. She knows how the spiral sings to him. Just that quiet nudge. Not quite telling him to join her, but pushing him towards it. Her watching as jons hand hovers over the knob just before pulling back, over and over again. Hgnfhghnfnfb
Attempted normal human interaction immediate paralyzing anxiety.
Thinking about my Jon/Sasha agenda again. I don’t have any concrete thoughts, just vibes.
Sasha cuddling Jon in his office after a particularly bad statement, Jon just wanting to slip into being her kitten but they’re at work.
Thinking about the omegaverse hell polycule of Elias/Jon/Sasha. Sasha and Elias being fiercely competitive with each other in regards to Jon. Both of them wanting to make their omega happy, Jon meanwhile is just embodying the feeling of two cakes, basking in having two Alphas taking care of him.
Until of course they decide to team up and tease him. Jon’s subvocals wailing that he is just a baby, and to be nice to him.
eugene-is-tired:
You can love a character and still admit when they’re wrong. I love Jon Sims but i acknowledge his flaws (he has none) and i can hold him accountable for his wrongdoings (he has never done anything wrong in his life) and call him out on his actions (which are always right)
skiesandcandy:
Jon views their relationship as father and son with him having horrible awful feelings about it, God what’s wrong with him, and Elias as a horrible parent he never should’ve gotten attached to or convinced himself he could have. Elias views himself as a cruel but loving creator to his beautiful son, his greatest creation, wonderful and incredible and molded by his own tender hands, just for him. Everyone else views their relationship as can you people tone it down we’re in public
skiesandcandy:
Look I just think Jon wanting Elias to get him pregnant so he Needs to take care of him and spoil him and love him is hot. What if jon during comfort sex pulls on his dad’s shirt and begs him to breed him to tie them together forever please he could be perfect he could be so good he’ll be the best son he could ever want he’ll be so good for him he’ll never do anything wrong ever again just please keep him please love him he’ll be so good, please please please. And I think Elias should have normal emotions about it
skiesandcandy:
Look if the spanking/paddling doesn’t have fauxcest and or ageplay undertones WHAT is the point. Elias should treat Jon like a misbehaving child. Treat him like he’s throwing a tantrum. Jon should whimper and sniffle into his chest and squirm because it hurt so bad but did he do good? Did he do it? He’s sorry, he’s so sorry, can he be better? Is he better? He can be a good boy. Elias should soothe him as he jumps at every bit of pain. I just. I am of the opinion that They
sparks-out:
Once had a fic idea that was just.
Jon starts recording himself while he masturbates. It starts after he becomes the Archivist and he begins struggling to cum until uses the tape recorders. Just can’t quite bring himself to scrub themselves clean afterwards too, which is a little worrying but whatever. Slowly he begins to be aroused by them, maybe even masturbating once or twice after a statement. Eventually someone finds one of the tapes of course. Honestly Elias is probably collecting them for his own personal use <3
Soon enough even the recorders aren’t enough on their own and Jon needs to start narrating his fantasies. And the more shameful and humiliating he finds the kink the harder he cums. Once spends 40 minutes just cumming again and again and again while explaining his piss fantasies. Obviously people should also find and listen to these too <3
Idk where it was going. Probably Elias impregnated Jon as some point (on tape obviously) but idk. Just. Mostly an excuse for Jon to masturbate while narrating his rape fantasies and then get outsider pov lol.
sparks-out:
sparks-out:
Elias putting a dog bed under his desk for pregnant Jon…. says he just wants to make cockwarming more comfortable for him. Doesn’t want to strain him, not with his… condition. Jon reluctant at first, of course. Refuses even. But it isn’t long before he breaks and agrees, just to be Elias’ good boy again. And it *is* more comfortable to kneel in than the hardwood floor… (he’s not going to think about how wet the thought made him. Aboit how much he liked it. But he’s also not going to be able to resist curling up in his dog bed once they’ve both cum, all warm and safe, so so protected by his father master Elias. Sleeping soundly in his little dog bed, one hand curled protectively around his pregnant belly (just beginning to show))
Elias getting a bigger dog bed of course. Perfectly cozy. Placed right next to his human bed at home for Jon to sleep in. (“Dogs aren’t allowed on the bed, Jon”). Jon waking up in the morning to Elias softly stroking his stomach…. idk I’m so tired I’m just imaging pregnant Jon and his swollen belly in a bug dog bed.
Okay but Jon being a vampire and Elias being ‘human’(or human adjacent since you know eyes), so like everyone would assume the strong scary vampire is in charge.
However Jon being Jon is not a scary vampire, he’s a sad wet cat of a vampire. He hates feeding on people(complains that he’s a monster)so sometimes Elias just pulls Jon close and makes him feed off him. Elias is the boss in this relationship, and Jon is his pet monster.
Also Jon being able to shapeshifter and using it to be a kitten so Elias will hold him in his lap and pet him.
sparks-out:
Look it’d be Really Fun and Hot if Elias (in his 50s or his 200s, depending on how you count it) got his much younger subordinate pregnant.
Going back to the idea of Vampire Jon and Humanish Elias.
Elias keeping Jon like an exotic pet, he should be dangerous but Elias has basically instilled learned helplessness into him. Elias keeping him collared and leashed, showing his off as a pretty trophy. Showing how well trained he is like a tiger in a circus, baring his fangs only when told.
Elias rewarding Jon for his good behavior letting him hump his leg like a dog. He keeps him half-starved so Jon is desperate for him, letting Elias do whatever he wants as long as he can feed. Elias keeping him in his lap, making him warm his cock, as he slowly drip feeds blood to Jon, making him feel desperate. Telling him he’s such a good boy look how well trained he is to wait for his food.
Jon being severely punished when he looses control and bites when Elias doesn’t tell him too. Jon whimpering and crying and Elias telling him it’s for his own good, he’s a monster after all.
Jon could leave at any moment, but he chooses to stay. Chooses to let Elias keep him under control, to be a good pet.
I think Elias should put Jon in a shock collar. I don’t think this would fix anything, but he should.
Elias just standing there completely calm as he shocks Jon, who won’t stay down at first. Until he ends up writhing and whimpering on the floor, probably already pissed himself, unable to stop twitching from the residuals.
Elias asking if Jon is going to behave, or if he’ll have to increase the voltage.
sparks-out:
Looking up “breeding bench” because I was thinking about the concept of “what if Jon had a fantasy about Elias putting him in a breeding bench” and apparently there are also breeding stands for dogs and. Okay. I’m not sure if it would be feasible but. Imagine Elias purchasing a dog breeding stand. And putting Jon in it. And then fucking him.
skiesandcandy:
So do u think jons came all over himself to the thought of elias telling him he’s such a good son, he raised him so well, God, he can’t believe he got so lucky, while he’s struggling against him and cursing and fighting. Do u think he imagines freezing, soaking wet, so confused, hungry, afraid, before trying to struggle again but even as he desperately tries to escape Elias regards his attempts as nothing but a mild inconvenience, as him not knowing any better. When he gives up and sobs and trembles in fear, Elias looks so so fond, so pleased. He sobs that he hates him that it hurts that please please he can’t do this and Elias looks at him with nothing but adoration. Hngh
skiesandcandy:
You ever delete a post like. Ok I know yall put up with some shit but Surely.
skiesandcandy:
Godddd jon wondering what if elias was his cruel but loving father what if he decided he saw so much potential in him so he would make SURE that potential was realized whether he wanted it to be or not. (He has no clue what’s coming.) What if Elias forced everything he ever wanted on him. What if Elias trained him like a dog what if he made him be so much better what if he used him and hurt him and adored him so much he could hardly stand it. What if Elias needed him like he needs him. What if he got to be Elias’ son his baby boy his kid. His little one. His favorite <3 jon has some very intense feelings about elias and they sometimes manifest in very intense fantasies. He wants Elias to force him to be so good and so well behaved to refuse to give up on him until he shatters until he begs for forgiveness until he’s broken him down completely until he’s just his sweet boy until he’s so well trained and complains and snarks but is so so good. His darling boy!! What if he could just be his his his in whatever way elias would let him be what if he had an outlet for these overwhelming terrifying feelings what if he could be his kid.
sparks-out:
sparks-out:
Looking up “breeding bench” because I was thinking about the concept of “what if Jon had a fantasy about Elias putting him in a breeding bench” and apparently there are also breeding stands for dogs and. Okay. I’m not sure if it would be feasible but. Imagine Elias purchasing a dog breeding stand. And putting Jon in it. And then fucking him.
Omegaverse specifically…. Elias putting Jon in a breeding stand for his heat….., knotting him over and over again while Jon moans and whines for his father’s cock, his cum, his litter…..
Omega Jon who is just constantly having the kinkiest fantasies about his boss. Which would be fine, it’s not like he can read his mind or anything haha. Only his subvocals are just the worst, and he has to clamp down on them so hard. Otherwise everyone in the institute is gonna hear how good he can be for Elias, how he can have all his pups, how he’s so wet right now come breed him.
Everyone thinks he can’t be an omega they have pretty chatty subvocals, he must be a beta. Nope, Jon just knows that if he lets one little subvocal chirp free everyone is gonna hear exactly how down bad he is for his boss.
sparks-out:
Jonelias petplay where Elias occasionally mentions his dog. What a good boy he is. How much fondness Elias has for him. And Jon has to try Very Very hard to pretend to be Normal about this even though he knows that HE is the dog. And he’s even mostly got the hang of it until one day during a gala or something Elias casually mentions to a donor (within earshot of Jon) that he’s thinking about breeding his dog soon. Knows he’ll make such beautiful puppies for his owner <3 and Jon nearly passes out.
I think Elias should know Omega Jon is going to go into heat. Calling him up to his office for a ‘performance review,’ Jon having trouble concentrating he feels so warm. His subvocals start escaping him, just little chirps and whines, as Elias pretends not to notice droning on about Jon’s job performance.
Jon realizing he’s going into heat, but too mortified to say anything, he can keep control, as soon as Elias is finished Jon can get home. Jon quickly having trouble sitting still, Elias asking him if everything is all right, and Jon immediately snaps that he’s fine. Elias raises an eyebrow at him but resumes his lecture as Jon can feel himself getting wet.
His subvocals escaping him every so often, little whines for attention, but Jon is hoping Elias can’t hear them they’re pretty quiet, he lies to himself. Elias telling him he’ll be back in a moment, that he need to get something.
Jon taking that time to shove a hand down his pants, fingering himself. His other hand shoved in his mouth to muffle any sounds. He ignored the little chirps he’s also making that are calling for Elias. He’s so close only to have to immediately yank his hand back out as he hears Elias coming back down the hallway. Jon tries not to scream, though his subvocals are whining pretty loudly.
Elias asking again if he’s okay, just completely neutral, pretending he doesn’t know, also pretending he can’t smell Jon. Jon in denial, thinking he’s going good at hiding his condition. Still he decides to take the out, standing up only to realize he’s basically soaked through his clothes, even leaving a wet spot on the chair.
Elias stepping in front of him to block his way, and Jon getting hit with a wave of Elias’s scent, and immediately his legs go weak, and he sinks to his knees. Jon realizing he’s fully in heat as he loses control of his subvocals begging Elias to fuck him, to breed him that he’ll be so good.
Elias pretending to hesitate, muttering that he shouldn’t, it wouldn’t be appropriate. Jon can’t stop his subvocals now and his higher brain is firmly out of the drivers seat. Jon grabbing into the chair to pull himself up, presenting himself to Elias, whining that it’s fine he needs it please, he’s gonna die.
Elias telling him he’s being dramatic, but responding with his own subvocals, telling him he’s such a good slut, so desperate. Practically peeling Jon’s clothes off they’re so soaked, and shoving Jon’s face into the wet spot he left.
Jon obliges willing to do whatever Elias says at the moment as he keeps begging for Elias to mount him. Elias makes a comment about some hearing before thrusting into him, Jon isn’t ready and he yelps, raising his head, Elias pushing it back down against the seat of the chair, forcing him to continue as he fucks him.
The Red Means I Love You, as a Jon/Helen fucked up season 4 relationship song. I mean-
And goodness you’re bleeding, what a wonderful feeling. You’re down and you’re pleading, my head is just reeling.
skiesandcandy:
Next on my mission to sexualize every entity: web. Jon should be full of spiders and he should be squirming and rutting into a pillow about it
skiesandcandy:
A thing I was thinking about earlier
Theyre not anything to each other. Helens just someone he lets fuck him despite his better judgement, and he’s well aware that’s all they’re ever going to be to each other. Helen gets a plaything, and Jon gets-
“You’re my favorite, you know that? It’s cute to see you try so hard.”
Jon swallows, straining against her grip. Her favorite.
Thinking about Jon full of spider eggs now, just all swollen, too much for him. They hurt going in, as he was held down each one sliding inside slowly, but now they’ve gotten so much bigger he’ll never get them out till they hatch. He’s gonna be a very good incubator for the web, baby spiders need a lot of fear to grow big and strong. Webs strung through him so he can’t act on any thoughts of hurting the babies, puppeted so he takes proper care of them but his mind is his own and it’s full of terror.
skiesandcandy:
I just think Jon should be transformed into a monster. Full on archivist. Spiral avatar. Full of spiders. Full of worms. Guards turn thst man into a creature!!!
I am firing a lot of rent lowering gunshots again.
Anyway kicking my feet and giggling as I think of Jon filled with eggs and spiders.
skiesandcandy:
Look I just think Jon whimpering a thousand spiders lovingly skittering around inside of him keeping his body in tact making sure he’s not hurting himself ,, touching himself and whining for his mama,,, he feels different and inhuman yet so much calmer and in control than he’s ever been,,, it’s terrifying and yet the spiders around his bones whisper he is loved and he is safe and he will never have to make a choice alone again, he will never have to agonize over whether or not it was his fault again. He will be so loved. His Mother loves him. Hngh
Jon not noticing he’s being controlled at first, the web is subtle after all. A choice here, a different decision there, all leading to what the mother wants. It’s only when he’s stopped from harming the little ones inside him that he can see the webs wrapped around his limbs. Their little voices crying out, telling Jon they love him, the mother loves him.
The webs pull taut, so he can’t move at all, now that the mother’s control has been revealed, she can be more direct, filling him with eggs as he struggles, the spiders inside him holding him tight, spinning their webs to keep him from breaking. The mother whispers that it loves him, that he will give her such lovely babies. Once he’s filled, he’s released, allowed to lay in the floor shaking, terrified, but also craving to be loved even if it’s by spiders.
rollercoasterwords:
i’m literally the priest’s favorite sacrificial lamb because i am so docile and sweet and i hold very still when they put the rope around my neck and i trot along so happily while they lead me to the altar and they do not even have to tie me down because i lie so very still and only bleat once or twice in my lovely lamb voice and when the knife comes down it cuts through me like butter and i offer no resistance and i bleed so prettily all over my new white wool and my guts all unspool like the most beautiful shining yarn and my eyes are animal and dumb and hold no accusation and every time i die i come right back as another little lamb because the priest loves me so so much and he always chooses me for the sacrifice every time and he always places one hand on my small and twitching nose to calm me while he lifts the knife and he doesn’t do it for the other lambs only me because i’m his favorite
sparks-out:
Ugh. Sick and tired and saving energy for Later but:
Jon pinned to the floor by some huge, unseen creature of the web, ovipositor pushed deep into his cunt. Filling him with eggs. Afterwards he’s puppeted on strings to find and seduce someone else because the eggs still need to be fertilized. Forced to take a back seat in his own body, unable to do anything at all to stop himself from being fucked, to prevent whoever it is from filling him with their seed and fertilizing all those eggs.
