I think future!Jon should have to deal with past!Jon age regressing. Oh my god. Oh my god. It’d be a fucking trainwreck.
They are being given the opportunity to show a version of their child self the kindness and affection they desperately craved but never had. They will likely never experience it themselves. This is the person they hate the most. This is them, the person who will make every stupid, awful decision they made in their own time. The incompetent prick who can’t even hold himself together enough to act like an adult at work. Having the gall to act small and scared and pathetic like he’s suffered a fraction if the pain he (they) cause others. Like he has the right. This is a person who doesn’t understand why they hate him except that he has never been enough, and the adults in his life have rarely liked him. He’s so vulnerable right now. Would be so easy to hurt and the Archivist can smell his simple, childish fear. Mr. Spider a fresh, raw wound they could so easily sink their teeth into. Genuinely holy fuck there’s soooo much potential here.
They could hold their past self in their lap. They could hold him and tell him that he’s a good boy and gently rock him while they read him something nice until he fell asleep and tuck him into the cot and not say anything when he wakes up mortified and ashamed.
Or maybe could take advantage of him. Probably they wouldn’t. But they could. Could put him on his knees and make him lick them open, unsure and confused and not understanding but eager to please. To be good. They’re so small and pathetic and naive and innocent and something about it is making future!Jon so. So angry. But they could tell him to kneel and to put his face in their folds and lick. And when he got wet, started squirming, reached a hand down to touch himself, they could slide their foot between his legs and make him hump it. Could call him a slut and he wouldn’t even understand, not right then, not really. And wouldn’t it just be so easy? To lash out? To sully this man? To ruin all the things that make them so uncomfortable and unsure? The softness, the childishness, the smallness?
And if they were feeling vindictive they could just… take out all their anger on him. They could lash out with cruelty. And he wouldn’t fight back, not like this. Wouldn’t argue. Wouldn’t know what vulnerabilities to strike, wouldn’t be able to being their shame and misery to the surface so easily. No clever words or sharp tongue now. And the sobbing would make future!Jon feel guilty, and the guilt would make them cold and distant. Have them leaving him to have his little fit all alone. To pick up the pieces until he could come back when he was feeling grown, when he would understand that future!Jon had neither the time nor the patience to deal with his bizarre, childish meltdowns.
Or maybe if they didn’t think they could be trusted with him like this. Couldn’t bring themselves to be kind or cruel they’d just. Ignore him. Snippy when he was bold enough to demand their attention but otherwise acting cold and distant and unbothered. Or maybe, perhaps, he’d feel uncomfortable enough to pass them off to someone else. Would be willing to risk leaving them to Elias’ tender mercies, if they felt it would be easier.
Elias as Jon’s professor who he’s desperately trying to please. Jon becoming his TA, working as hard as he can to get recognition, spending so many hours alone with his professor… Elias deciding that Jon deserves a reward. Deserves to be bent over his desk and bred <3
Actually he should put Jon on his knees I think. And he’s never really done this before and he’s unsure but it’s okay, Elias can teach him how. Can guide him onto his cock, can grip his hair and move him (gently, slowly), tell him to breathe in through his nose. To suck and swallow. How to use his tongue. Elias thrusting in deep and cumming down his throat, praising him, calling Jon a good boy <3
I just think somebody needs to force Jon to age regress. An artifact. Manipulation. Idk just take ruthless advantage of how obviously he needs to be small even though he’d never willingly do it (especially in front of another person).
And then that somebody should take advantage of him and ruthlessly breed him over every available surface. Then tuck him into bed. Letting him come to hours later, cum dripping from his used hole, mortified by what happened to him and hating how much a part of him enjoyed it.
I love putting Jon in situations where he’s a lil confused and vulnerable and needs to put is trust in someone and then they take advantage of him and trample all over his boundaries <3<3<3<3
Still turning season 4 Jon/Helen and Jon/Elias fauxcest in my brain as always.
Just Helen playing out a whole child custody battle because Elias isn’t properly taking care of her little monster. Look at him Elias you aren’t feeding him right he’s starving himself.
Elias is just so confused but well at least he gets to see Jon for supervised visitation and since it’s in Helen’s corridors Jon isn’t able to ask any plan ruining questions.
I just think both of them taking advantage of poor confused Jon while his brain is getting spiralized.
Helen knows what she’s doing, she knows Jon getting to see his dad is important for her little monster’s development.
He’s sooooo insecure and arrogant and trying so hard to be put-together and respectable he just needs to be bred until he can’t think anymore. Needs to be glassy-eyed and drooling and helpless and incoherent as he’s pounded into oblivion. Needs to be pleasured until he can’t even think anymore, until he’s overstimulated and falling apart and still cumming somehow, soaked cunt gushing and used. His partner telling him to call himself a desperate slut and he doesn’t even know what the words mean but he feels so good and he needs to cum again and his partner won’t let him so he just says it. Begs for them to let him cum because he needs it, needs it so bad, it’s the only thing he can think of anymore he’s so desperate so close feels so good please
It’s just. I think it’s really fun when jon is still being all arrogant and trying tk be put together and someone makes him get all cute and dumb and helpless. ESPECIALLY if there’s age regression involved. Make that asshole feel so so good he feels so much smaller and more helpless than he is. I need him blinking up at a big scary monster in confusion not understanding too much for him to comprehend when he’s so small and pliant, so easy to gather in their arms, so easy to coo at and gently explain to him what a good boy he’s being what a brave little thing he is, even when he’s all dumb like this,,, jon so small and fuzzy and not even remembering to be scared when they’re so so nice to him and make him feel so good. Ok. A terrifying avatar should baby jon and confuse him as muchbas possible until his brains too tired to work until he can’t do anything but cling onto them and whine so convince they’re the smartest safest person in thenworld <3333.
Oh no I'm gonna be thinking about jh forever now. Jon becoming progressively more and more spiral as she loses touch with reality...Jon who knows she should stop going into the corridors before it's too late but she doesn't want to, she's stubborn and she's curious and it's the only thing she has that feels good, Jon watching her reflection shift and change memorized and seething with envy because she wants it so bad. Jon sleeping in helens room for her more than she does in her actual dorm. Jon soooo hungry and prowling around her girlfriend's corridors for something nice to eat. Jon getting lost in her corridors recreationally. Always exploring them because they're always changing. Don't worry about how sharp her hands are, or about how all her bones look wrong, or about the fact her eyes are just Not Right, or about how her hair is all spirally, or about how her laugh hurts your ears, or about how she's clearly always looking at something that isn't there <3. Just. Jon unraveling rapidly <3 Helen having such a vice grip on her brain and having sooo much fun seeing what she can do to it. Maybe Helen should say what the HELL is it going to take for her to admit she wants this. Jon tells her to break her, in a rare moment of vulnerability, because can't she see she's sick of pretending too?? She's miserable and trapped and she wants out and she's tired of being human and she's so fucking guilty about it. And helen goes aight. Bet. College student having a mental breakdown over repressed emotions meet the physical embodiment of them. I'm sure she won't shed her humanity and become the happiest she's ever been while ruining peoples lives
So turns out I have thoughts…look if Helen can’t make Jon into her cute little baby monster what the point. Jon should get to be a pretty little monster girl and toss her humanity aside as a treat,
I need jons brain being spiralized I need jons brain to get played with ok. She deserves it!!! It’d just be really fun if she went oh nothing makes sense huh. Nothing at all. I just think the idea of jon so dumbed down she’s all giggly and giddy is hot because jon would never so what did they have to do to her head to get her to do that. Ok. Make her dumb!!!!
SPIRALLZED STUFF ANIMAL…Jon should have little gifts from helen actually left all around constantly messing with her head make her office and her home make zero sense until trying to make it make sense is just so much effort and her mind buckles under it all. Ok??? Leave things thatre constantly making her mind play tricks on her. Make her slowly start giving into the spiral more and more as it becomes a comfort freeing to let go and just lose. Ok. Ok.
Elias watching jon get fucked stupid by a monster and going “Well. At least he’s marked.” Will never stop being funny. Google does it count as marking your archivist if he gets pregnant
One of my favorite self-indulgent headcanons is Jon naming himself after Jonah and I think this would be soooo cute and fun in an au where Elias raises Jon but also I think the idea of his son taking his name, molding himself after him, would make Elias so hard he’d need to sit down.
Thought about jon/corruption barnabas and exploded into a million pieces again. She should find him in s4 abandoned by Jonah just like she was and he should be so miserable and unloved and itchy and when she hums near him he starts humming along without thinking about it. Cmon. Put bugs in him. He needs someone to put bugs in him look at how miserable he is, he deserves it!!
fucking dies. just. Barnabas walking into Jon’s office one day, taking one look at him and just going he’s left you too, hasn’t he? and Jon is just so miserable and so tired he just nods, barely even scared of her. Barnabas just chatting with him for a while, offering him some company as he works. I need Jon to feel safer with this Corruption avatar he’s just met than he has felt with nearly anyone in years ok. ok
Barnabas starts humming after a while, her voice somewhat. enticing to Jon. he feels so warm by her side, so. cosy. he doesn’t know the melody, but it almost feels like he remembers it from somewhere, like a lullaby he was supposed to have sung to him as a child.
the burrowing should start slow, gentle. Jon barely notices it, until he does. it hurts, it feels wrong, but it also feels like someone finally scratching the itch he’s been trying to ignore for so long now. he tries to get the bugs out, to get Barnabas and her ‘children’ to leave him alone, but she says she just wants to help, especially since the person who was supposed to do that has already left him :( Jon tries to call someone, but who? nobody is coming to help him; they already consider him a monster, what difference would a bunch of worms make? Barnabas smiles at him, pity mixing with sorrow. she knows how he feels, that’s exactly why she wants to help him.
and yk what. she should rape him about it too. on his desk, just like he’s fantasised about Elias doing so many times. ough. Jon begging her to stop, to please get off him it hurts he’s scared please– which eventually turns into him just begging to be allowed to cum. ooooh. she should just. edge him for hours and hours as the worms make their home inside him, until Jon can’t do anything but writhe and whine and drool and buck his hips into the air, too far gone to even beg. then. oughhh. let the worms finish him off themselves, make him theirs in every way they can.
Jon should end up on her lap, sleepy and spent and so, so loved, brimming with joy. and Barnabas should get to smile back at the eyes that have been watching the scene and seething with rage all along <3
(bonus points if Elias comes back to find his Archivist, his boy, on his knees between Barnabas’s legs, begging for her cock as she sits right in the center of the panopticon. who said that)
Love how everyone agrees jon has a huge rape kink. That man wants to be pinned down and held and loved against his will SO BAD. He wants to be a small helpless little thing who doesn’t know what to do and his dads just so much stronger and is so careful and gentle and making sure it feels so so nice and promises to take such good care of him
nothinggg better than torturing an emotionally repressed character until every single trauma they’ve ever refused to process starts spilling uncontrollably out of the cracks. like a matryoshka doll situation of repressed trauma and baby you better believe i’m going in there with a hammer
I think Elias should force feed Jon statements at gunpoint. He’s tired of seeing his precious Archivist starving himself. Jon feeling so full and all the new information overwhelming him till he can’t even think, unresisting as Elias fucks him over his desk. Telling him one of his own Statements as he does so, calling him a greedy little thing. Jon’s thoughts too small to do anything but take what Elias gives him.
Helen babying Jon season 4 my beloved. That is her baby monster, she’s going to make sure it doesn’t starve. Jon having so much trouble focusing with her hanging about, it’s so hard to be a person when your thoughts are swirling around like wet paint. Jon trying to compel her to hold onto his thoughts but she just stabs him gently reminding him that she’s the bigger monster here. Patting him on the head as he whimpers in pain.
Forever obsessed with Jon’s lil trip to China and America and Elias letting him feel the full effects of leaving the institute and going without statements to a noticeable effect. Says absolutely nothing until he’s ready to collapse and only then sends over a statement with a cheeky note “to tide you over”
Like “yes Jon please go several hundreds of miles away from the heart of your eldritch body
Without me you’ll die and turn into an eyeball monster probably but I’ll cross that bridge when you get there <3
Elias should have Jon read statements while Elias eats him out. Elias pausing every time Jon slows down. Of course it’s one of the letters to Jonah because Elias picked the statement.
hey. sorry for calling you “my subject” at your family dinner. i’m not sure if i meant it in a princess way or a scientist way but either way it was definitely a sex thing for me
Please imagine Jon age regressing in heat and sooo confused not even knowing what he needs just that his dad can make it better and his dad smells nice and if he chirps at him loud enough he keeps touching him and kissing his forehead and purring:((
I know I’ve said it before but. Omega Jon who was adopted by Elias and begins instinctively recognizing his father as his mate. Not at first, when Elias is still a stranger to him, untrusted and unknown. But when Elias begins worming his way into Jon’s life. When Jon begins to see him as not just his legal guardian but his father. A stern, intelligent, caring presence who is so eager to indulge in Jon’s interest in his work, his institute. So patient with him and his surlyness. Jon feeling so miserable and broken over his feelings. Hating how those wires got crossed for him, how his brain and instincts could be so stupid as to act like his father is a viable romantic partner. So certain he’d be left behind if Elias ever found out. Sent back to the foster home or tossed out into the streets. Meanwhile Elias is using his eyevatar powers to creep on Jon while he masturbates.
I’m imagining Elias Dramatically Saving Jon from a supernatural threat (after Jon was already marked, of course (idk if he was planning to have Jon marked for his ritual yet, but I’m sure he enjoyed watching his son to see what he would do and drinking in his fear <3)). Jon pressed up soso close to Elias. Listening to his comforting rumbling purrs as he processes what just happened, heart hammering. And he’s so warm, so solid where Jon is leaning against him. And be just feels so safe. And he wonders if maybe Elias really does care for him. If he could trust him enough to let him be Jon’s dad. But there’s a part of him that registers what a good mate he would be….
Omega Jon with awful, miserable heats. Happening with no pattern and little warning and absolutely overwhelming him whenever they do. Who struggles to cum during them (especially since he’s too awkward and too proud to ask for a heat aid or buy one himself). Spending days painting and sweating and fingering himself trying desperately to cum, thinking about how much easier this would be with an alpha to help him. How much better he would feel with his father’s heavy cock buried inside him instead of a handful of fingers. Making desperate little whining calls, the subvocalizations of a child begging for their parent to help them.
And maybe he even age regresses during them… feeling so safe in his father’s house, abandoned by his mate. Lonely and miserable and distressed and it’s all too much. Sinking into that soft place where he’s so small and confused. Doesn’t really understand what’s happening except that he needs his dad to touch him… crawling into his father’s lap, begging to be allowed to hump his thigh. So desperate and he doesn’t even know what he wants, just that he needs his father to take care of him.
I think Elias should force feed Jon statements at gunpoint. He’s tired of seeing his precious Archivist starving himself. Jon feeling so full and all the new information overwhelming him till he can’t even think, unresisting as Elias fucks him over his desk. Telling him one of his own Statements as he does so, calling him a greedy little thing. Jon’s thoughts too small to do anything but take what Elias gives him.
This becoming a regular thing because Jon refuses to feed normally. Elias should fuck Jon with the gun too, when he’s being particularly stubborn, Jon trying to resist but it’s hard when he’s so full.
Jon starting to like these sessions a little to much so it has the opposite effect.
Elias should muzzle feral fledgling Jon, because while he personally doesn’t have a problem with Jon’s eating habits he is getting tired of having to replace the carpet. Elias being very strict on when and where he eats now, treating him like a dog. Reminding him if he had just a little self control the muzzle wouldn’t be necessary. Letting Jon starve just a little so when he lets Jon feed he can’t stop until he’s taken it all.
Elias sighing at the mess as usual and watching Jon crumble at the admonishment, enjoying the sight. Jon out of it a bit after gorging himself and Elias taking advantage. Licking the blood off his face before fastening the muzzle back on.
I was thinking about why I prefer fledgling/maker relationship over vampire/human despite the latter often having the human be turned by their lover. and of course it’s because they are about different things. for the turning evens the playing field, for the other it creates enormous power imbalance. what I enjoy about maker/fledgling relationships is the power imbalance, the difference in experience. the fledging struggling with self control and being forced to rely on their maker (if they are present and reliable, that is)
and the incestual undertones of fledgling/maker of course. makermentorfathermothergod. you get it?
