Mixing age regressing and fledgling Jon would be fun I think.
Jon getting to be little and Elias hand feeding him cooing over what a good boy he is when he manages to latch on properly. Jon whining when he’s hungry because when he’s little he doesn’t have any of the guilt, he just knows his stomach hurts and his maker can fix that.
Jon being especially greedy when he’s little, until he drinks far too much and then needs to be cuddled because he’s still in pain, only now he’s too full. Elias cleaning his face off telling him what a good boy he is.
Just Jon being a little feral when he’s small, because it’s all instinct then.
I love when a character wants to be someone’s dog so so bad. Dont mean it in a sexual way (although that can also be a part of it) I mean like. Let me be your loyal companion let me stay by your side give me a purpose in exchange for endless unconditional love let me stop being a person love me like it’s my only use. Love me like that’s the only thing I was made for. As you can tell. I’m normal.
smut is actually unbelievably difficult to write, not because it’s somehow uniquely challenging, but because, while there are a good fifteen different acceptable synonyms for most words, there are absolutely zero acceptable synonyms for cock.
It’s not my fault I just thinks it’s really cool and hot when a villain absolutely fucking demolishes a hero’s physical body, self esteem, mental health, and general ability to function ever and then says smth super victim-blamey and then keeps them locked up in their house until they get inevitably rescued. And then after the hero gets better a little then they get kidnapped again or otherwise re-stuck with the villain and retraumatized. It’s so #relatable or smth idk
Intern Jon who has a huge debilitating fixation on his intelligent, fascinating, clever boss whose taken an interest in him. Who sometimes can’t help but see Elias as a father figure. Who guiltily touches himself for hours to the thought of Elias actually being his dad, teaching him how to masturbate correctly. Raping him because Jon can’t get off on his own and needs his dad to do it for him. Hating himself for it afterwards but it’s sometimes the only thing that can actually get him worked up enough and for long enough to orgasm. Worrying constantly what Elias would think if he knew about all Jon’s horrible, disgusting thoughts.
And then Elias kisses him. Sleeps with him, and suddenly Jon has stumbled into an intense, torrid affair with a man almost thrice his age (and no, it does NOT make him wet to think about how much younger he is, no matter how flustered he got when Elias once mentioned he was old enough to be Jon’s father) and the thoughts just aren’t stopping. Because Elias is always so steady even when Jon’s falling apart on his fingers and his tongue and his cock, because he knows just how to toy with Jon, affectionate but firm, paternal. Like a father. And every time they have sex Jon can’t help but imagine that Elias isn’t just his lover but his father as well. That his dad is filling him with his cock, his cum (A fantasy Elias is more than happy to encourage, not that Jon has noticed <3). Jon lying awake beside Elias at night, drowning in guilt over how creepy and awful he’s being, how disgusted Elias (his dad) would be if only he knew. Slipping out of bed and slinking back home in the early morning, drowning in misery.
Eventually, it all begins to wear on him (at least, that’s what he assumes is causing the sudden increase of fatigue). So stressed and guilty it makes him sick (vomiting at all hours of the day, constantly nauseous… what else could it be?). And…. there’s some odd bloating developing in his stomach, too. So caught up in shame and self-loathing, but at least it can’t get much worse. As long as he can keep his sick desires secret, he can keep their relationship going. And surely, there’s nothing else that could possibly blow up his life.
Imagine Elias putting Jon near the end of s3 and just. Not unlocking it all of s4. Cause he’s in prison.
Jon constantly annoyed all through S4 because he can’t get off or have sex and Elias won’t see him and unlock the damn thing already. Eventually the Eye straight up tells him how he could safely (or unsafely) remove it and Jon just has to sit there and stew over the fact that not only did Elias keep him locked in a chastity belt but also that he’s making the active choice to keep wearing it now no matter how sexually frustrated he gets.
I know Jon is often depicted and headcanoned as scrawny and suchlike but I think we should be considering the merits of fat Jon. Such as how much deeper into him something would be able to sink its teeth. Burying long, razor-blade teeth deep inside his flesh, every inch of bloodslick tissue warm and perfect around each daggerlike fang. Powerful jaws crushing with perfect pressure until the fangs go deep enough to gently rest against bone……..
Whenever trans man/transmasc Jon is given tits they’re basically always small, and tbh I do see the vision but. Consider. How much we could make him suffer if they were bigger. If he had difficulty binding (and you KNOW that man wouldn’t be safe about binding at all). If they gave him back problems. If he was constantly stressing about whether anyone had noticed he wasn’t cis. Just. Imagine.
Enough Jon who is so small he doesn’t need to bind. Give me Jon who binds every single day for twelve hours straight and regularly forgets to take his binder off when he goes to bed (not that I’ve ever done that…) and still can’t quite manage to fully bind his chest. Give this man back problems!!
Okay before I was just being mean but now I’m also going to be horny: imagine how much worse it would be for him if he was pregnant; if he was lactating. Tits sore and swollen, even harder to hide. His binders even more uncomfortable to wear (especially with the baby bump as well). Constantly squeezing his tits and causing him to leak milk everywhere <3
Hey gang I’m thinking about jg incest again. I think sometimes gerry desperately wishes she could be some dangerous Thing holding jon in her jaws and sinking her teeth in and he trembles but doesn’t try to run because he trusts her and loves her so so much and she just needs to taste him needs his fear and love and all of him or she might burst. Hey where are you goi
Will die on my hill jg are just kinda each other’s stim toys. It’s not even sexual sometimes it’s just they have so much Energy and Big Feelings and world hard and cold but siblings tits are soft and warm. Institute staff being weird about you? You can Bite your sibling as hard as possible and gag them with their own clothes and mess around with their body however you want while they squirm and cry beneath you until you feel better. It’s easy and it’s free
Am I allowed to say things. I think gerry had a lot of very confusing very messy fantasies early on because of the books she read that maybe did some Things. To her brain. I think she read about some fight scenes with. You know all the wildly horny ways people can pin each other down. I think those were Formative for her. I think once her and Jon were watching a movie when some fight scene came on and jons just kinda like. Why are you red. And she’s digging her fingernails into her knees so hard they bleed going oh mum forgot to turn on the ac :) <- she wants to fuck her brother so bad she’s going to explode
I need to think of movies or books with erotic fight scenes gerry NEEDS to develop a weird Fixation on something and not entirely realize why for a while. I’m inflicting the awkward experience of wow this sure is a thing that makes me feel Odd and I think about a lot, oh well to THAT WAS A FUCKING KINK???? Pipeline. Anyways I think she’d be really really horny about very specific kinds of fight scenes and the first time she read a book where a fight scene turned into a make out she. Had some feelings. And jon from across the room is like. “Is there something you’d like to share with the class” “can I not read a damn book?”
For the record this is the Tamest idea I have I just am kind of testing the waters here. Am I legally allowed to talk about gerrys wet dreams. Please. I have some thoughts
Somebody needs to introduce incest AU Jon to the concept of vore. He NEEDS to think about being kept safe and warm in the tight heat of Elias’ stomach. Okay?
I understand cannibalism can be a metaphor for toxic love and all that, but I need cannibalism as a metaphor for being touch starved. You need contact so badly is a deep hunger, something that can only be solved by the feeling lf flesh giving way to teeth, of warm, gushing blood. A hunger that’s so deep, the very thought is sickening yet you still crave, you still want, you still need, and even though you feel as if you aren’t deserving of such touch, you still crave it lile a starving wolf craves prey, like the only thing that could stop the rotting ache in your chest is the crunch of bones and the squelching of organs
He’s finally being well-fed, getting a consistent, steady supply of food just like he needs after months of near-starvation. Body filling out as he takes in the never-ending meal. <3
He deserves to lounge comfortably in the panopticon as his body is pumped full of delicious, wonderful terror, Elias kneeling between his legs, face buried in Jon’s folds.
For Jon selfcest we need to give one of our Jons the ability to impregnate the other one. This is to make their sex life Worse and also to take whatever fragile peace and stability they manage to claw and Explode it in their faces. You understand.
I just. I really like the idea of alpha elias a little Bothered by his instincts and keeping them on a tight leash who’s usually so composed and then something happens when he snaps and is soooo hungry and possessive and affectionate and desperate . Ok. I like the idea of elias keeping himself sooo carefully controlled and indulging in his desires yes but always doing so very Intentionally and Carefully and then losing his shit over something completely.
Hello woukd anyone like to think about jon defending his grandmother and elias saying “oh for goodness’ sake jon, I raised you more than she did.” Hello. Hello can anyone hear m
Jon in the apocalypse gasping and looking so blissful,, elias asking him what’s on his mind and Jon whispers that he’s full, that he’s actually full, Jon who’s been starving his whole life never satisifed, ok. OK. I just think. Jon whimpering so sweetly because he’s sure he can’t take anymore yet he never wants it to end. Jon finally sated . Ok?
you must always think about a mentor figure exploiting the power imbalance with their mentee. and you must sexualise it as well. otherwise a gazillion hungry angels are going to hell
“you can tell this writer has a fetish :/” i hope when people read my writing they can accurately guess all my kinks, fantasies, most influential moments in my psychosexual development, and how many days since i last gave head at the time i wrote it
She’s been growing breasts for months now and she doesn’t know why but she doesn’t want to stop… Elias so calming and reassuring when she goes to him for help. Elias asking her to show him so he can see her chest up close. Just to examine it. To make sure everything’s alright. Gently fondling her breasts as he pretends to check them. Patiently ignoring her little gasps as he rubs the sensitive skin, the way she’s slowly growing hard at his ministrations. Positioning his thigh so she can rut against it as he continues to grope her…
And of course Elias needs to make sure she has enough to eat. Needs to take her out dinner, to have lunch with her, to make sure she gets enough statements every week for her chest to swell up big enough, until even her baggiest clothes can’t hide it anymore, until it’s obvious to everyone <3
And of course Elias should escalate. Should ensure she begins to lactate, but that’s a hornypost for another day…
