your writing is delicious as always, scrumptious, just been a but quiet in your ask box bc i feel like i am spamming it D:
You’re not spamming me don’t worry, I do read all asks and I do intend to respond I’m just making my slow way through everything. So as long as you don’t mind waiting a bit for a response to a prompt never feel bad about sending something.
“mmh did you know that creator you like also posts 🔞 content? did you know that? don’t you think that’s weird? don’t you think we should keep this space-”
no. i don’t.
i booked a front row seat to the devil’s sacrament and you’re blocking the view
just go back to the 1660 new england hole you just crawled out of and eat barley for a week to atone for your sins or whatever
I love human x human romances (male or female) but I can't express how disappointed I get every time the dragon takes on a human form. I mean, you can have a huge, beutifull, scaly, dragon-cunt/dragon-penis creature that's completely untamable and you choose a boring human???
(Arospec <3) Jon who has been pining after his father for years. Who only managed to develop romantic feelings for the man he already had a familial connection to. Who is constantly, tirelessly working to earn Elias’ praise and approval and affection. And it’s given freely but it’s never enough because Jon spent much of his early childhood lonely and isolated and feeling deeply unloved and now he’s starving for it. Jon who gets a job in research right out of college. Pushed and argued and pleaded for it until Elias relented (and he was always going to. Always going to make sure his son ended up where he belonged, but he wanted Jon to choose. To beg for it, his opportunity to seek answers, to work alongside the father he so dearly admires).
Jon who spends his years in research mostly isolated. Afraid his coworkers are going to discover his feelings for his dad. And when it comes out that he’s Elias’ son his coworkers draw away too, irritated with the stuck up, prickly, arrogant young man in research who was only handed the job because his father gave it to him. I think one of them calls him a “daddy’s boy,” once. I think it makes him soaking wet to hear it.
Jon so so hurt and betrayed when he realizes the father who he loves (who he’s in love with) is a murderer, is a monster. Was keeping so many secrets, so many answers, so much knowledge from him all this time. S3 filled with constant arguments and Jon’s hurt and betrayal but the parts of him that identify Elias as “father” and the parts that identify him as “beloved” are so deeply intertwined they can’t ever be untangled, and Jon never stopped starving for Elias’ praise and touch and care. Never stopped wishing that Elias could love him back, could be his in the same way he’s been Elias’ for so, so very long.
And then Jon wakes up from his coma, and Elias isn’t there to greet him. Won’t even see him. And Jon doesn’t think anything could ever possibly hurt more.
Oh but of course realizing Elias could read his mind was an agony all of its own. That his father could see his shameful feelings, every disgusting fantasies, his bone-deep need to crawl down his father’s throat and consume him whole all at once. He Knew, this whole time, and he said nothing. And it hurts, it hurts so badly, that Jon could spend so many years madly in love and Elias had absolutely nothing to say about it for all that time. That he didn’t reciprocate them. Didn’t want him. Felt no need to belong to Jon the way Jon had belonged to him for so very, very long.
btw when i blog in disgusting ways about defiling a character just remember that when i was growing up i thought god would straight up kill me with a lightning strike if i ever even thought of anything in a vaguely sexual way so saying i want to get a twink pregnant this is unprecedented growth and should be celebrated
i hate any form of one-sided jonelias icl. the truth is that they are both relentlessly drawn to the other.
when elias is obsessively fiending after jon and watching him religiously, jon is likewise desperate for elias’ guidance and knowledge on the things he is going through, needing the comfort only he can give. even in stuff set precanon/s1, jon should have an admiration for elias. maybe even a little crush.
Helen should have kept Jon in her hallways a bit longer after rescuing him, till he’s desperate, starving and so scared. Just because she didn’t want to kill him didn’t mean she had to give him back in good condition, and he’s so fun to play with. Finally she relents but the thing getting dropped off in Elias’s office is a starving feral creature covered in twisting eyes, body not quite right anymore.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but there is always a way to turn your fav character into a more disgusting immoral predatory version of themselves <3 never give up
people are always like “Oh a vampire wouldn’t get horny while drinking someone’s blood, that’s like getting horny while eating a sandwich” and like man have you never had a really good fucking sandwich?
The sandwich i had for lunch didnt moan and scream and squirm against my body and then become limp and pliable when i was done now did it
Was reminded of my “transmasc Jon names himself after Jonah” au and now I’m thinking about it in the context of the incest au. Elias is being told by his adorably bashful son that he wants to go by “Jon,” and he’s thinking short for Jonah and Elias is greedily drinking in Jon’s obsessive fixation on his past self and Jon is so so anxious and Elias is just trying very hard to school his facial expression because he has been struck by a sudden and overpowering Need to fill his darling son with cum until it takes.
I still think elias should act how jon imagines a father would. Stern, firm, yet so patient. So competent and rational and responsible. Can be so warm, in those moments. A steady hand on his back breath hot on his neck so understanding , only ever disappointed, gently but firmly putting him right back in his place like it was never a question, nothing he says leaves any room to argue back or question, so Mature so self assured so so so. It is slowly driving jon insane. He’s never felt young. Small, yes, helpless, yes, unqualified, yes, but never young. Except when Elias is around and he’s so much taller than him and he’s so patient and so pleased with him when he gets something right, so impressed, his hands are ever so slightly weathered and feel so nice when he takes off his glasses and runs a hand down his face and tells him he should get some rest before he crashes into the desk. Ridiculous boy, he calls him, and Jon doesn’t whine but he feels like it. He can’t keep pushing himself this hard, and he’s done so well already, won’t he get some rest? His hands are so nice and the touch is Solid and Grounding and he feels so little when he talks to him like that, when he sounds so fond and he’s smiling at him like that and he feels like his son. Oh god, he wants it. He wants it so terribly and Elias pats him on the back and guides him to document storage and his voice is warm and he doesn’t question why he’s so flushed or why his hands drifting down make him squirm so much. He leaves and tells him good night, sweet dreams, tucks him in like a child and flicks off the light, and Jon wants.
You don’t understand if elias doesn’t treat jon like the worlds most capable most mature child I’m going to explode and so will jon. That man NEEDS to feel so young and small and soft and safe and like his dad knows everything and can make everything all better. Ok???
guy who soaks thru his boxers upon hearing someone call him a pretty puppy x guy more than double his age who pulls on his tie like a leash just to hear him whimper and feel his hands fist themselves into his shirt
Not very interested in top!Jon but switch!Jon would feel sooooo normal about wanting to rail Elias while he begs Jon to stop. Jon would learn about Elias’ breathplay kink and think about choking him while he fucks him with his strap and finger himself and then feel miserably guilty about it afterwards.
Unfortunately the main problem with top jon is that he can’t get pregnant and I need my breeding kink. And no he can’t be breeding anyone else either. It has to be Jon. If Jon is doing the breeding rather than being bred I lose all interest immediately.
Other than the complete lack of Jonpreg tho there’s lots of potential here.
Another thing fandom needs to start doing more of is projecting on tops.
There are delicious amounts of psychological distress you can inflict on that guy once you get into his head. The brainworms of forcing agency and initiative on someone who genuinely is Not Fucking Ready For It are exquisite.
To quote myself: Domtops in fics are always written to have such uncomplicated and healthy relationships to their sexualities and for my mental health I need us to collectively start giving them complexes about being some kind of monstrous predatory freak of nature instead.
Make that guy have a panic attack b/c someone in his daydream told him to stop and he kept going anyway.
New and improved! Sad Wet Dog of a top is thinking about how he wants to hurt you but doesn’t want to hurt you and the contradiction is slowly and steadily making him Lose His Whole Fucking Mind.
good morning. what a good day to remember that jon and elias are hopelessly in love.
jon was literally made for him. made for him by his own hand. he made him. fate puppeteered them together and elias molded the clay that was given to him into the shape it was destined for. and in a hundred ways, at a hundred thresholds, jon pressed forward into the shape he was meant for.
You guys think I’m joking about the experimentation kink, but I think if I ever found out that a partner WAS taking notes on me and what I liked somewhere- I would pass out from how horny that would make me
Oh- you have spreadsheets on my preferences like a fucking weirdo? My dude, this is exactly my brand of freak, our autistic asses shall be married in the morning
if you’re writing and find yourself thinking ‘this is too weird/gross/offputting/esoteric/ambitious/catered to my specific interests + sure to push away a broader audience’ that is the devil speaking and it is a lie. you are already firmly on the right path and you need to double down
And if Jon is a girl it’s Elias’ fatherly duty to ensure she gets a vaginoplasty and perhaps even a fertile womb. That Jon wakes up with a warm, wet cunt between her thighs, which he carefully stretches every day <3
Omegaverse Jongerry incest….. Jon in preheat and he smells soso good suddenly and Gerry doesn’t fully understand why but she Needs to keep him close and keep him smelling like her and every time anyone else dares to enter his space she wants to snarl at them. Curled up behind him in bed inhaling deep lungfuls of his warm omega scent, beginning to hump him with low desperate noises, keening as Jon bares his neck for her. Mary needing to hurriedly make arrangements to keep them both separated because the alternative is her daughter claiming, mating, and impregnating her son.
Alpha Gerry should bite omega Jon before the pair of them even know what it means. Jon going into his first heat, Mary isn’t home yet and Gerry’s instincts are screaming at her to claim her little brother.
Too tired to elaborate but. AU where Gertrude adopts Jon and Gerry and ends up developing a Weird Sexual Thing with both of them. They’re also having sex with each other naturally.
Elias: “He’s my little guy, my small tiny fellow, my little sopping wet kitten, he could be killed by a passing summer breeze, my most favorite employee, the most fragile traumatized little mind in reach, he’s never done anything wrong in his entire life, he’s the coughing baby to my hydrogen bomb, the sickly Victorian child to my plague, my little discord kitten, my blorbo whom I must put through the horrors, he’s never had a day of rest in his life and if it was any other way I would be miserable, he’s a stress ball to me, my little archivist must be put in Situations so I may thrive off his suffering and moral confusion. He is a dark mirror to my brilliance, cut of identical cloth but the very model of weak qualities I left behind, the becoming and undoing of my being and my most precious arbiter of fear in 200 years.”
Jon: “Elias, the mannequins wanted to skin me, I’m scared.”
Au where Elias isolates Jon even further, maybe he’s alone in the archives because ‘Gertrude didn’t need any assistants Jon I know you’ll be up to the task.’ Elias coming up with far too many reasons to stop in to check on Jon who is losing it so much faster. Jon should have a breakdown and Elias just ‘happens’ to catch it and comfort Jon, telling him that he’s so proud of the progress he’s made so far. I’m sure this will not awaken anything.
‘ex situationship’ is truly the nightmare relationship type. like we weren’t ever anything but we were Something and now I mourn it like a relationship and I feel everything I would for that. but we weren’t ever anything. so I can’t mourn it because it didn’t exist. but it Did
I think gerry should be hands shaking panting begging jon to be allowed to cum inside of him she needs it so bad PLEASE come on look how good she’s making him feel look how happy he looks he’s all sweaty he’s all cute like this come on please please please please please please please and jons almost in awe and kinda on a power trip about it. Can anyone hear me. Hello
Jon, Gerry, Gertrude fucked up family dynamic is so good and I wish I could articulate more. She should be so strict and unkind at times, but her very rare praise makes Jon practically melt, and Gerry preen like she’s the smartest girl. I need Gertrude to see two broken people and decide to use them. They’re both already in this world anyway, she can’t afford to be sentimental no matter how she feels about her kids.
I think she takes Gerry out on missions more than Jon, she can take care of herself, Jon’s strengths lie in other areas. I think whenever Gertrude is out Elias should strike up a relationship with Jon. Poor thing is so lonely without his sister and mum.
Alpha Gerry should bite omega Jon before the pair of them even know what it means. Jon going into his first heat, Mary isn’t home yet and Gerry’s instincts are screaming at her to claim her little brother.
starting a campaign called Put Fingers In His Bullet Wound Wednesday where every wednesday we celebrate medical accuracy by leaving the bullet in whatever fictional pookie you shot real good and Packing His Hole with gauze. by fingering that bullet wound real good. With gauze. this campaign will increase medical accuracy in fics and also make bullet wounds hornier.
The purpose of Fingers In His Bullet Wound Wednesday is to celebrate and sexualize proper medical care, such as Wound Packing, which requires Gauze. Pack His Wound Wednesday! Fill His Wound Friday! <3
Dont just finger his wound: fill it!
Happy inaugural Pack His Wound Wednesday, remember to finger and fill his wound!
Please note: Extremities only! Do NOT pack in the chest or abdominal area! Organs live there! Shoving gauze will only move the organs around, and they do not like that.
The goal of wound packing is not the absorb blood; rather, it’s to compress the vessels so much that they back up and start the blood clotting process. That’s why tampons do not work in these situations; they’re made for absorption, not compaction.
anyways everything is a metaphor for sexual penetration. gay sex
I’m sorry that you apparently felt “tortured” by my behavior. I personally love experimental research chemicals and would enjoy being force fed them while locked in a windowless cell but I can see how someone with a less positive additude might not enjoy that. Anyway sorry I guess. I hope you can get over your close mindedness since it’s clearly a source of pain in your life.
first base is ripping each other’s throats out second base is fucking and then pretending it didn’t happen after it’s over. third base is falling unconscious from blood loss in the other’s arms
ALT
