Monster Jon on a leash. Monster Jon baring his neck for the man who made him this. Monster Jon happily resting his head in the lap of the man who broke the world. And he’s adored. Completely and utterly adored by the man who ruined his life. “My archivist”, he calls him sometimes, when he’s in a certain mood. “My beautiful archivist.”
Jon had left him several times before. But he always comes back. And he always bares his neck. His arms are warm and loving. And here, when he says “I love you”, when he bears his heart, he doesnt get awkward silence, he doesn’t get dismissal, he doesn’t get changing the subject. He gets an earnest “I love you too, Jon.” And a loving, tender kiss on the forehead. Jonah is so warm. Jonahs arms are strong and sturdy and laying on top of him is nice but being under him is better, it soothes some weird instinct in his brain he’s had long before becoming. This weird Thing that likes being squished and pinned and held in place, be it for sex or just being held down. Jonahs sturdy. Comforting. He could probably easily overpower him now. He’s the archivist. He could do whatever he wanted with him. He’s selfishly glad nobody can overpower him anymore, but. An odd part of him misses when Jonah could pin him down. When Jonah was stronger than him. He’s glad he can’t hurt him anymore, yet some part of him wants to feel so safe and fragile in his arms again. It’s odd. He doesn’t know why. He thinks something in his head got rewired wrong after he almost died so many times. But he whines mournfully when he realizes how little is actually stopping him from walking off and leaving. They’ll figure something out. This is definitely a really healthy coping mechanism. They can probably still drug Jon. Oh god monster Jon drugged would actually be really hot no way it Wouldn’t react differently on him even if it still has him more helpless and soft. So weak and foggy eyed and powers going a little out of control and his big eyes looking at him so so softly and sweetly.
Jon eating Jonah out having to be careful to watch the teeth. Jons tongue going so much deeper in Jonah that it should be possible for it to go, hitting things it should Not reach. Rough and hitting all the little spots that make Jonah gasp and squirm and grab onto jon for dear life.
Monster Jon <333
