Look I just think it’d be hot if Jonah found Jon at his lowest and slowly inserted himself in his life and made him incredibly dependent on him. With a horrible bad power dynamic <3 Bonus points. Jon should know it’s bad and want it so so bad anyway screaming at himself for his shitty decisions the whole time. And he should whine for Jonah to fuck him until he feels better <333
PREV I am rotating that concept in my mind. Him meeting a handsome older man who looks bored out of his mind. They have an interesting conversation, he knows a lot about this place, and a lot in general. WAIT I could make this my one au. He gets to talking to him more, running into him now and then. He’d be lying if he said he doesn’t look forward to it. Him learning this man knows a lot about things thatve haunted him his whole life. About leitners. About the supernatural. He’s so much wiser than he looks. He should idolize him. He should want to be him so so bad. Especially after finding out he’s trans too and quietly vibrating with gender envy. By the time he starts wanting out the doors are locked. It’s just him and Jonah, his closest confidant, his only true friend, his lover <3 and it’d be so lonely without him and nobody knows more about what he NEEDS to know than he does. So he curls up next to him, trying to hold back his sobs, and grinds on his thigh until the pain and fear is background noise to the buzz of arousal and being so so wanted. Jonah should shower him in sooo much praise. Jonah should offer him a place at the institute. “You’ll find answers there.” He knows it’s a trap. He also knows he can’t say no. Not because Jonah would do anything if he said so, but because this is who he is. There is no way he rejects this offer.
He should get bent over Jonahs desk and called his favorite, such a sweet boy, told that he belongs here, he has ALWAYS belonged here, he will make him so so happy here, he will be so loved and wanted and adored. He will never go hungry again. He will let him gorge himself on all the answers he’s ever craved. He’ll be alright <3 Jonah will never leave his side.
Its terrifying and everything he’s ever wanted and everything he’s ever feared. Jon thinks he might be in love with him.