Girl help. I’m thinking about Canon jon/incest au jon again. The envy the guilt the au jon going “can I help you” everytime jon tries to convince him to leave. Do you think jon suddenly understands why so many people gave up to him and falls deeper into his own self hatred. They should fuck about it and jon should be clearly hating himself the whole time. Jon should be so angry at him because he’s angry at himself. And au jon should make him so much worse. I fully think au jon hates Canon jon way less than he hates him. Btw. Like it’s still jon. Still has self hatred. But. Gestures.