Yall dont even know about the insane canon jon/au jon dynamic that solely exists in me and my friends dms and also my brain. The views beautiful over here boss. No I don’t know how to explain it to you. I just think. Horrible toxic self love is fun. I think it’s fun when another version of jon who’s become so much worse and is so much happier sees him trying to be good and being miserable for it and still resents everyone who made him that miserable goes aren’t you tired? Aren’t you tired??? I think another version of jon should make him so much worse. In my humble opinion. And there should be some fauxcest going on.
Taking this out of the tags because ur tags are so good and deserve a proper reply. I think honestly seeing how his other self was treated is kind of vindicating for au jon. Like HA. In many many ways. Elias cares even if he’s not his son, he never could’ve gotten better so he’s not a bad person for not trying, and he was RIGHT! It was just him and elias and nobody would’ve tried to understand and that’s horrible but it’s also freeing him off that responsibility because he was right. He couldn’t get better and there was no reason to. (Unreliable narrators my beloved.) I do think he like. Finds himself oddly protective of this other him because here’s a version of him that actually tried and isn’t even allowed to get anywhere. Resents these versions of people he never even met. I just think. Au jon being a terrible influence. Au jon justifying them feeding maybe. Giving him excuses. Going “Well, would you rather die?”
I just think. Au jon should make him worse. Understand him. Feel genuine sympathy for him. Give him all the comfort and love he hasn’t had in years and make him so much worse. I just think. Jon should be terrified by how happy au jon is and how easy it’d be for him to have that <3 and I think au jon should pull him closer to Jonah the whole time