It’s like. Gerry does not want to be his mum but also. Yes? Hut also no. But also hmm. But also oh god no never. But also once he was curled up so peacefully in her arms suckling on her tits and looking up at her with this sheer adoration and completely relaxed and she wanted to keep him there forever far away from anyone who’d ever hurt him again and he is not her son and she’d hate being his mum but also maybe she wants to pretend a little bit. Just a tiny bit. As long it’s always her as the big sister who’s a better mum than his real one. That’s the angle she likes. The idea of Actually being his mum terrifies her. They raised each other and they have very complicated feelings about it I think. Idk. Do you getbit . I’m very tired