There is something so homoerotic about forcequeering your younger self. But I cant word why. It’s jist. It’s Just. It’s so good??? The showing kindness to your past self in the most forceful way possible. It’s the closest thing to kind future jon can ever bring itself to be to past jon. Those moments where it’s almost gentle. Tender. Can’t ever bring itself to be kind but just trying to Drag who jon actually is outside of the shell it built itself. The almost self love. Do you get it…