Jon should be beating himself up for hours after every fantasy of Elias being his loving father and Elias should be going wow this is great. Hot , revealing his psychological problems, AND a snack (fear of someone finding out), what not to love.
Intern Jon just being a mess, he is trying so hard to get a good grade at work. Only instead of being able to focus he’s having these feelings. It doesn’t help that Elias keeps showing up, when he is most inundated with said feelings, and makes it worse.
Jon’s trash is filled with snapped pens from trying to keep his feelings under control. Or they’re just chewed to hell because boys got an oral fixation a mile wide.
He tries smoking but Elias shows up there, lightly scolding him that he shouldn’t take up the habit. Jon is trying very hard not to say, well if I had something else to put in my mouth. That is not professional workplace language.
Everyone thinks he’s a bit of a bitch, but the truth is he is constantly turned on and can do absolutely nothing about it.
Just Elias using the fact that he can know what Jon is thinking to drive him insane.
Elias should get Jon pregnant. Should move him into a room that looks and feels like a normal bedroom, Elias slowly modifying it to be more and more like a child’s room. Tucking him into bed every night, kissing him softly on the forehead. Starts to read out loud to Jon… and he says it’s just because he wants to take care of him. The pregnancy has made him so terribly sick after all… but he starts treating Jon more and more like a child (like his child) (and why does Jon want that. Need it, even??)… Elias slowly making Jon his boy, his darling son, so young, needing his father to take care of him and the little sibling he’s growing in his belly…..
Thinks about jhe threesome from hell. Elias saying he really doesn’t think Helen needs to be here. Helen laughing anf says “I think hd disagrees. Don’t you, Jon?” And Jon whos currently full of something twisting and inhuman that feels like it’s remolding his body to fit it, to be able to stand it, who’s never felt more wanted in his life then when two beautiful terrifying monsters are fighting over which should get to ruin him just goes “hmfmfjfkfgh.”
“I’ll take that as a yes.” Elias sighs. “Well, he never did make good decisions.”
Jon whines. Angles his hips up. He’s gone five seconds without being told he’s a good boy and this is unacceptable.
“Which is what I’m here for. Don’t look so sad, Jon.” He presses a kiss to his forehead. “You’ve gone too long without me breeding you, is that it? Poor thing. I suppose I should make it up to you, then.”
Jon makes a happy noise. Helen huffs and pulls him closer to her, spearing him further on- whatever the hells inside him right now. “I’m handling him just fine, thank you.”
“Oh come now. You know how insatiable he can be. Besides, I am his father. It’d be cruel not to take care of him.”
Another fun thing about jhe hell threesome is imagining elias watching the gore shit first hand. He’s baffled at first by the fact jon likes it I think. I think Helen should offer to let him touch “her sons” insides like she’s doing him a favor and jon immediately straining and whimpering at him…ough. look it’s the INTIMACY it’s the TRUST it’s the inherent homoerotism of holding the boy you’ve molded into your perfect tool’s heart in your hands and whispering “You’re beautiful” in wonder while be squirms feeling every agonizing wonderful moment barelynable to stand it body knowing it should be dead and crying out in confusion and-
Actually yeah thinking about season 2 now if we keep the Gertrude/Jon/Elias divorced polycule. Jon maybe knowing intellectually his mum is dead, because there was a lot of blood. Though part of him hopes she was just faking it, thought that means she abandoned him instead, either way not good.
Then he gets confirmation that his mother was murdered, and probably not by a monster. Jon being so certain he’s next and too paranoid to even get to mourn properly. Nobody but Elias knows what their relationship actually was so no one else gets that that was his mum. Going to Elias to cry and not knowing that the person he’s crying to is the one who did this to him.
When Leitner says it was probably Elias, Jon defending him because no that’s his dad he wouldn’t.
During the ‘confrontation’ when Elias admits it? Admits that he took away Jon’s mum, and his excuse was she was going to destroy the Archives? Jon not even able to do anything because part of him, the monstery part is horrified at the thought of his Archives being destroyed. Jon wanting to go to Elias for comfort but he can’t because wouldn’t that be wrong?
Jon locking himself in his office to cry, and mourn his mum.
Im really normal about elias treating jon like his son. I love frog boiling. Jon should be getting fucked in a warm comfy bed with cute little patterns on the sheets and so many plushies and thinking oh. There’s no way he’s not doing this on purpose is there. But it feels so good and Elias talks to him like parents talk to their kids, warm and affectionate, but not smothering. He should feel so small, so utterly helpless, and yet not weak, not unsafe. Just so small, and everything feels so much bigger than him…and he thinks maybe he’s fucked up for wanting this but Elias is the one easing him into it. Gently but firmly tugging him along the whole time. Isnt it nice to have someone there to help him if he doesn’t know what he wants. A firm steadying hand on his shoulder to guide him when he breaks. I just think. Elias should lovingly treat him like his kid who’s not stupid or too much. He just sometimes needs someone to be stern and mold him how he needs. Hmghfhfh.
Aough. Breeding kink mixed with body worship. Elias should look at jon with nothing short of adoration. Look at him in a way nobody has ever looked at him before. Jon should realize how badly Elias wants him. How much he’s been keeping it tightly under lock and key this entire time. He should take full advantage of it. He should get spoiled <333 he should whimper so sweetly when Elias laps up his milk just for Elias’ reaction. Elias should run his hands possessively along every stretch mark like theyre something beautiful. He should make him feel special!!!! I’m gonna explode.
Jon views their relationship as father and son with him having horrible awful feelings about it, God what’s wrong with him, and Elias as a horrible parent he never should’ve gotten attached to or convinced himself he could have. Elias views himself as a cruel but loving creator to his beautiful son, his greatest creation, wonderful and incredible and molded by his own tender hands, just for him. Everyone else views their relationship as can you people tone it down we’re in public
Look I just think Jon wanting Elias to get him pregnant so he Needs to take care of him and spoil him and love him is hot. What if jon during comfort sex pulls on his dad’s shirt and begs him to breed him to tie them together forever please he could be perfect he could be so good he’ll be the best son he could ever want he’ll be so good for him he’ll never do anything wrong ever again just please keep him please love him he’ll be so good, please please please. And I think Elias should have normal emotions about it
Look if the spanking/paddling doesn’t have fauxcest and or ageplay undertones WHAT is the point. Elias should treat Jon like a misbehaving child. Treat him like he’s throwing a tantrum. Jon should whimper and sniffle into his chest and squirm because it hurt so bad but did he do good? Did he do it? He’s sorry, he’s so sorry, can he be better? Is he better? He can be a good boy. Elias should soothe him as he jumps at every bit of pain. I just. I am of the opinion that They
Jon starts recording himself while he masturbates. It starts after he becomes the Archivist and he begins struggling to cum until uses the tape recorders. Just can’t quite bring himself to scrub themselves clean afterwards too, which is a little worrying but whatever. Slowly he begins to be aroused by them, maybe even masturbating once or twice after a statement. Eventually someone finds one of the tapes of course. Honestly Elias is probably collecting them for his own personal use <3
Soon enough even the recorders aren’t enough on their own and Jon needs to start narrating his fantasies. And the more shameful and humiliating he finds the kink the harder he cums. Once spends 40 minutes just cumming again and again and again while explaining his piss fantasies. Obviously people should also find and listen to these too <3
Idk where it was going. Probably Elias impregnated Jon as some point (on tape obviously) but idk. Just. Mostly an excuse for Jon to masturbate while narrating his rape fantasies and then get outsider pov lol.
Elias putting a dog bed under his desk for pregnant Jon…. says he just wants to make cockwarming more comfortable for him. Doesn’t want to strain him, not with his… condition. Jon reluctant at first, of course. Refuses even. But it isn’t long before he breaks and agrees, just to be Elias’ good boy again. And it *is* more comfortable to kneel in than the hardwood floor… (he’s not going to think about how wet the thought made him. Aboit how much he liked it. But he’s also not going to be able to resist curling up in his dog bed once they’ve both cum, all warm and safe, so so protected by his fathermaster Elias. Sleeping soundly in his little dog bed, one hand curled protectively around his pregnant belly (just beginning to show))
Elias getting a bigger dog bed of course. Perfectly cozy. Placed right next to his human bed at home for Jon to sleep in. (“Dogs aren’t allowed on the bed, Jon”). Jon waking up in the morning to Elias softly stroking his stomach…. idk I’m so tired I’m just imaging pregnant Jon and his swollen belly in a bug dog bed.
Okay but Jon being a vampire and Elias being ‘human’(or human adjacent since you know eyes), so like everyone would assume the strong scary vampire is in charge.
However Jon being Jon is not a scary vampire, he’s a sad wet cat of a vampire. He hates feeding on people(complains that he’s a monster)so sometimes Elias just pulls Jon close and makes him feed off him. Elias is the boss in this relationship, and Jon is his pet monster.
Also Jon being able to shapeshifter and using it to be a kitten so Elias will hold him in his lap and pet him.
Going back to the idea of Vampire Jon and Humanish Elias.
Elias keeping Jon like an exotic pet, he should be dangerous but Elias has basically instilled learned helplessness into him. Elias keeping him collared and leashed, showing his off as a pretty trophy. Showing how well trained he is like a tiger in a circus, baring his fangs only when told.
Elias rewarding Jon for his good behavior letting him hump his leg like a dog. He keeps him half-starved so Jon is desperate for him, letting Elias do whatever he wants as long as he can feed. Elias keeping him in his lap, making him warm his cock, as he slowly drip feeds blood to Jon, making him feel desperate. Telling him he’s such a good boy look how well trained he is to wait for his food.
Jon being severely punished when he looses control and bites when Elias doesn’t tell him too. Jon whimpering and crying and Elias telling him it’s for his own good, he’s a monster after all.
Jon could leave at any moment, but he chooses to stay. Chooses to let Elias keep him under control, to be a good pet.
Elias just standing there completely calm as he shocks Jon, who won’t stay down at first. Until he ends up writhing and whimpering on the floor, probably already pissed himself, unable to stop twitching from the residuals.
Elias asking if Jon is going to behave, or if he’ll have to increase the voltage.
Looking up “breeding bench” because I was thinking about the concept of “what if Jon had a fantasy about Elias putting him in a breeding bench” and apparently there are also breeding stands for dogs and. Okay. I’m not sure if it would be feasible but. Imagine Elias purchasing a dog breeding stand. And putting Jon in it. And then fucking him.
So do u think jons came all over himself to the thought of elias telling him he’s such a good son, he raised him so well, God, he can’t believe he got so lucky, while he’s struggling against him and cursing and fighting. Do u think he imagines freezing, soaking wet, so confused, hungry, afraid, before trying to struggle again but even as he desperately tries to escape Elias regards his attempts as nothing but a mild inconvenience, as him not knowing any better. When he gives up and sobs and trembles in fear, Elias looks so so fond, so pleased. He sobs that he hates him that it hurts that please please he can’t do this and Elias looks at him with nothing but adoration. Hngh
Godddd jon wondering what if elias was his cruel but loving father what if he decided he saw so much potential in him so he would make SURE that potential was realized whether he wanted it to be or not. (He has no clue what’s coming.) What if Elias forced everything he ever wanted on him. What if Elias trained him like a dog what if he made him be so much better what if he used him and hurt him and adored him so much he could hardly stand it. What if Elias needed him like he needs him. What if he got to be Elias’ son his baby boy his kid. His little one. His favorite <3 jon has some very intense feelings about elias and they sometimes manifest in very intense fantasies. He wants Elias to force him to be so good and so well behaved to refuse to give up on him until he shatters until he begs for forgiveness until he’s broken him down completely until he’s just his sweet boy until he’s so well trained and complains and snarks but is so so good. His darling boy!! What if he could just be his his his in whatever way elias would let him be what if he had an outlet for these overwhelming terrifying feelings what if he could be his kid.
Omega Jon who is just constantly having the kinkiest fantasies about his boss. Which would be fine, it’s not like he can read his mind or anything haha. Only his subvocals are just the worst, and he has to clamp down on them so hard. Otherwise everyone in the institute is gonna hear how good he can be for Elias, how he can have all his pups, how he’s so wet right now come breed him.
Everyone thinks he can’t be an omega they have pretty chatty subvocals, he must be a beta. Nope, Jon just knows that if he lets one little subvocal chirp free everyone is gonna hear exactly how down bad he is for his boss.
Jonelias petplay where Elias occasionally mentions his dog. What a good boy he is. How much fondness Elias has for him. And Jon has to try Very Very hard to pretend to be Normal about this even though he knows that HE is the dog. And he’s even mostly got the hang of it until one day during a gala or something Elias casually mentions to a donor (within earshot of Jon) that he’s thinking about breeding his dog soon. Knows he’ll make such beautiful puppies for his owner <3 and Jon nearly passes out.
I think Elias should know Omega Jon is going to go into heat. Calling him up to his office for a ‘performance review,’ Jon having trouble concentrating he feels so warm. His subvocals start escaping him, just little chirps and whines, as Elias pretends not to notice droning on about Jon’s job performance.
Jon realizing he’s going into heat, but too mortified to say anything, he can keep control, as soon as Elias is finished Jon can get home. Jon quickly having trouble sitting still, Elias asking him if everything is all right, and Jon immediately snaps that he’s fine. Elias raises an eyebrow at him but resumes his lecture as Jon can feel himself getting wet.
His subvocals escaping him every so often, little whines for attention, but Jon is hoping Elias can’t hear them they’re pretty quiet, he lies to himself. Elias telling him he’ll be back in a moment, that he need to get something.
Jon taking that time to shove a hand down his pants, fingering himself. His other hand shoved in his mouth to muffle any sounds. He ignored the little chirps he’s also making that are calling for Elias. He’s so close only to have to immediately yank his hand back out as he hears Elias coming back down the hallway. Jon tries not to scream, though his subvocals are whining pretty loudly.
Elias asking again if he’s okay, just completely neutral, pretending he doesn’t know, also pretending he can’t smell Jon. Jon in denial, thinking he’s going good at hiding his condition. Still he decides to take the out, standing up only to realize he’s basically soaked through his clothes, even leaving a wet spot on the chair.
Elias stepping in front of him to block his way, and Jon getting hit with a wave of Elias’s scent, and immediately his legs go weak, and he sinks to his knees. Jon realizing he’s fully in heat as he loses control of his subvocals begging Elias to fuck him, to breed him that he’ll be so good.
Elias pretending to hesitate, muttering that he shouldn’t, it wouldn’t be appropriate. Jon can’t stop his subvocals now and his higher brain is firmly out of the drivers seat. Jon grabbing into the chair to pull himself up, presenting himself to Elias, whining that it’s fine he needs it please, he’s gonna die.
Elias telling him he’s being dramatic, but responding with his own subvocals, telling him he’s such a good slut, so desperate. Practically peeling Jon’s clothes off they’re so soaked, and shoving Jon’s face into the wet spot he left.
Jon obliges willing to do whatever Elias says at the moment as he keeps begging for Elias to mount him. Elias makes a comment about some hearing before thrusting into him, Jon isn’t ready and he yelps, raising his head, Elias pushing it back down against the seat of the chair, forcing him to continue as he fucks him.
Elias watching jon get tempted by the corruption. Who is a child of neglect someone who has never felt truly wanted closeted aromantic believes he will never truly be wanted anywhere doesn’t know how to maintain relationships with anyone is so exhausted feels one step away from breaking any of his relationships at any time and just goes. You know what that makes sense. Time to keep him from sticking his hand in a wasp nest
Jon finding out he’s pregnant when Helen cuts him open, deeper than she has the few times before. She’s delicate with those sharp fingers as she coos at him. Giggles stroking the outside of his womb, it’s swollen just a bit, just enough to show he’s pregnant.
Jon whimpering starting to beg her not to hurt the baby, she just clicks her tongue asking what kind of monster does he think she is. Patting the outside of the organ and giving it a little kiss gently, before tucking it back into its proper location.
Maybe Elias got him pregnant prior to the unknowing(probably didn’t grow much while he was functionally dead), or he bred him while he was in his coma before he was taken to jail, or it was a stranger while he was helpless, or Helen herself.
Helen keeping an eye as it grows, maybe she takes photos, to send to Elias. Jon opened up like an anatomy doll, moaning and writhing as Helen chides him to keep still she’s trying to get the baby pictures right.
Jon trying not to fall into the corruption: What if elias raped me and bred me over and over again , forced my body to change to accommodate his claim on me, what if I was a home for a permanent mark of how much he loved me, something made up of both of us, what if he violated me and consumed me and I was helpless and so so wanted he needed to have a part of him inside me at all times. What if I got consumed by what loved me what if he ruined me.
Girl help. Now I’m thinking about Elias trying to keep jon from going full blown corruption. Trying to satisfy that Itch in other ways…I need it to be weird. I need Jon to be clinging onto Elias for dear life because he’s one of the few things grounding him. Jon trembling kneeling at Elias’ feet looking up at him with big sad eyes, trembling lips and so so cute…they should be so toxic. Which is fueling the corruption in a different way. It’s just changed to Elias being his wasp nest <3. Just. Jon begging for him to use him pleading he needs it he needs it so bad break him, break him , he needs it, he needs it please it hurts-
Jon attaching to Elias so hard after reading her statement because he’s crumbling and needs stability. He needs a cnc scene so bad. Yknow his rape fantasies where Elias wants him so bad it doesn’t matter what he wants? Those are even more intense when he’s feeling this low and I think. Cnc won’t fix it but he Is using it to try and keep himself calm. Losing himself in feeling like Elias needs him. Can’t help himself. Can’t resist his wonderful son, who’s just so perfect and good and how can he not bend him over his desk even when he cries no no no. When his pain is just so pretty. Losing himself in the idea of getting knocked up against his will, consumed by a constant mark of Elias’ need. Changed and claimed forever, helpless to do anything but watch as his body is molded by his fathers loving, cruel hands. I still think it’d be hot if Elias got him pregnant to fulfill that Need. To be a home. Be consumed by what loves him. And I think that scene could be so so good. I think Elias makes a comment about getting him pregnant and this part of him that is crawling and writhing sings.
Look if the spanking/paddling doesn’t have fauxcest and or ageplay undertones WHAT is the point. Elias should treat Jon like a misbehaving child. Treat him like he’s throwing a tantrum. Jon should whimper and sniffle into his chest and squirm because it hurt so bad but did he do good? Did he do it? He’s sorry, he’s so sorry, can he be better? Is he better? He can be a good boy. Elias should soothe him as he jumps at every bit of pain. I just. I am of the opinion that They
“Why do you insist on acting like a child Jon?” Jon stopped his rant immediately with an offended sound that he would deny to his grave sounded anything other than dignified. Elias’s expression was, if Jon had to pick something, almost disappointed. Jon didn’t feel vindicated though, or like he was winning this conversation. He tried to regain the threads of his complaints, but before he could resume Elias had stepped into his space, practically forcing him backward, bumping into his desk.
“I am not, I’m just-Elias!” Jon practically yelped as he was spun around by the other man. Finding himself now lying prone over his own desk, which luckily had been clear, save for a few statements. Trying to force himself up he met with no success Elias easily holding him down a hand planted on his back.
“You are Jon, I’ve tried so hard to help you, but you always insist on throwing a tantrum when the answers aren’t just handed to you.” Jon growled still trying to get free as Elias made no move to let him up, just held him there, like he wasn’t even trying. “So perhaps I should treat you like the child you insist on acting as.”
“What does that-?” Jon started only to be cut off as Elias stripped his lower half, almost in one smooth motion. Jon cursed his newfound habit of preferring loose clothing, it kept it from running at his scars, but it was also fairly easy to remove with one hand. Not that Jon would have considered that downside, not expecting to be stripped bare by his boss. “Elias stop it!”
“Hush Jon, now I admit this isn’t really in style anymore, mores the pity. I unfortunately do not have a paddle, I suppose my hand will have to do.” Jon’s struggles ceased for a moment, as his brain finally made the connection, feeling his face flush. No he could not be about to be spanked by Elias, he was an adult, this was-.
“A-ahh,” With a yelp Jon’s paralysis was broken as Elias had apparently taken his silence as him being ready. Bringing his hand down hard across his bare ass, the sound echoing in the quiet Archives. Part of him was happy that this was happening after everyone went home, or he really might have made a go at dying from embarrassment. As it was he was sure two parts of him were quite red, especially as Elias brought his hand down again, striking the same spot,
“I think ten total should be enough for the lesson to sink in.” Jon wanted to scream, Elias sounded like he was discussing his performance review, completely unbothered. He did scream at the third hit, pain lancing through him, he could already feel tears gathering in the corner of his eyes. He bit his lip, trying to muffle any further sound, he would not let Elias know just how much it was hurting.
“I wish I didn’t have to resort to such methods Jon, I don’t like to punish you.” Jon would have pointed out that he could just stop, if he truly didn’t want to do this, but something told Jon that the other man was only pretending to be regretful. The fourth and fifth hit were done in quick succession, giving Jon know time to brace himself. His head was starting to feel fuzzy, but he had managed to stay quiet, which he took as a win. Though considering he was still pinned to his desk, not much of one.
“That’s it, just five more, you’re doing very good Jon” Jon wanted to tell him to shut up, he could count just fine. At the same time he carefully shoved the little part of him that jumped at the praise into the box he shoved all inconvenient feelings in, this was not the time. “I can even reduce it by two if you tell me why you’re being punished.”
“What?” Jon squeaked forgetting his plan to stay silent at the audacity of the question. He was not about to entertain this farce by playing into it. His behavior was not the one currently crossing the line.
“Come now Jon you can’t already have forgotten.” Jon could practically see the smirk on Elias’s face. He shook his head, he wouldn’t be playing along, no matter how much he dreaded further punishment, he was right damnit.
“Fuck off,” Jon immediately regretted the words as Elias retaliated, the strike sharper than the other five, almost as though he knew precisely where would hurt the most. Unable to hold back a scream the tears he had been holding back flooding down his cheeks. He wanted to curl up, but he was still pinned, and his weak struggles were still useless.
“No need for such language, seems seven more it is then.” Jon tried to object, that had been six, but the cries fell on deaf ears, as the punishment resumed. Jon wailed through the next three, Elias only pausing between them to allow the pain to fade slightly before striking him again. He had stopped trying to stem his tears at this point, it hurt, it hurt so much, he just wanted it to stop, please.
“Please no more please,” Jon couldn’t keep from begging, the belief that he would take this with a stiff upper lip was thoroughly broken. Now he just wanted the pain to stop. His begging was unrewarded as Elias’s hand came down again, and Jon broke. Tears flowed freely as he wailed, he needed it to stop, god why did it hurt so much?
“Three more Jon, then it’s over,” Elias’s voice was far more gentle than it had any right to be, as though he wasn’t the one doing this. As though it was all Jon’s fault, Elias was just doing what he must. The part of Jon that could think logically vanished around the seventh hit, smacked right out of him. Jon tried to hold onto the feeling that it wasn’t his fault through the next two hits, but it slipped away. All he could focus on now was the pain, god he could have stopped it, if he had just admitted to Elias what he had done wrong.
“I’m sorry Elias please, I’m sorry I’m sorry I didn’t listen, please dad,” Jon whimpered and whined, bracing himself as he spoke but there were no more hits forthcoming. Instead he was hoisted up into Elias’s lap, the man having sat down in the chair they used for statement givers. It wasn’t the most comfortable, but Elias was careful to keep pressure off the worst of the bruises, though he knew sitting in his chair for the next few days would be excruciating.
“Well I suppose we can forget the last one,” Elias’s soft words were a bit out of sync with his hungry expression as he looked at his Jon, not that he could see, his face being buried against his chest. Jon nodded emphatically into the fabric, as his mumbled litany of please and apologies continued. He was sorry, it hurt so much, no more, he can be better, he can be good, please dad.
“Shh,” Elias rubbed his free hand over his back, the other bracing him in his lap. Jon could feel soft kisses being pressed to his hair, though his face was still hidden. His whimpered words slowly tapered off until he was silent clinging tightly to Elias. Every shift of his hips brought new pain, but Elias was so gentle each time he flinched, soothing him. In the morning he would look back at this and probably regret it, but for now he just leaned into the comfort the other man was offering. “See I knew you could be a good boy for me.”
God sci fi au makes me insane. Jon telling elias "do you ever wish this could last forever?" Once, when hes tired and lonely and his memories of his life on earth are too loud. The knowledge he's going to fit in even less there. Just thinking about
Jon: Will you be alright, then?
Elias: Hm?
Jon: When we leave. Or maybe bored without people to torment.
Elias: Really Jon, you wound me.
Jon: Tough. Answer the question.
Elias: This is just how it is. I chose to be a machine. Humans have become something for me to watch, and ultimately move on from.
Jon: Hm.
Elias: What?
Jon: You're lonely.
Elias: What makes you say that?
Jon: Honestly, I'm surprised I didn't consider it sooner.
Jon: You'd probably be *less* lonely if you could stop killing us for ten minutes.
Elias: That's an exaggeration.
Jon: You're not denying it.
Just. Idk. I am thinking about Foreshadowing. And things that jon kicks himself for in retrospect. I like it when the horror comes from the fact jon knows exactly why elias did it.
Jon rewound the tape again, the same conversation playing on a loop, just the audio, Jon didn’t want to see himself through Elias’s eyes right now. He had found this recording while metaphorically stretching his new body. It turned out Jon could now access anything Elias had archived and saved, a little bright spot to being turned into whatever he was now. He had found a whole section of these conversations, little snippets of him and Elias. Rewind again, you’re lonely, what makes you say that, pause rewind again, he had memorized the words now, you’re not denying it.
Jon wanted to scream, well he had screamed, till even his new mechanical throat felt painful, screamed till his voice was gone, until he felt better, he didn’t feel better. Rewind, play, you’re lonely, Jon laughed practically foreshadowing, if such a thing applied to life. The laughing quickly morphed into sobs, though he still couldn’t cry, his breath hitched, and his shoulders shook but not a single tear fell.
Rewind, play, rewind, play, Jon couldn’t even throw the recording, it was in his mind, playing over and over. Worrying it like a loose tooth, as if listening to it would change anything. All it did was remind him how stupid, how blind he had been. Elias had shown him what he was time and time again, he wasn’t a kind benevolent ship, he was mean and selfish and cruel at times, Jon had just mistakenly thought he was an exception.
“Jon?” Jon didn’t respond, rewind, play, if he ignored the ship, rewind play, maybe Elias would get the hint. Of course Elias had never respected that before, he shouldn’t expect it now he supposed. He couldn’t even cover his ears, like the recording Elias’s voice was inside him. “Come on little one, don’t hide away where I can’t see.”
Rewind play, Jon knew he couldn’t hide forever, rewind play, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t delay, rewind Play. The worst part was he understood, he got it, of course he did. He knew Elias, as much as anyone could, he knew why, knew it down to his bones. Knew that Elias had thought of it as a gift, as Jon’s continued rejection as simply growing pains, a resistance to change that Jon would move past. Rewind play, and he would, Jon wanted to scream at that thought, but it was true, he would forgive Elias. They were a set now, he couldn’t leave, who knows what leaving the ship would do? He would be here for as long as Elias could keep him running in whatever form he would end up in.
Would Elias keep changing him? Some of him was still human, parts threaded through metal, would Elias take those too? Would they rot and be removed, those little ties to his former life, the few parts of him that were still human? With a deep sigh he closed the recording, knowing Elias wouldn’t let him hide much longer. Pushing himself to his feet the door sliding open, he pointedly ignored the little camera that was set outside the closet he’d been hiding in as it practically jumped to life focusing on him, the little red light bright and glowing.
“Jon-“
“No just, just stop,” Jon could hear the weariness in his voice, underlaid just slightly by static, damnit even his voice wasn’t really his. He grabbed his tools where he had left them, the little box at least was familiar. He felt so tired, but he could pretend, could play his part, and maybe that would be enough. “I have work to do.”
I think Elias should be a monsterfucker. Btw. Look humans are alright, but after a good few decades they start to get. Bland. I think Elias would love subbing for a huge, terrifying monster that could easily snap his neck but doesn’t, and I think he would ESPECIALLY love domming one. Bringing it to it’s knees. Exerting power and control over a deadly killing machine that could make all his worst fears come true if it weren’t so busy whimpering and pleading for more, harder, deeper. Anyway I think when he sees monster Jon he probably has a good handful of Emotions about it, but a solid chunk of those are “I need to get that thing pregnant NOW.” Just. Pure, unadulterated lust. He learns monster!Jon has a cock now (with BARBS. and a knot) and immediately decides that he needs that thing inside of him and as soon as possible. Thinks about Jon’s stomach swollen with his offspring, tits full and aching with milk, and gets so hard he almost passes out. As soon as monster!Jon spreads his legs Elias is there. And he is letting out 200 years of pent up monsterfucker horniness. (Look my man is terrified of death. Odds that he has felt safe enough to bed a monster more than maybe a teensy handful of times? Low. And now the opportunity to dominate and breed an incredibly powerful monster arrives?? He Is Going To Fuck That Monster.)
Elias should edge monster!Jon for hours I think. Has him tied up and squirming. Theoretically strong enough to break free but unable to think about anything but Elias’ mouth coaxing his cock out of it’s sheath. Licking up the sides, feeling the barbs under his tongue. He explores it slowly, languidly. Licks pre-cum away from the slit. Sucks the head fully into his mouth. Strokes teasingly over the knot. When he draws back he licks his lips. Idly wonders aloud if he’d be able to manage Jon knotting his mouth. And Jon can tell that the thought is affecting Elias (who is. Very into breathplay. And who has devoted quite a lot of time to the thought of having his mouth entirely occupied by a huge, throbbing knot). But that’s not what they’re here for today. He delights in bringing Jon right up to the edge again and again. Diving down to lick at his dripping cunt.
He doesn’t need to devote any time to fingering Jon open, but he does anyway, just to tease. Suckling on Jon’s cock again. Maybe this time, finally, he’s even feeling generous enough to let Jon cum. Cock pumping his seed down Elias’ throat. Knot engorged and expanded, even though there’s nothing to breed (aside from Jon himself of course (and Elias is already working on that…)). Naturally, Elias needs to devote another twenty or so minutes to it. Massaging it, licking it. Rubbing at it teasingly while Jon twitches and gasps. Tail lashing and wings trembling. The claws of his hind legs pressing Elias against his groin, digging in just enough to hurt. But he’s so desperate, so needy. Elias is the one who gets to set the pace here.
With Jon helpless and flat on his back, Elias can take advantage of that healing factor. Can peel this monster’s stomach open. Lick and tonguefuck his wound. Perhaps even sink his cock inside while it struggles to heal itself, just for a moment. Just to tease. He can run his hands so gently over Jon’s internal organs, the heft and feel of them, all the new strange shapes they’ve morphed into. Perhaps he even fondles Jon’s (currently) empty womb. Promises to fill it, make Jon all nice and round with his offspring. He finds Jon’s bladder too. Huge and full. Presses down on it until Jon shudders and wets himself with a cry, urine flooding the ground beneath him. Jon’s trembling and whining so prettily for him. Cock hard again and aching for touch. Writhing against his restraints. Elias moves on from Jon’s insides to focus on Jon’s breasts. Suckling and pinching his nipples. Wondering aloud what it will be like when they swell with milk.
Finally, he moves back down to Jon’s cunt. Jon’s begging for it now. Pleading for Elias to please fuck him, to put a baby in him. Presenting his needy, clenching hole. And who is Elias, to deny such a beautiful creature what it needs so very badly? He fishes his cock from his pants to push deep inside. Shuddering as he feels Jon’s rippling walls clench around him. He’s so hard by now, needs to focus very hard on not cumming immediately. Finally, he begins to move, fucking hard and deep into Jon while he cries out in pleasure, wings fluttering, fangs glinting every time he opens his mouth to cry out. Elias wanted to make things last a bit longer, but he’s so, so close already. Reaching down to play with Jon’s cock as he continues to thrust. And when Jon cums again, cunt clenching down and milking his cock, Elias can’t do anything but bury himself to the hilt and breed his pet monster.
MONSTER JON. IN HEAT. MONSTER JON IN HEAT. MONSTERFUCKED ELIAS WHEN MONSTER!JON GOES INTO H E A T!!!!
Piss kink on the brain again,,, I think Elias should make him hold it while giving him a blow job because hes a big boy now, surely he can handle waiting a few extra minutes, can’t he? Jon whimpering and squirming and trying very hard not to look aroused even though his face is so flushed and they both can see how much it’s affecting him,, even when elias came he’s still being mean about it,, pressing down on his bladder and asking how it felt, if he really needed it, if he’s sure he can’t wait a little longer, he was hoping he’d get to fuck him properly, so disappointing, he was looking forward to it,,, Jon whining so loud,,, fhnghfhfhf
Jonelias monsterfucking cnc… maybe even somnophilia?
Elias would enjoy having monster!Jon under him. Maybe drugged, maybe just restrained. A terrifying monster capable of ripping him apart helpless beneath him, moaning as Elias thrusts deep inside of it even as it pleads for its father to stop, not to do this to it. Jon thrashing and whining and begging for Elias not to cum inside, unable to fight back. Elias in complete and total control over his child. Breeding it, Jon unable to stop him…
I think he’d also enjoy getting to use Jon while it sleeps. Sneaking up behind a huge, dangerous predator. Nudging its tail gently to the side so he can sink into its soft, warm cunt. Slowly, tenderly breeding it while it sleeps on, utterly oblivious to what its father is doing to it’s vulnerable body…
And of course either way Jon would enjoy the power dynamic. Not being able to be in control. It’s not its fault if Elias gives it everything it wants, not when he won’t listen when it says no. Jon’s always enjoyed the vulnerability of it, of being helpless before its father. Having no control, its agency stripped away, but it feels so good and its safe and it all it needs to do is lie there and take it. None of the awkwardness with feelings or attraction or reciprocation it never knew how to provide as a human. Just pleasure.
But I think they’d also both like somnophilia the other way around too. Jon who needs constant breedings during its heat. Can’t even be bothered to wake Elias up before pulling out his cock and sinking down onto him. Whimpering “please please please” as it tries to take its father harder, deeper. Elias waking up completely pinned beneath Jon’s weight. Limbs and tail wrapped around him, keeping him in place, barely even able to move his hips up into Jon’s desperate bouncing. Hissing “wait, stop, don’t-” but it’s too late and he’s emptying himself into Jon’s fertile womb, cumming deep inside….
It goes without saying that Elias should also mark Jon while it sleeps btw. It’s tough chiton is too thick for Elias to leave hickies and bite marks, of course, but there’s other ways to leave a “property of:” sign on his pet.
Elias standing over a sleeping monster!Jon, fisting his cock and stroking himself off. Aiming so when he cums he paints Jon’s swollen belly and chest with his seed, or perhaps he finishes across its sleeping face. Maybe after he steps a few inches closer, hand still wrapped around his spent dick, and lets put a stream of urine….. just to emphasize his point <3
Feel like shit now so I’m going to think about elias being so so horny about jons stretch marks until I feel better. He is so batshit insane over how the pregnancy starts to change him that jon can’t be self conscious for more than two seconds before elias is eating him out again and clearly losing his shit over it the whole time.
Jon thinks hm my stretch marks look a little weird and then remembers the first time elias saw them he had to go lay down for an hour because he almost passed out from sheer Horny and going. Yknow what maybe they’re fine actually
Elias tormented jon with his kinks for years it’s only fair that jon gets to do it back. Jon should stretch just so in a way thst puts just a little too much emphasis on the bump. Complain about how achy his tits get when they’re full. Grumble about not being ready to be a brother. If elias gets to do it he gets to do it too. Torment that man <3 maybe compell all his secrets out because he’s so hungry and needs to feed his little sibling and see how long it takes for elias to cum in his pants over it. Maybe grumble about the stretch marks showing everywhere and that he’ll never look the same again when elias is in a meeting. It’s only fair. Ok <3
Anytime I talk about breeding kink I always feel a little bad for jons kid especially with je like. Damn. That kids gonna grow up to have mental illnesses people don’t even know exist yet
Heyyyyyyy. Who wants almost 2k words of Elias sneakily mentally tormenting Jon during a meeting? Sequel to Morning Indulgence, this time Elias is making Jon squirm in front of a whole entire audience <3. Will eventually be cleaned up and posted to ao3.
Warnings for:
Rape (Elias gives Jon multiple rape fantasies, but the fantasy insertion is also happening without Jon’s knowledge or consent)
Public masturbation (Elias really REALLY wants to make Jon touch himself where just anyone could see. And he gets it <3)
Elias is just a bigtime pervert creep who enjoys spying on Jon (very relatable of him tbh)
Threat of forced pregnancy (in the fantasy Elias gives Jon)
Words for Jon are: cunt, cock, dick, hole, nipples, chest. Fic under the cut:
Would you guys still love me if I sexualized my je somewhere else au
I just think. Possession can be erotic. And it’s not entirely possession but it’s not NOT possession. Tfw you killed your dad and you need to feel as close to him as possible but like this you feel like you’re deep inside his ribcage like you’re living inside him like you two are one person and for a moment he’s not dead and you’re a monster and you belong to each other completely and you are not hated or rejected. You are just his son surrounded by Him on every side. You could do such weird shit with it do you get it do you Get it!!!
If you’re going to force a set of characters in a found family into the cookie-cutter Nuclear Family Unit can you please at least make it incestuous.
Sometimes I still remember the (weirdly aggressive) post about how nobody should ship jonelias because aus where Elias raises Jon as his dad are very common. Anyway they’re wrong and not only should Elias become a father to Jon he should also impregnate him. Thank you and goodnight.
God. Elias treating jon like a dog. Calling his hands his paws saying how cute and fluffy he looks. He should just actually treat him like a dog. Order him around and yank him around by the leash. No babying just ordering and talking to him stern and with no room for argument. Fond and gentle when he’s good. Moves him like it’s only a matter of time before he listens, no agreement necessary. Idk. Smth about it. …
One of the reasons jon finds sex with helen so appealing is I mean. Distortion. No human like genitals in sight. His first reaction was oh thank god. Do you get it. It’s far less tedious and uncomfortable for him. This is also why past jon envies future jon so much and why he and elias have weird beholding sex so much. Do you understand.
“I can’t say it,” Elias admits in a whisper. “I’m trying, but I can’t.” Jon shifts his weight from foot to foot. “Do you want me to…?” “…Please.” Deep breath. “Elias… what are you afraid of?”
I think everytime jon thinks about elias calling him childish he has to take like ten days to recover. The first time he actually Calls him childish he bursts into tears on the spot. It’s like in the middle of thing he finds hot as fuck and thing he’s terrified of being perceived as. And I think Elias should exploit it so hard. Says if he acts like a child he will be treated like one. But also with the subtext of he will teach him. He will make him be better he isn’t angry only disappointed, he will make him so much better he will teach him he will hold his hand and walk him through it even when he’s annoying and bratty and childish he will make him better. He loves him even when he’s whiny and easily confused and doesn’t know what to do. It’s what a father’s supposed to do after all.
It’s really funny to me how jons reaction to most of his kinks are “I am a disgusting horrible person” and then elias is a murderer who likes spying on people’s brains. I think you’re good there man. I think he might not have any room to talk actually.
Do you think Jon ever looks at his Feelings and fantasies and goes. Hm. Where the hell did any of this come from. Personally I think he should take advantage if the fact his dad/husband can read his mind. If you can’t do your own self reflection asking your dad is fine
Thinking about Jon teetering on the edge of the corruption clinging to elias again,,,, god we need a better name for that. Jon deserves to stare at the holes where the worms were as elias patches him up. Ask him in a hushed voice what’s wrong with him. And they need to have the world’s most toxic bdsm relationship about it. Trying to manage your connection to the entity of toxic relationships via a toxic relationship maybe isn’t a good idea. But please imagine jons rape kink going batshit insane in this period. Needs to feel like it’s genuine like elias needs to have him and love him and care for him more than he cares about his autonomy. Don’t look at the rapidly developing breeding kink just don’t don’t worry about it man
