Sometimes I think about scary and dangerous Monster Jon, who is very much not a lap dog, still trying to curl up in Elias’s or Sasha’s lap. They then cannot move because they must not disturb the baby on pain of having a whiny pouty monster. No Sasha does not use this as an excuse to not work don’t be silly, it’s the rules.
Look I talk a lot about specifically Elias treating Jon like a dog here, but not enough about treating him like a doll. Just know I am always turning it in my brain.
Elias dressing Jon up in whatever he wants, commenting on how his doll is so life like, how pretty it is. Jon doesn’t have to worry about doing anything, it’s just a doll, it can’t even move on its own. Elias showing off his doll at Donor meetings, letting them touch and squeeze wherever they want, but they have to be gentle, it is very delicate.
Jon trying to sit so still as its chest is being fondled, and everyone is talking about it like it’s just an object. Elias spreading his legs to show off how intricate his doll is, showing off the plug he placed there that has been slowly driving Jon insane. Jon is soaked and Elias jokes about how advanced some dolls are these days.
Jonpeter should have some miserable awful wretched sex in S4. Peter should exploit Jon’s degradation kink and self-loathing in a way that makes Jon feel absolutely wretched during sex and dropping HARD after. Jon feeling so gut-wrenchingly terrible and lonely and yet almost Seen and Known for what he truly is should have him cumming with a sob and then stumbling back down to the archives to curl up in the fetal position and sob for several hours until he feels hollow and wrung dry. Peter digs his claws into every vulnerable festering wound and it’s awful and overwhelming and Jon’s body is responding to it. He hates it. He thinks he deserves it. He aches when he goes too long between scenes. He needs it. He hates it. It’s the closest thing he has to comfort. Elias is gone. This miserable, turbulent fling is all he has left now.
Now I am thinking about Peter having Elias call him from prison while he’s got Jon choking on his dick. He’s fine he doesn’t need to breathe. Jon struggling to get his mouth free, but Peter’s grip in his hair is too tight. Peter talking with Elias about how the Institute is doing, the budget, just the most mundane things. Then talking about his good Jon is being. How well trained he is, and how much effort Elias must have put into him.
Peter asking very dramatically if Elias would like to talk to Jon. Elias telling Jon that he’s so proud of him for being such a good boy. Peter pulling Jon off his cock only for the call to disconnect before Jon can speak. Oops guess they’ll have to do this the next time Elias is allowed to make a phone call.
Adding thoughts onto here because the fic is long, but Jon going back, because everyone even just that smallest hope is enough to tempt him. Also Jon using Peter to punish himself because surely he’s done something wrong? Why else wouldn’t Elias talk to him? Why won’t he just take his call? Jon going to Peter asking him to hurt him, and Peter gleefully doing so because he likes hurting Elias’s archivist. Because it’s not about each other it’s about Elias haunting the narrative between the two.
Jon generally sleeps in his father’s bed, but as he gets older he starts trying to distance himself, to drop the leftover habit from his childhood. But then one day he’s come back from college after being away from his dad for so very long, and he tries to sleep in his own lonely room but he can’t, not with his father warm and safe and solid on the other side of the wall, and so he creeps over to his father’s room only to discover that Elias is asleep, and over the months they’ve been apart he’s apparently gotten into the habit of sleeping fully nude, and. Well. Jon’s always been so curious. There’s been little in the way of privacy in their house but he’s never seen his father’s body so… exposed. Bared to his hungry gaze… he crosses the room, just to look, he tells himself. Just to look. But then he’s reaching out, brushing his thumb over the head, feeling how soft the skin is. He freezes when Elias gasps and shifts in his sleep, but his father doesn’t wake. Even when Jon wraps a trembling hand around the shaft and strokes downwards. Caresses his balls, runs his thumb through the wiry hairs surrounding Elias’ slowly hardening member. His hand is creeping even lower, now, over his perinum, then brushing against the tight pucker of his hole. There’s precum dripping from the tip of his father’s cock, a musky smell filling Jon’s nose when he bends down, softly laps at the slit.
Finally, Elias stirs. Opens bleary eyes to see his son lapping at the slit of his hard cock. It takes a few moments for them both to realize what’s happening. Jon’s face filled with horror and guilt, stammering out apologies. Elias puts a hand in Jon’s hair, keeps him in place. “It’s alright,” he murmurs, “I’ve missed you too. Just for tonight…” and his voice is so soft, breathy with sleepiness and pleasure, “it can be our little secret.” Jon leaning forward, so slow and wary, taking his father’s leaking member into the soft warmth of his mouth. Hands continuing their exploration. When his fingers brush again over Elias’ hole, he lets out a soft, pleased sigh. Spreads his legs a little wider. Jon pushes a tentative finger inside and Elias moans, breathy in a way Jon has never heard before. Some new and secret side to his father that Jon has never been allowed to see before. He lets his finger sink deeper, crooks it, pressing against Elias’ walls until he touches something that makes Elias’ breath go shaky, hips stuttering up as he thrusts into his son’s mouth. “Yes, right there. Good boy….”
Slowly, carefully, Jon continues to open him up, suckling on his father’s cock all the while. It’s not his main focus though. No, he’s far more concerned with the movements of his fingers inside. How to make Elias gasp and moan and hum in contentment. His father praising him when he touches just the right spots, presses on his prostate exactly the way Elias likes.
Jon is dripping wet, cunt clenching around nothing. He’s rolling his hips against the sheets in small little motions that provide just the right amount of pressure, almost subconsciously. Sort of, he wishes he had a cock. Something nice and long, thick enough to fill Elias nicely, to cum inside, semen dripping from Elias’ hole for days afterwards. Thinks about how nice it would be to sink into that clenching warmth, feel his father all around him, so tight and perfect as he holds Jon inside. Or even just a strap, just to see what Elias would be like as he was fucked by his own son. But he has neither, and so instead he simply continues to suck at Elias’ cock and fuck his finger’s in and out of his dad’s hole until finally Elias shudders and thrusts upwards into the warm, wet seal of Jon’s mouth, shooting rope after rope of cum down his throat.
Sated and indulgent, he pulls Jon up into his lap afterwards, kisses him slow and gentle and languid. Gentle fingers probing at Jon’s aching cunt as they continue to kiss, to bask in their closeness to each other. Eventually Elias grows hard again, clever fingers sliding Jon’s boxers down far enough to expose Jon’s needy hole, to let his son sink slowly down onto his cock. Jon riding him, slow and soft, feeling so close and safe and warm in his father’s arms, so like he’s finally, truly home….
I am on a Noble Quest™️ to apply jon to every entity and also find a way to sexualize the fuck out of it. Jon just wants to be anything but himself anything but a person. Also he is a doll and unsettling to look at and soooo delicate be careful with him. I just. I need jon to be a doll. I need him squirming and unable to cum without permission. Like. Physically unable. I think it'd be hot. I think jon needs to be completely dehumanized for his mental health. Let him be a doll ok. He needs it it could fix him
True the most Noblest of quests.
I’m picturing Jon as a ball-jointed doll, something that can be posed and made to stay in whatever position it’s put in. It’s so life-like so detailed, anyone who sees it and doesn’t know is unsettled, as its eyes follow you. Maybe there’s a bit of compulsion from whatever made it this way to touch. Just to see if it’s skin is plastic or not, to squeeze and see if it’s soft.
It’s left in a small side office for the day, with a little sign that offers a place for stress relief.
Maybe as it’s touched it shifts and the plastic slowly shifts to flesh and the doll still can’t move but its eyes are wide and terrified. It can’t speak, but it can whimper as it’s touched all over, used and left filthy, as its skin hardens back to plastic. It doesn’t get to cum as people keep taking turns with it, all day, just hovering on the edge. Its clothes have all been removed long before and it’s left naked on the couch when its owner finally comes to get it. Maybe its owner lets it cum then, or maybe it’s just bundled up, folded into a neat box for transport, still filthy, and unable to do anything, as it’s taken home.
Cleaning it is easy enough, it’s a doll you can take it apart. It’s always so terrified it won’t be put back together one day as it can feel each part of itself strewn about as it’s washed. Its owner talks to it, but it’s all rhetorical, a doll can’t answer. As it’s slotted back together it’s relieved, even if it still can’t move. When it’s all clean and tidied, maybe its owner lets it cum then, finally pushing it over the edge. For a brief moment it can move again its whole body shaking as it moans, before once more turning to plastic.
Gerry leaving on a mission with Gertrude leaving Jon alone for a bit. Jon upset because he and Gerry are always together, but he doesn’t want Jon involved in the Institute. Jon ignoring that Gerry specifically does not want him at the Institute he goes there and bumps into Elias. I just think tangling all three of them together and Gerry and Elias playing metaphorical tug of war with Jon is neat.
Gerry gone for a few months, he’s doing work for Gertrude, and then he’s chasing a Leitner, he doesn’t have much time to check on Jon, on his little brother like he wants. He’s tried calling him a few times but something always interrupts them, before they can talk long. Jon says he’s doing fine, that he got a new job. Gerry just wants to get home.
Gerry letting himself into their flat, the one they bought together after Mary was finally gone. Hearing something from Jon’s room, Jon normally sleeps in Gerry’s bed when they’re both home together but he still has his own room. Gerry doesn’t even think as he open the door to see Jon pinned beneath Elias, who looks up with a smirk at Gerry and thrusts harder into Jon beneath him. Gerry gets the perfect view of Jon’s face as he cums, moaning his eyes tightly shut as he rides it out.
Opening his eyes to see Gerry’s devastated expression, not because Jon is sleeping with someone else, they never said he couldn’t. No, it’s because it’s Elias and because Gerry can see a small cluster of eyes opening up to focus on Gerry where Jon definitely shouldn’t have them. Gerry realizing he should have asked for Jon more closely about his new job.
Gerry gone for a few months, he’s doing work for Gertrude, and then he’s chasing a Leitner, he doesn’t have much time to check on Jon, on his little brother like he wants. He’s tried calling him a few times but something always interrupts them, before they can talk long. Jon says he’s doing fine, that he got a new job. Gerry just wants to get home.
Gerry letting himself into their flat, the one they bought together after Mary was finally gone. Hearing something from Jon’s room, Jon normally sleeps in Gerry’s bed when they’re both home together but he still has his own room. Gerry doesn’t even think as he open the door to see Jon pinned beneath Elias, who looks up with a smirk at Gerry and thrusts harder into Jon beneath him. Gerry gets the perfect view of Jon’s face as he cums, moaning his eyes tightly shut as he rides it out.
Opening his eyes to see Gerry’s devastated expression, not because Jon is sleeping with someone else, they never said he couldn’t. No, it’s because it’s Elias and because Gerry can see a small cluster of eyes opening up to focus on Gerry where Jon definitely shouldn’t have them. Gerry realizing he should have asked for Jon more closely about his new job.
Oh and of course this is the origin of the fucked up Gerry/Jon/Elias hinge polycule. Totally healthy for everyone.
Just finding the idea of Gerry and Elias wanting the other to just die please, but around Jon they pretend to get along(they are not good at it). Gerry plans Elias murder on average 3 times a week. Elias meanwhile knows he wins the long game here, unless Jon notices the cancer, so he’s much more willing to make nice. Just do you see the trauma here? Cause I do.
Thinking about little intern Jon getting drunk at his first big work party. He doesn’t mean to he’s just stressed and awkward and drinking gives him something to do with his hands.
Then he bumps into Elias and almost falls, very unsteady on his feet, of course Elias catches him puts a hand on his back to hold him up. Completely within normal boss employee behavior. They talk for a bit, well Elias talks, Jon leans against him and mumbles, until Elias offers to drive him home, Jon taking him up on the offer, Elias helping Jon up to his flat, of course Jon invites him in.
Jon isn’t quite sure how he ends up kneeling next to his own bed his boss’s cock choking him. Jon coughing and choking, he’s never had anyone do this to him. He’s trying so hard, but eventually Elias just pulls him off, Jon doesn’t know what he’s saying but he sounds disappointed and Jon whimpers because he just wants a good grade at work, this is definitely part of it right?
Elias says something about Jon making it up to him and of course Jon jumps at that, the implications are quite beyond him at the moment.
Elias stripping Jon laying him naked on the bed, part of him starts to object, but Elias strokes his hair and it’s just so nice and he’s so tired. Passes out, while trying to tell Elias he isn’t sure about this, his body going limp.
Jon waking up in the morning his cunt leaking spunk and covered in bites and other marks. He vaguely remembers Elias talking to him at the party but nothing after that. He spends the morning crying and trying to concentrate on getting himself clean with a terrible hangover.
Stumbling into the kitchen to find a note waiting for him, just a little card that says, ‘Until next time, -Elias Bouchard. It’s set atop a photo and Jon feels like crying again, it’s a picture of him looking a complete wreck, laying sprawled out on the bed.
Jon going into work anyway and everyone is of course whispering about him because he can’t hide all the marks. He freezes when he’s told Elias wants to see him in his office and everyone is snickering as he heads up.
Jon should start wearing a packer to work and Elias should notice. Corner Jon that afternoon, maybe give him a little grope. Feel the bulge of his fake cock. And Jon should gasp and get flustered. And Elias should compliment him on his cock <3
Wrote some post-phalloplasty groping <3 it’s not even Remotely polished but I hope you enjoy regardless. Warning for Elias groping his employee/affair partner without asking for permission.
Elias should call Jon getting worried about them getting caught him being fussy and Jon should whine so loud and bury his face in his dads chest all flushed and whiny and cute and and :((
Basically I need Elias to think jon is the single most attractive man alive. I need Elias to be so so insane about every part of jon he’s self conscious about. I need him to be insane about the burn scar Jon knows people think is gross. I need him to be so so normal about jons stretch marks and gray hairs and any sign of him turning into a monster. I need him to think jons bush is a miracle gifted straight to him. I need him to make the happiest moans jons ever heard him make when he’s admiring the eyes beginning to open up along his body. I need Elias to be so batshit crazy about jons body it BAFFLES him
Vital To Me that Jon is a weird creepy pervert about his dad. Goes through his father’s things and finds his sex toys and it just makes him so So curious about his body. His masturbation habits. Trying to creep on him while he’s in the shower or at night. Should hide under the bed when he knows Elias will company over, trying to stay as still and silent as possible while he listens to his father fuck someone above him, the bed frame creaking with every thrust, wishing he could see it. Maybe even graduating to hiding in his wardrobe, peeping out of the little crack in the doorway as he watches his father have sex. Every movement of his body, the hard line of his cock… maybe one night once Elias’ partner has left and his father is sleeping Jon should even get bold enough to try and touch…
I love Elias collaring Jon but I would like to take a moment to consider Jon collaring Elias sometimes… maybe Elias comes down to visit Jon the night before he leaves for the Unknowing, takes him to bed. Jon trying to push Elias over and he doesn’t have the strength but Elias goes with it anyway, lets Jon push him onto his back and straddle his waist. He isn’t expecting it when Jon unbuckles the collar he’s wearing on his neck (the one Elias gave him, had made for him), slips it off and then places it on Elias’ neck, so careful, brows furrowed as he focuses on making sure it’s just tight enough (because he doesn’t think he’s going to survive, because he doesn’t want this beautiful collar to get burnt to a crisp or destroyed by mannequins, because he doesn’t want it to be left forgotten and abandoned with the rest of his things, because he wants Elias to belong to him the same way he belongs to Elias, needs to mark him, to claim him just like he needed to be marked and claimed). Elias gasping and so so hard against Jon’s cunt. Jon riding him, pulling and tugging on his collar, restricting his breathing just enough to inspire a frisson of fear, make him a little on edge in ways they both enjoy far too much (Elias has a terrible breathplay kink that he almost never gets to indulge)… Jon yanking on it hard enough to actually cut off airflow and Elias tries and fails to take in a shaky breath and it’s enough for him to shudder and cum, completely falling apart under Jon.
Part of me likes the idea of him returning the collar to Jon, sliding it back on while he’s in his coma, but honestly I think it’d be fun if he kept it, wearing it while in prison (obviously he had to pull some strings to ensure he’d be allowed)… Basira just having to Deal with the fact that her evil ex-boss is just casually wearing a fucking collar to literally every single meeting. It was terribleness indulgent to keep it, but a selfish, possessive part of him wanted to keep Jon with him, have the mark of Jon’s ownership and love for him wrapped around his throat as a reminder. Jon knowing Elias is still wearing that fucking collar even as he refuses to speak to him, or even better Jon NOT knowing until he finally meets Elias again. So angry and hurt and alone and then Elias unbuttons his shirt and reveals it. Jon using it to tug him down into a kiss…
And before Jon goes off into the Lonely Elias grabs Jon by the shoulder, stops him so he can slip the collar off, place it back on Jon’s neck…. Jon trying to pretend that he’s not hurt, not scared that this is Elias leaving him, Elias reassuring him that he isn’t, it’s not… they’ll see each other again (or maybe even taking Jon with him after, bringing him home…..)
Too tired to be Sufficiently Horny I fear but I hope you all can at least see the Vision…….
JE incest au where Jon has trouble with penetration. He’s tried a few times but it’s uncomfortable and painful so he always just gives up. Finally going to the doctor (and Elias comes with of course, so invested in his dear son’s health). The doctor recommending that Jon try dialators. Elias ordering a full set for his son. Jon trying to use them but he keeps forgetting or not bothering (too much of a hassle, too busy….) Elias asking him about his progress later. Jon sooooo flustered and embarrassed and admitting that he hasn’t been using them very much….
And there’s two paths from here and I simply cannot choose between them…… (Jon shamefully indulging in incestuous sex vs Joncon)
On the one hand: Elias softly asking Jon if he needs help. Jon nodding all ashamed and quiet. Elias gently guiding him upstairs and onto the bed, pulling off his trousers, opening his legs to reveal glistening folds. Jon ashamed of how wet he’s already gotten when they haven’t even started. Elias getting the box of dilators out and Jon thinks he’s just going to start but instead Elias begins trailing kisses up the insides of his thighs. “It’ll be easier for you if you’re already relaxed and lubricated. Although-” pausing to lick some of the slick from Jon’s cunt, “I don’t think you’ll have any problems there.” Suckling on Jon’s hard little cock, running his tongue around it, then dipping lower to tease at Jon’s entrance. Elias eating his son out like a man starved until Jon is wrapping his thighs around his head and trembling and cumming on his tongue, grinding against his face. Elias leaning back all smug and satisfied. “There we are,” he says as he opens up the box, takes out the very smallest dilator. “Tell me if anything hurts,” and then he begins to insert it into Jon, slow and careful. Gently fucking it in and out of his son, Jon’s hips twitching as he starts to experience faint wisps of pleasure. Elias asking him if he needs to touch himself. Jon nodding and flustered, unable to even try and meet his father’s eyes as he reaches a shaky hand down to his cock, rubbing at himself as Elias continues to fuck the dialator in and out of him until he’s moaning softly and cumming with something inside him for the first time. Elias telling him “that’s it, good boy, you did so well,” as he works his son through his second orgasm of the night. Elias cleaning them both up after, telling Jon that they’ll do this again tomorrow night, if Jon needs it.
But at the same time the Joncon must be considered: Elias humming with displeasure and returning to his dinner. Jon finishing eating and returning upstairs, embarrassed, wondering if maybe he should give them another try… and then Elias knocks on his door, steps into the room. Locks the door. Commands his son to sit on the bed and retrieves the box of dialators. Jon feeling a spark of anxiety (and…. something else), suspects where this is going but… surely not? Surely Elias wouldn’t do this. It’s not- it’s wrong. He knows it. But then Elias is pushing him onto his back and crawling after him and yanking his trousers off. Jon asking him what he’s doing. “What do you think, Jon?” Asking him why. “You’ve been irresponsible. Somebody needs to take care of you.” Like he’s doing his son a favor. Like Jon is too immature and irresponsible to take care of himself like he should so of course his dad is going to do it for him. Elias fondling his cunt, already humiliatingly wet. “See? Your body knows you need this. Everything will go so much better if you just relax,” rubbing Jon’s cock slow and forceful, Jon helplessly rolling his hips into the sensation even as he pleads for his father to stop, please, please you can’t- don’t- dad please don’t- and then he’s cumming, slick gushing from his clenching hole. Lying there feeling so so guilty and terrible, hating how his body is still aching to be touched. Elias taking a dialator from the box. Slowly pressing it inside. Jon getting used to the sensation until it almost- it almost feels good. Too small and smooth to reach any particularly sensitive spots but Elias knows just how to tilt and aim it. Already knows Jon’s body better than he does and his father hasn’t even used it before and he’s teasing him and Jon’s clit is so hard and Elias isn’t even touching it anymore and he doesn’t want his father to touch it but he NEEDS the friction and pleasure and sensation and he doesn’t even know what he’s begging for or how long they’ve been doing this. Barely aware of anything beyond Elias’ reassurances. That it’s alright. That it’s ok to enjoy this. That he’ll make sure Jon’s well taken care of. That one day Jon will need to be responsible for himself but it’s ok if he isn’t because his father is here for him. Knows what he needs. And Jon is crying and shaking and Elias reaches up to gently tug one of Jon’s hands to his cock. And Jon hates himself but he can’t stop rolling his hips into his hand and rubbing his clit and moaning and gasping and then he’s cumming. He’s cumming again even though he didn’t even want this. Even though his dad forced him to do this…. Elias cleaning them both up and putting the dialators away. Crawling into Jon’s bed with him and holding him so so close. Petting his hair, telling him that one day he’ll be ready for his cock. Gently stroking over Jon’s stomach, musing that maybe he’ll learn to be a little more responsible when he has a little sibling to care for, and Jon being suddenly Very Aware that Elias’ hand is resting over his womb…..
Anyways in my beautiful mind jon was barely holding onto looking human all throughout s5 and everytime he looked in the mirror he felt like he was lying. Like it was wrong and fake and none of I looked like him. And I think in aus where he breaks and joins Jonah Jonah should break him, okay. He should break him down until he let’s go of being human completely, because they both know he never wanted that, he just wanted to be cared for. He should beat every last bit of humanity out of him until he’s the beautiful monster he always knew he was, until he has a snout and sharp sharp teeth and a tail and fragile papery wings and far too many eyes. Until jon finally feels like his body is his. I need Jonah to rip every last shard of humanity out of him by force just like Jon’s been guiltily wishing for for years. I need Jon weeping begging no no no as he changes , even though they both know he craves this so bad, that it feels right and more real than being human ever did. I need Jon trembling and whining and. Look. I am a big fan of pathetic monsters. Monsters on a leash. Whining and dumb and so perfect to use as a toy if human bodies are too boring for you. And I think jon deserves to be a really really pathetic monster. Just. Absolutely pathetic. So dumb and helpless. He deserves it <3
Anyways in my beautiful mind jon was barely holding onto looking human all throughout s5 and everytime he looked in the mirror he felt like he was lying. Like it was wrong and fake and none of I looked like him. And I think in aus where he breaks and joins Jonah Jonah should break him, okay. He should break him down until he let’s go of being human completely, because they both know he never wanted that, he just wanted to be cared for. He should beat every last bit of humanity out of him until he’s the beautiful monster he always knew he was, until he has a snout and sharp sharp teeth and a tail and fragile papery wings and far too many eyes. Until jon finally feels like his body is his. I need Jonah to rip every last shard of humanity out of him by force just like Jon’s been guiltily wishing for for years. I need Jon weeping begging no no no as he changes , even though they both know he craves this so bad, that it feels right and more real than being human ever did. I need Jon trembling and whining and. Look. I am a big fan of pathetic monsters. Monsters on a leash. Whining and dumb and so perfect to use as a toy if human bodies are too boring for you. And I think jon deserves to be a really really pathetic monster. Just. Absolutely pathetic. So dumb and helpless. He deserves it <3
Prev I am so sorry you have awakened The Demons.
Best part of this is. Jon still being jon. Jon still being whiny and complainy and knocking things off of tables just to show he can, talking back and snapping his fangs at him and yet being so pliant. So easy for him and only him, rolling over even if he huffs and growls. Jonah teases him for it regularly, how much he whines and complains and growls and yet obeys so eagerly and doesn’t ever try to properly disobey him. How good it is, even if it likes to pretend it’s not. (I’m sure Jon can be normal about that one.) Jon who talks back so much and yet is so so desperate to obey him, to be good for him, wants it so bad it hurts. Please imagine Jon soooo overwhelmed with want and arousal and so so many feelings as Jonah rides it’s cock and tells it how it doesn’t even seem to know how obedient it is, how well behaved. Ok. Think about jon as jonahs disobedient but forever loyal dog for 1000 psychic damage.
Just. Monster jon <3 jon unused to being so powerful, having to relearn his own strength. Jon with a collar and a leash and a harness. Like it’s just a very large pet, not a monster. Like it’s just a particularly large dog that likes to be fussy and whiny sometimes. It gets it off so much I think. Being treated like it’s just an animal, nothing horrible or terrifying, just something that needs a strong hand to make it obey. Always by Jonahs side, resting it’s head on his lap. Finally able to rest, even as it’s teeth poke out of it’s mouth and it’s claws itch to tear and destroy. Jonah having it so throughly under his thumb,,, Jon maybe will act up more when it’s had time to. Definitely not gonna say heal because it’s actively getting worse. Once it cares less about the shit that happened with everyone pre joining Jonah. But for a very long time it NEEDS to be utterly helpless so so badly. Being The Archivist is exhausting. Being the Archives is easy. Natural. If it truly doesn’t want something it can walk away, Jonah couldn’t stop it. Instead it struggles and growls and thrashes and nearly wails with relief when Jonah breaks it in all over again, using it like it’s not so much stronger than him. Like it’s not a dangerous predator. I think there’s a very fun kind of humiliation with jon being the strongest creature in this world, and yet Jonah broke him. Jonah should humiliate him sooo much in a way that just lovingly strips away all that agency. Like he ruined Jon with his own two hands, crushed every last bit of resistance until he was just a dumb animal. Ok. If Jon wants to pretend Jonah forced him to be this completely, then Jonahs more than happy to provide. If he wants him to be the evil captor then who is he to deny him ? His boys had a rough few years. He deserves to indulge himself <33 ok. Ok. Sorry for the Long. I’m just uh. Insane. Over them
I need Jonah breaking in monster jon. I need jon who’s so sick of constant choices and effort and every single thing he does being scrutinized and to be seen as something dumb who doesn’t know what it needs, who just needs to be put in its place. And Jonah who wants to be in control, to be seen and wanted and chosen, who feels safest when he’s fully in control, who can only let himself love when he feels like he won’t be hurt. This is literally the perfect set up. Jon needs to be Jonahs pet monster. Please. Please he deserves it.
You ever think about Trans!Jon who is Elias’s kid choosing his new masculine name and it’s still Jon for short, but that’s because he named himself after the founder of the institute his father works at. Tells his dad he decided to change his name to Jonah. Do you think Elias would be normal about that?
I’m sorry I’m still thinking about jon leashed and pregnant,, jon curling up at the foot of the bed like a doggy,,, jon muzzled,,, jon quietly barking for his owner to come help him when he starts lactating again, because he knows he’ll get punished if he tries to handle it instead of letting him have a taste. I’m normal. And sane.
Jon should fantasize about how he’s Elias’ beloved pampered child/pet that’s too weak and helpless due to pregnancy and needs to be monitored and taken care of and have all its decisions made for it by its loving father/owner who knows what’s best for it. And he should feel miserable with how bad he wants it and also hate himself for wanting it. Btw.
Jon needs to be forced to feed. Ok. He needs someone to hold him down and force statement after statement onto him until he goes from pleading to stop to mindlessly pleading at them for more oh god more please. Ok. Give me that man drunk on sweet sweet fear okay. Give me that man feeling so good he can’t remember how wrong this is just greedily consuming every last detail feasting mindlessly asking question after question so helpless to his own hunger ,,,,,
Jon pleading begging to be fed is so hot to me ok. Utterly helpless to his own needs humping their leg as they force him to have everything he wants, as he sobs with guilt and ecstasy. Okay????
Basically having a Romantic Relationship is uncomfortable for jon , too many expectations he’s unsure how to meet, of what is and isn’t appropriate levels of affection. Having a dynamic with like. Clearly defined expectations or just completely free of the idea of A Romantic Relationship is very helpful for him. Yk. This is why having his everyday dynamic with elias also acting like a father/son or master/pet or creator/creation even outside of sex or supernatural reduces stress. Just. Do you get it.
Girl help. Now I’m thinking about “my archivist” as a sex thing. Jonah should only call him that or the archive when one of them is getting railed. And I think Jon should be soooo normal about it.
Jonah does NOT call jon archivist every other sentence and he should only be doing that if it’s a sex thing. Ok.
He should do it exclusively as a sex thing so much so that if someone refers to jon as his archivist he has to go have a cigarette. Ok. His ass is NOT processing anything else you just said.
Thinking about Jon being shrunk down, Leitner artifact doesn’t matter, he’s so small now. Elias finding him, and taking him home, treating him like a little doll. Maybe he already knows how to fix this but he’s enjoying having even more power over Jon.
That being said Elias should Absolutely get to be a Creepy Pervert about his son <3 Jon is fascinating in every way including when he’s fantasizing about being drugged and raped by his father and Elias Is going to find a way to Watch. He’s also just nice to look at when he’s touching himself, undressing, showering… why deny himself the pleasure? Jon growing up feeling Watched all the time, feeding Elias his fear. Feeding Beholding. Developing a raging exhibitionism kink. The god he doesn’t know he serves winding itself closer to him in every aspect of his life…..
In relation to prev post. I think Elias should dress his son up all nice in a suit (maybe one of his own? Tailored for Jon’s smaller frame so it’s just a tiny bit oversized (need to make him look like he’s wearing his father’s clothes <3)) and they both know it’s going to end up crumpled in the entryway, Jon gagged with his own tie while his father takes him from behind <3
I’d like to take a moment to consider the potential of Lonelyeyes in the incest au. Peter coming home to realize his husband has acquired a child. Peter slowly learning that Elias is rapidly coming to love this child more than he has ever loved him. Elias is Peter’s husband but Jon is very much Elias’ son.
And then Peter learns that Elias is cheating on him. With his own fucking son.
“I would’ve raised you better” but it’s elias saying it to jon,,, jon could be normal about it. He could’ve raised him better. He could’ve kept an eye on him. He could’ve guided him into the fears lovingly and carefully instead of letting him trip and fall into them, like he was doing now. He could’ve held him when he cried and made him feel so special, so wanted. He could’ve raised him better. I need tk be put down
Adopted incest pet play is just so fun <3 Jon so Very normal about the idea that he might fail/disappoint his father (the only adult who ever seemed to really understand him. To want him) and developing a fetish about it. What if he was just Elias’ treasured puppy who didn’t need to be smart or worthy or feel constantly at risk of losing the one and only person he has. What if he didn’t need to feel guilty or ashamed about how badly he wants Elias to have sex with him (or think about how he specifically wants Elias to desire him). He’s just a dog and it’s ok if he needs to sit in Elias’ lap and hump his leg. He’s just a dog he doesn’t know any better.
I sort of want Elias to be a little blindsided by this development too btw. Obviously he’s already aware of Jon’s fears and insecurities and Issues but the kink part should be a surprise to him. Maybe he was very busy at work and Jon was off at uni, so he doesn’t expect it when, on Jon’s first holiday back, he is near-constantly thinking about how awful and disgusting it is that he wants Elias to put a collar on him and call him a dog.
Needless to say, Elias finds this new development fascinating.
I honestly think Elias telling Jon he was a good boy wouldn’t have like. Made him throw away his morals but by god would it have made him consider it for a good few minutes.
I need je far closer in canon with elias being such a warm steady presence so experienced so comforting not controlling happy to let Jon sort things out and ask questions. I need Elias hands to slowly drift lower and lower on him as he talks to him and Jon so caught up in his presence and his warmth and his praise that it all just feels so natural, all feels so so good and he needs it so bad. Please imagine Elias coming into document storage and gently undressing jon and seeming so self assured, so unworried, so completely content to be here. Please imagine Elias seeming very pleased with himself inside of Jon and Jon just squirming and whimpering cutely. Take my hand. The views beautiful over here guys.
There’s plenty of Jon kneeling under his desk to suck him off, and that’s all well and good, but please consider Elias kneeling under the table for Jon during a meeting to eat him out.
Maybe pregnant Jon, who is tired and a little sick and definitely Does Not want to be at this meeting, arriving first with Elias, only for him to slip under the table and slink over so he’s between Jon’s legs. Hissing under his breath and demanding to know what the hell Elias is doing but he still spreads his legs so Elias can kneel between them. Can kiss and lick at the new stretch marks, the slight bump from where Jon’s womb sits full of his child. The other employees file in and someone is filling in for Elias (who was just to busy to make it today, you see) and Jon knows it’s a terrible idea but he’s unzipping his slacks and hooking his legs over Elias’ shoulders and biting the inside of his lips so he doesn’t moan when Elias starts lapping up his slick. Elias worshipping his folds while Jon tries so so hard to keeps still and not give them both away….
Elias only feeding Jon with small statements, not filling by any means, but enough to leave him wanting more. Enough to make him come back again and again until Jon can only rely on Elias to give him what they both know he needs.
Elias: “He’s my little guy, my small tiny fellow, my little sopping wet kitten, he could be killed by a passing summer breeze, my most favorite employee, the most fragile traumatized little mind in reach, he’s never done anything wrong in his entire life, he’s the coughing baby to my hydrogen bomb, the sickly Victorian child to my plague, my little discord kitten, my blorbo whom I must put through the horrors, he’s never had a day of rest in his life and if it was any other way I would be miserable, he’s a stress ball to me, my little archivist must be put in Situations so I may thrive off his suffering and moral confusion. He is a dark mirror to my brilliance, cut of identical cloth but the very model of weak qualities I left behind, the becoming and undoing of my being and my most precious arbiter of fear in 200 years.”
Jon: “Elias, the mannequins wanted to skin me, I’m scared.”
