I love people thinking of jon as a baby monster. More people should think of jon as a baby monster. So scary to humans but to anyone even a little not human so hard to take seriously. Just a little thing, barely knows how to use his claws, clearly terrified of them, terrified of his own patron, barely skin and bones, so hungry and yet too afraid of its “companions” to feed. So pathetic. He gives some avatars (Helen esp) cuteness aggression I think. He’s so cute and easy to scare and so clearly craving any kind of agency when it’s right in reach if he would just give in, let go, let himself crumble and succumb to all those instincts he’s developing, she just tear him to bits. And she does <3 a lot! Jon terrified of his powers like he’s ever tried to resist them. Like anyone actually wants him to get better. Like anyone would accept him if he tried. Jon looking downright pathetic to other monsters. Helen seeing him as so little so cute and inexperienced. Jon should cross a line he never meant to cross, and Helen should welcome him to the other side with open arms <3