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Man I am thinking about the au from the fic I wrote I mostly just wrote it as it went but man. It feels like he is way farther along on his transformation and also way closer to elias. It could be fun to play with/figure out how it got there especially considering he knows more,,, hmmm
Jon that’s kind of begrudgingly accepted. Welp. I am not human. I’m just not going to end the world. Feeds and shit and desperately trying to justify it to himself. Closer to Elias mixed with resentment for doing this to him but he’s so so dependent because he’s all he has at this point. The daddy kink is strong here Elias is literally all he has at this point and he just wants to feel good about himself. The power imbalance is so bad.
skiesandcandy:
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Look I just think it’d be hot if Jonah found Jon at his lowest and slowly inserted himself in his life and made him incredibly dependent on him. With a horrible bad power dynamic <3 Bonus points. Jon should know it’s bad and want it so so bad anyway screaming at himself for his shitty decisions the whole time. And he should whine for Jonah to fuck him until he feels better <333
PREV I am rotating that concept in my mind. Him meeting a handsome older man who looks bored out of his mind. They have an interesting conversation, he knows a lot about this place, and a lot in general. WAIT I could make this my one au. He gets to talking to him more, running into him now and then. He’d be lying if he said he doesn’t look forward to it. Him learning this man knows a lot about things thatve haunted him his whole life. About leitners. About the supernatural. He’s so much wiser than he looks. He should idolize him. He should want to be him so so bad. Especially after finding out he’s trans too and quietly vibrating with gender envy. By the time he starts wanting out the doors are locked. It’s just him and Jonah, his closest confidant, his only true friend, his lover <3 and it’d be so lonely without him and nobody knows more about what he NEEDS to know than he does. So he curls up next to him, trying to hold back his sobs, and grinds on his thigh until the pain and fear is background noise to the buzz of arousal and being so so wanted. Jonah should shower him in sooo much praise. Jonah should offer him a place at the institute. “You’ll find answers there.” He knows it’s a trap. He also knows he can’t say no. Not because Jonah would do anything if he said so, but because this is who he is. There is no way he rejects this offer.
He should get bent over Jonahs desk and called his favorite, such a sweet boy, told that he belongs here, he has ALWAYS belonged here, he will make him so so happy here, he will be so loved and wanted and adored. He will never go hungry again. He will let him gorge himself on all the answers he’s ever craved. He’ll be alright <3 Jonah will never leave his side.
Its terrifying and everything he’s ever wanted and everything he’s ever feared. Jon thinks he might be in love with him.
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Thinking about pregnant Jon’s weak bladder again <3
Jon getting lost in organizing the shelves or research or something, not realizing he needs to go until his bladder is nearly bursting. Trying to make it to the bathroom but he’s barely halfway there before he wets himself. Rushing to hurriedly change in has office before anyone can see. Elias deciding to pop down for a visit, opening the door just as Jon is trying to get his spare pants on, cunt glistening with piss, droplets still clinging to his pubic hair… “oh Jon. Can you really not control yourself. It’s alright, it’s only expected, given your… condition.” Elias guiding him over the desk, slipping a finger into his hole, then another. Fondling Jon’s swollen stomach as he pushes inside. Pressing down on Jon’s bladder just enough for him to let out another stream of piss. Jon mortified and ashamed and turned on, soaking wet for Elias….
And then, after they’ve both finished, Elias degrades Jon a bit more, maybe forces him to his knees, makes him lick Elias’ cock clean. Jon so embarrassed and humiliated by the whole affair, how eager he is to take Elias’ limp, piss and slick streaked cock into his mouth anyway.