“I would’ve raised you better” but it’s elias saying it to jon,,, jon could be normal about it. He could’ve raised him better. He could’ve kept an eye on him. He could’ve guided him into the fears lovingly and carefully instead of letting him trip and fall into them, like he was doing now. He could’ve held him when he cried and made him feel so special, so wanted. He could’ve raised him better. I need tk be put down