I think Jon should be Weirdly Horny about the whole brutal pipe murder thing. I think he should think about the logistics for a little too long. How much difficulty he had even *lifting* the pipe. How much strength would be required to beat a human skull in like that. And Elias has always been a prominent figure in his rape fantasies, so it’s really not at all hard to make the leap. What if Elias wanted to fuck Jon? Kept him pinned? Hurt him when he tried to fight back? Fucked him until he was sobbing? Jon so so wet as he thinks about how easily Elias could overpower him. Touching himself to the thought of his boss brutally, violently raping him, even as the thought fills him with disgust and self-loathing.