sparks-out:
Jonpeter should have some miserable awful wretched sex in S4. Peter should exploit Jon’s degradation kink and self-loathing in a way that makes Jon feel absolutely wretched during sex and dropping HARD after. Jon feeling so gut-wrenchingly terrible and lonely and yet almost Seen and Known for what he truly is should have him cumming with a sob and then stumbling back down to the archives to curl up in the fetal position and sob for several hours until he feels hollow and wrung dry. Peter digs his claws into every vulnerable festering wound and it’s awful and overwhelming and Jon’s body is responding to it. He hates it. He thinks he deserves it. He aches when he goes too long between scenes. He needs it. He hates it. It’s the closest thing he has to comfort. Elias is gone. This miserable, turbulent fling is all he has left now.
anaceshornyblog:
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Now I am thinking about Peter having Elias call him from prison while he’s got Jon choking on his dick. He’s fine he doesn’t need to breathe. Jon struggling to get his mouth free, but Peter’s grip in his hair is too tight. Peter talking with Elias about how the Institute is doing, the budget, just the most mundane things. Then talking about his good Jon is being. How well trained he is, and how much effort Elias must have put into him.
Peter asking very dramatically if Elias would like to talk to Jon. Elias telling Jon that he’s so proud of him for being such a good boy. Peter pulling Jon off his cock only for the call to disconnect before Jon can speak. Oops guess they’ll have to do this the next time Elias is allowed to make a phone call.
Look it’s the fic version of this post because:
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Adding thoughts onto here because the fic is long, but Jon going back, because everyone even just that smallest hope is enough to tempt him. Also Jon using Peter to punish himself because surely he’s done something wrong? Why else wouldn’t Elias talk to him? Why won’t he just take his call? Jon going to Peter asking him to hurt him, and Peter gleefully doing so because he likes hurting Elias’s archivist. Because it’s not about each other it’s about Elias haunting the narrative between the two.
sparks-out:
I’d like to take a moment to consider the potential of Lonelyeyes in the incest au. Peter coming home to realize his husband has acquired a child. Peter slowly learning that Elias is rapidly coming to love this child more than he has ever loved him. Elias is Peter’s husband but Jon is very much Elias’ son.
And then Peter learns that Elias is cheating on him. With his own fucking son.