do you think jon ever develops a kidnapping kink? his fucked up brain gets so exited because someone decided to kidnap him
Au where Jon gets kidnapped a few extra times for fun, enjoy Jon’s fucked up kidnapping kink go brrr. More of a short thing, might write more of this idea later.
At first Jon had found getting kidnapped terrifying, which was he supposed the correct response to such an event. However sheer terror could only last so long, and after the first time, well subsequent kidnappings did seem to lead to more moderated terror. Oh sure he was still scared, seemed he was always scared no matter the situation, one of the perks of him employment, but well when terror wasn’t crowding all other emotions out his brain did drift to more inventive thoughts.
It was just, it was flattering? That someone decided they wanted to abduct him, of all people? Sure it was mostly due to his whole Archivist thing, probably, but that didn’t stop the little trickle of warmth that he was doing his best to ignore. Or how his heart fluttered a bit at whatever form of restraint that his latest captor chose for him. Of course those feelings were also followed by a heavy dose of shame, because really. It only made sense then to make an effort at shoving those thoughts aside, only it was hard to keep them shoved aside when he was alone with those thoughts quite often. So like a loose tooth his thoughts couldn’t help but turn that way between the bouts of mortal terror. Eventually even the mortal terror didn’t really chase those thoughts away anymore. Soon he had to make an effort to keep from squirming in something other than terror, nit sure he’s survive such a revelation by his various captors.
Of course verbalizing these thoughts was not something he was going to do. None of these feelings meant anything, he repeated to himself. Even if the first thing he did once he was no longer a captive was to seek out a bit of privacy so he could finally relieve the heat between his legs. Usually he could keep himself together enough to make it back to the privacy of his home. Where at least know one could know how wet he was as he brought himself off thinking about being tied to a chair because someone wanted him.
No, he would take care of his shame in private thank you very much.