I just. I really like the idea of alpha elias a little Bothered by his instincts and keeping them on a tight leash who’s usually so composed and then something happens when he snaps and is soooo hungry and possessive and affectionate and desperate . Ok. I like the idea of elias keeping himself sooo carefully controlled and indulging in his desires yes but always doing so very Intentionally and Carefully and then losing his shit over something completely.